"Wen Sicun, he is the child who was secretly sent away, he is my own brother. Mu Junlin thought of the night of blood flowing, his heart ached, and his eyebrows and eyes were a little fierce, "He learned about his life experience from Elder Ye, and thought that filial piety and righteousness could not be both, coupled with Ji Wen's death, Ji Manru's mental disorder, in order to save me from being shot countless times, before he died, he asked me to take care of Ji Manru and the child in her womb." ”

Those painful memories, someone paid with their lives for it, and the living can never be at ease.

He may not have any fear of King's Landing, the world says that he is cold by nature, even if someone falls in front of him and wants to die, he will not blink his eyes, but who knows that there is an unknown pain hidden in the depths of his heart.

Those pasts, even after so many years, sometimes remember them as if they were yesterday.

The bitterness in Jiang Zhan's eyebrows flashed, and he hooked his lips self-deprecatingly.

He had concealed such a big secret from her, should he say that he had recommitted himself or should he blame him for making her sad for so many years? They had loved each other for so many years, had experienced so much bloodshed, and she had complained about him for the matter of illegitimate children, and even hated him so much that she didn't want to see him.

However, in the end, it turned out to be a fake.

That feeling is like, because of a misunderstanding in her heart, even if she is deeply loved, she has no way to feel at ease, and she has wasted so many years of time.

He said that he was ashamed of Ji Manru, ashamed of Ji Rujing, and said that she was the most ashamed person.

What's the use of all this, can she get back the time she has suffered for more than 20 years? Can the child she turned into a pool of blood come back?

Jiang Zhanmei suddenly felt that he had never understood him, even if he had always spoiled her and obeyed her all these years, this alienated and cold man had never gone against her wishes, and really put her at the top of his heart. However, he watched her suffer in the whirlpool of pain, and watched coldly, never wanting to confess to her.

She felt that her heart was indescribably empty and barren, as if the cognition and belief she had been insisting on had collapsed.

Even, she couldn't help but wonder if he had spoiled her and loved her for so many years because of guilt.

At that time, she was the daughter of the commander, with a noble status and a proud personality. And he was young, mysterious, cold and indifferent, and the meeting between the two was like the intersection of the purest black and the purest white, forming that bit of gray.

She never thought that a person of her status would marry an underworld overlord, but the facts also proved that she did not love the wrong person, this man has changed a lot for her, just like when he knelt in front of his father and said that he wanted to marry her, he would not make her sad and sad for the rest of his life, but as a result, all her sadness and sadness came from him.

"Eyebrows ......"

Jiang Zhan's eyebrows were lowered, his eyes were sour, and his demure and beautiful face was as indifferent as ever, but his heart seemed to usher in a tsunami.

"Don't cry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't hide this from you. Seeing her shed tears, Mu Jun was panicked when she was dying, with obvious frustration and regret on her face.

Jiang Zhanmei didn't look at him, nor did he look up.

"It's okay if you're angry and blame me, just don't move the idea of leaving me. Mu Junlin squatted down in front of her, his voice was extremely low, and he raised his hand to wipe away her tears, "On the day of the wedding, I swore in front of the priest that if I did anything to be sorry for you one day, I would let me pay for the debt to you with my life." ”

Jiang Zhanmei's eyes were foggy, tears kept flowing down from her eyes, she had almost forgotten what it was like to cry all these years, but at this moment, tears were like a dam bursting that couldn't control it.

Mu Junlin is not a patient person in the first place, all his tenderness and patience are given to Jiang Zhanmei, and even his own son rarely has a moment of warmth.

Looking at the smudged water stains on the back of his hand, he was silent for a while, and then slammed the back of Jiang Zhanmei's head and blocked her lips.

"Hmm......"

Jiang Zhanmei's mind was in a mess, she was still angry, how could this bastard do this to her.

Mu Junlin held her whole person in his arms, his eyes were level with him, the tip of his nose was pressed against the tip of her nose, he wiped away the tears on her face little by little, looked at the woman who was still sobbing quietly, her deep eyes wrinkled, "I'm sorry that the person who is sorry for you is me, and it wasn't you who did something sorry for me to ask for forgiveness, why are you crying?"

"I ......" Jiang Zhanmei's face was full of his warm breath, and between his snorts was the smell of mint on his body, and he couldn't hold back his anger anymore, and opened his mouth and bit down heavily on Mu Junlin's face.

She used a lot of strength, but after a few seconds, she let go, buried her face in his arms, and said sullenly while sobbing: "Yes, you are sorry for me, I have been sad for so many years in vain, is it quite accomplished to watch me jealous?"

Mu Junlin wrapped her hand in the palm of her hand, her expression was calm but she couldn't hide the smugness, "There is no man who doesn't like his woman to be jealous, this is an instinct, and it also shows that he is deeply loved." ”

"Whew!"

Jiang Zhanmei withdrew his hand and stared at him with cold eyes, "You have deceived me for so long, and you have hurt me for so long, how can it be so easy." ”

"Eyebrows—"

For some reason, Mu Junlin had a very bad premonition in his heart, as if something was about to be out of his control.

"Don't call me me, and don't think I'm soft on you, I've decided to move to Blue Bay for a while. Jiang Zhanmei is proud and resolute, and once he decides something, no one will change his mind.

Mu Junlin's jaw line was tight, and his face was gloomy, "Then how long are you going to live?"

"Depending on the mood, maybe three or two days, maybe a week or two, maybe a long time. Jiang Zhanmei chuckled lightly, and looked at him with red eyes from crying, "Don't secretly put pressure on Ah Yu, I didn't say that going back to the Jiang family was already saving you a lot of face." ”

Mu Junlin didn't understand, she was angry now, so she didn't want to see him in front of her.

If she really returned to Jiang's house, it could only show that there was no possibility of recovery between them.

"Then don't go, if you don't want to see me, I won't appear in front of you until you are angry. Mu Junlin held her hand, with a hint of pleading in his eyes.

Jiang Zhanmei looked at the familiar silhouette of the man, the cold facial features were a little softer under the orange light, and he looked extremely gentle, he was usually extremely gentle with her, but at this moment it was even more so.

Obviously in his early fifties, he looks like he is in his thirties and forties, handsome and mature and has a little more unique charm that has gone through vicissitudes, his weather-beaten eyes are still like sharp eagle eyes, but his body is like an unfathomable pool because of the precipitation of the years, and it looks like he will always be unfazed.

At such an age, the edge between the cold eyebrows, and the unique temperament exuded by the whole person, just standing there can fascinate a bunch of little girls.

Jiang Zhanmei was silent, but his heart was caught in the battle between heaven and man.