Chapter 370: I Don't Hate You, But I Don't Want You Anymore
Gu Mingyan sat in the study for a whole afternoon, and those past experiences with men were like black-and-white movie clips, passing through his mind one by one.
When the sound of a car driving in sounded outside, she quickly printed out the divorce agreement on the computer, a divorce agreement that objectively stated the breakdown of the relationship without any entanglement, and she was willing to leave the house.
She gave nothing but affection in this marriage, and voluntarily went out of the house to retain the greatest dignity, which was the only way she could think of to preserve her dignity.
"Where's the wife?"
After Mu Zeyu suffered a family law in the study that day, he waited for Jiang Zhanmei and his wife to leave with their front feet, and left with a cold face without giving Gu Mingyan a chance to speak.
Zhang's mother smiled like a chrysanthemum on her old face when she saw him come back, and said with a smile: "Mrs. has locked herself in the study since the afternoon, and she hasn't come out yet." ”
Mu Zeyu pondered for a moment, and Fang said lightly: "Mother Zhang, you can cook first." ”
Hearing that he meant to eat at home, Zhang's mother was overjoyed, and immediately smiled and said, "Okay, sir, the soup is ready, just fry a few more dishes." ”
Tuk Tuk Tuk –
There was a knock on the door of the study, and Gu Mingyan just printed the divorce agreement and signed his name on it.
Before she could say anything else, the door to the study had been opened, and a handsome man walked in with long legs.
Gu Mingyan almost subconsciously got up and hid the divorce agreement behind him, "Did you come back to negotiate with me?"
"Negotiation?" Mu Zeyu didn't seem to agree with the word in her mouth, and looked at her and said flatly: "I have nothing to talk to you about, it's that you have always wanted to talk to me." ”
Gu Mingyan stood in front of the desk and looked up at the man standing in front of him.
It's still that heart-warming handsome face, but the ink in her deep eyes is thicker, and the eyes that lock her gaze are complex, obscure, and deep, and too many emotions are intertwined, so she can't understand it, and she doesn't want to go through the trouble of guessing.
"Mu Zeyu, let's get a divorce. ”
There was no quarrel, no questioning, and her tone was calm enough to make her feel calm.
Mu Zeyu's deep eyes were surging with a storm, and he almost immediately grabbed her wrist, "Ming Yan, I can explain this matter. ”
"Mu Zeyu. Gu Mingyan raised his eyes and looked at the man's handsome face, "I'm not losing my temper with you, I don't want to listen to your explanation, and I don't want to live in such a tepid life, let's divorce." ”
Gu Mingyan pursed his lips and said word by word: "Do you think that until now, I can continue to live with you?" her bright face was cold, and her eyes were faint, "Divorce is the best choice, whether it is for you or for me, I don't want to have a hateful day with you in the future." ”
"Divorce is impossible!" Mu Zeyu glanced at her, his expression was also faint, "Mingyan, I don't want to use means to force you, and you know very well that as long as I don't agree to sign a divorce, no one will dare to take a lawsuit if you want to." ”
"What if I have to get a divorce?" Gu Mingyan looked at him with clear eyes, full of disappointment, as well as pain and loneliness.
The man stretched out his hand to touch her, but as soon as his hand was raised, the woman took two steps back, until her body was against the desk, and then she smiled coldly: "You Mu Gongzi is in Jiangcheng, who will not take your divorce lawsuit with long eyes, but if you want me to be reluctant in a loveless marriage, I don't know what crazy things I will do." ”
"Smoke ......"
Mu Zeyu only felt that his heart was densely gnawed by something, and the piercing pain made him a little unbearable, and his body staggered, but fortunately, there was only a warm yellow lamp in the study, and he quickly stabilized his body, and if he was not careful, he could hardly see any changes.
"Mu Zeyu, I used not very good means to marry you, I have always suffered from gains and losses in this marriage, and I almost dare not have expectations for feelings anymore. It was you who said that you loved me, let me open the closed door of my heart, and I also wanted to give myself a chance, even if it was another moth to the fire, I was willing. But it turns out that seemingly strong love often ends regrettably, and many legendary fairy tales only have a beginning and no ending, because all endings are not good. ”
"I've probably had a heart attack these days, so I've been groggy and haven't really thought about our relationship. Since my parents came that day, I have been thinking about the problems between you and me, and I am even reflecting on whether I don't love you as much as you imagined, so you are impatient, so you will shift the focus of your feelings to others. I can't help but wonder why you've had so many women in the past for me. ”
"I love a man like you and don't regret it, but I don't want to fall into this kind of love puzzle and lose myself like a soulless doll, you should be fulfilled by me, let's divorce, okay?"
The gentle and soft tone finished all the words she wanted to say, and her tears fell at once.
Seeing her shed tears, Mu Zeyu's perfect jaw line tightened, and his face hidden in the dark light became more and more gloomy and ugly.
"I will pack up the things as soon as possible, I have signed the divorce agreement, no matter what the rules of the Mu family are, I will not take away anything that I shouldn't get. Gu Mingyan's voice was soft, but his tone was very resolute, "I hope you will decide as soon as possible, we will each cherish each other and owe each other nothing." ”
She locked herself in her study all afternoon, and her heart was filled with layers of despair.
I was even thinking that as long as he called her at that time and said, "Ming Yan, then everything is not true, I can explain it." Or to say sorry, no matter what, she will not be hopeless about this marriage or even the relationship.
Mu Zeyu's deep eyes narrowed slightly, looking at the slender figure of the woman, with a thin and pointed chin, which was extremely distressing.
"Ming Yan, do you really want a divorce?"
"Mu Zeyu ......"
Gu Mingyan called his name softly, and there were tears on his fair face, but he showed a smile: "Holding the hand of the son, looking forward to the candlelight of the white head, the earth is barren, it is every girl's greatest expectation for feelings and marriage." While I was immersed in the sweet dreams you had woven for me, you caught me off guard and gave me a slap in the face, making me understand that feelings are all to me, and that with you they are nothing more than dispensable, and even changing a woman is not a big deal. ”
"Mingyan, do you hate me for betraying my marriage?" The man narrowed his narrow eyes, hiding all the darkness, and his voice was deep and could not discern any emotion.
"It's too heavy to say hate, I don't want you to fight you to the end in this war without gunpowder, you can't do anything if you're ruthless, how can I be your opponent. Gu Mingyan smiled and smiled, tears flowed out, "I don't hate you, but I don't want you anymore......"
All the tenderness and sweetness of the past no longer exists.
The extreme of love is hate, and hating someone is often too much with herself, she is exhausted and has no strength to hate.
Whether it's love or marriage, she doesn't want everything.