Chapter 1175: The First Step 575
Die, die, nothing can pull me, nothing can hinder me.
Those pulling and hindering are not real in themselves, they are all just artificial distortions.
It's about killing the character, it's about killing yourself.
Those character attributes keep pulling themselves, as if they are very important, as if they are precious, but they are just a piece of shit.
No matter what it is, shit is shit, and no matter how beautiful it is, it can't be changed, it's a piece of shit.
Characters need to die, characters need to explode, let it all happen.
I will be a different person, I will treat my mother, wife and children as strangers, I will be alienated from the world, I will easily hurt myself without feeling that there is anything wrong.
No longer for the role, those obvious benefits, I can't see at all.
Tear the characters apart, completely destroy the characters, and those nice twists must also disappear.
No one or anything can be arrogant in my head, and everything will be crushed.
Others are just NPCs, just the content presented by the elements of the picture, just like me, what kind of authenticity is there.
My feelings for my mother are just things shaped by the times, and they are still just the presentation of picture elements, which is not real in itself.
Is it "I think" that you have to be filial to your mother, what the hell, can't you see that this is just "I think" content?
Why can't you hurt Mom?
I really don't understand that this kind of thing can happen, which in itself means that it is not true, and the fact that there is room for discussion proves that it is just a human distortion.
The sacredness of my mother, the sacredness of love, and the sacredness of life seem to be so sacred that they cannot be discussed at all.
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The contrived sacredness is still just what I think.
All understanding, the understanding of the world, the understanding of the universe, the understanding of life, the understanding of parents, family and career, are just "I think", where is the truth?
Am I mentally retarded?
Can't see this?
I don't need to maintain that sense of estrangement, and I don't need to pursue a sense of strangeness to the world, which is not something that can be obtained by imitation.
After the slaughter is complete, there are as many as you want.
Mom is still in my head, albeit in a harmless state, but it's just a disguise.
There is no dispute that my mother must be killed.
Mom also belongs to the category of "others", why is it special?
It's not real, it's just an NPC that often appears very good to the character of Yuan Changwen, it's still just an NPC, and it's still just a picture element.
I am also a picture element, the character of Yuan Changwen is also a picture element, and the entire universe is a picture element.
Watching the character of Yuan Changwen kill his mother, that's all.
I really don't understand, what is there to catch Mom?
What is the truth about my mother's various ideas?
Why should I believe and hold on?
It's just a character attribute, not that I'm catching my mom at all, but my mom as one of my character attributes.
I still admit the reality of the character, and I'm really hopeless.
Such a simple thing, keep repeating and repeating, but just don't continue to kill.
What else can I say about the presentation of the elements of the picture?
No matter what kind of picture elements you have, it's not realistic.
Sometimes I feel like there's nothing to say, and sometimes I feel stupid that I can't see such a simple thing.
The characters are bound to break, and I'm going to keep going.
This is not the time to stop, although I am already two different levels of things compared to the past, but I am still just a character.
The slash is not yet complete.
Reason firmly occupies the highest point, so that madness cannot spread, so that explosions cannot break through the characters.
Keep slashing, it all seems to be a frenzy of obsession, and even though I'm not crazy, I still don't want to stop.
It felt very weird, I already felt that there was nothing to kill, and I couldn't feel the anger and devouring in my heart at all.
But it was clear that he was not done.
This has happened several times, and I understand it as a gap after the killing.
Of course, no one knows if it's a gap or not, and it doesn't mean that you're moving forward or something at all.
Every time you say a word, you have to deny the previous one, and it is better not to say anything at all.
Die, it's simply death, let go of your hands, and jump off the cliff.
Facing the abyss, of course, will be scary, of course, will be afraid, but that's just a visual element.
It's a character attribute again, and there is no one for me, don't you understand?
How long can those attachments to things, those anchors, those fears that dare not let go at all?
It's obviously not real, I don't know where such a huge force comes from, and I forcibly make the false real.
What about Mom, kill it anyway.
To ruin life, that fear of "I have to have some kind of good life", you have to jump in.
Non-stop fantasies, this is the struggle of the character, there must always be a character.
The key is that the character of Yuan Changwen is not me anyway, and there is no reality in this world.
When will it explode, I don't know.
But there will always be a time when it doesn't matter whether it's morning or late, if you care about it, it's just another character attribute that needs to be killed.
The character is like a clock without a battery, and although the minute hand is no longer moving, the second hand is still strong and shaking.
It's a pity that it's useless, and I can only hold on to that second, and I can't take that second.
When you wait for the character to run out of power completely, that's when the slash is complete.
As for the time, I don't know, and it's not important.
The so-called time is only useful for the character, just another tool for the character to show off.
It's as if, if the killing is completed early, the character will look amazing, and it took an old man a lifetime to complete the killing, which seems to give people a very lo feeling.
Becoming a CEO at the age of 25 is more remarkable than entering the management at the age of 40, and the character has always thought so.
The distortion in the mind is, time only has meaning for the character, and there is no time in reality.
Does the completion of the character's 30-year-old kill and 70-year-old kill have any impact on the reality?
The only difference is the state of the character, but any state of the character is inherently irrelevant.
It's all death, what order do you have to fight?
Let me hack the characters to death, and deprive them of all their attributes.
It's all nonsense when unreal things come together to form so-called real characters.
My panic and anxiety still regard slashing as some kind of character attribute, and it seems that the completion of slashing is like graduation, which can add a new thing to the character attribute.
What if you can't kill it in this life?
I've asked this question to myself many times, and each time it's clear that nothing happens to the characters will affect the reality.
And then what?
Still panicking, still anxious, is there any difference between this and rushing to succeed before the age of 30?
Kill and die.
Only the word "dead" can describe my state, there is nothing wrong with talking about death, talking about death is no different from talking about drinking water. (https:)
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