Chapter 337: Momentarily Gone Crazy
Fang Ning and Cheng Xi glanced at each other and nodded tacitly, this is not a good person.
The ark seemed to have known that they were coming this way, so they stood under the camphor tree and chatted casually, but it could still be seen that they had been prepared, otherwise they would not have waited here.
Of course, Fang Ning would not be sentimental, thinking that Fang Zhou was here to find him, then the only thing left might be Yuan Jiajia next to her, if nothing else, he should have come to find Lao Tan.
At this intersection with the most traffic, there will be familiar classmates around from time to time, and they will see this scene, Yuan Jiajia said that it was fake if she was not nervous, but this time she really went out and couldn't care about anything.
Sometimes, strategizing and fighting against the odds is just for one person.
Fang Ning understood what Fang Zhou meant, and also stopped, there was no past, everyone looked at Lao Tan, this matter always needs to have a beginning and an end, even if it is not interesting to her, it must be explained, it is better than dragging it out all the time.
When Lao Tan saw Yuan Jiajia, he was already mentally prepared, and he didn't even need Fang Ning to remind him, so he walked over directly.
Fang Zhou blinked, slightly towards Yuan Jiajia's mouth, jumped away, and walked away very interestingly.
"Speak slowly, don't be nervous. After Fang Zhou finished speaking, he walked over and greeted Fang Ning Chengxi.
It just so happened that a new bubble tea shop had opened on Xiaoximen Street, and it tasted pretty good, so Fang Ark invited Fang Ning and the three of them to drink milk tea to make room for Lao Tan and Yuan Jiajia.
Lao Tan approached, smiled at Yuan Jiajia, and pointed to the green newsstand in the distance, "I was preparing for the unified examination before, and there were two issues of manke who didn't buy it, and now I have a little time, I just want to buy it, do you want to go with me?"
Yuan Jiajia nodded and readily agreed, and when Lao Tan walked past her, she turned around to catch up and walked side by side with him.
The afternoon sun is not scorching, and the clouds are orange-red.
A little sunlight shone onto the ground, a little bit of light, and a breeze swept over the two of them, bringing a touch of coolness.
The green kiosk is not very large, wrapped in iron sheets, and it looks rusty and mottled by rainwater all year round, and there are two or three bicycles parked next to the kiosk, just shrouded in the shade of the trees.
Lao Tan bought a man in the newsstand, and Yuan Jiajia waited in the shade of a tree.
When he saw a girl sitting in the newsstand, running with a cup of strong coffee, looking lazy, he was a little surprised, and asked, "Isn't this Lao Li's newsstand?
The black straight girl glanced up at him, gave him the two-issue man, immediately lowered her head, and said in a very lazy tone, "Lao Li'er's daughter-in-law is waiting to give birth, and their family is guarding the hospital, entrusting me to watch it for a few days, you can see what else you want, I don't care about you without me." ”
Lao Tan is not very familiar with Lao Li of the newsstand, but he often patronizes his business, and he didn't look east and west after asking the reason, so as not to be accosted by the girl, so he withdrew after collecting the bag and paying.
Yuan Jiajia also glanced at the newsstand girl twice, but she didn't ask much, and when she saw Lao Tan retreating, she asked him happily if she wanted to see it.
"Qianwen and they went to the bubble tea shop to chat and catch up, it is estimated that it will take a while, let's watch here for a while. Yuan Jiajia said.
Lao Tan hesitated and nodded, "Okay." ”
There are usually students who come to read books at the newsstand, so a few small stools will be placed on the stone slabs on the side road for people to sit and read books and pass the leisure time.
Lao Tan squatted on a small stool and looked at the comic seriously, he chased the comics called the dumb house, which tells the story of the antiquities in the dumb house shop, because I haven't seen it for a while, so I want to understand the development of the plot later, and I accidentally immersed myself in the world of comics.
Yuan Jiajia pursed her mouth, her eyes were a little resentful, but seeing that Lao Tan was looking so carefully, she also sat next to the green-painted railing, looking with her head down.
To be honest, Yuan Jiajia is not very bad-looking, her long hair is very soft, she has student-style Qi bangs, which sets off her goose face very well, her facial features are very coordinated, and her height is much shorter than that of the ark, but she is not particularly fond of it, but she looks like a bird, coupled with her extroverted personality, she looks even more sunny.
Neither of them spoke, each looking at the comic, occasionally making a rustling sound as their fingers turned over the paper.
Three or four sparrows landed on the railing of the newsstand, flapped their wings, purred, looked at them, and then flapped their wings and flew away.
A group of students wearing the uniforms of the second middle school passed by the road opposite them, and from time to time they looked sideways, chatting in a stumbling manner, looking at Yuan Jiajia's appearance of sitting quietly on the railing reading a book, and then at Lao Tan, who was squatting on a small bench reading comics, and was full of envy in his heart, but this was not envious, so he could only shake his head and leave.
After about ten minutes, Lao Tan tiptoed into the bag, Yuan Jiajia also raised his head and handed him Manke, and at the same time knew that Lao Tan had something to say.
Lao Tan looked around, there was almost no one, and the only newsstand girl didn't even raise her head, knowing that there was nothing to be overheard when she spoke here, so she hesitated for a while before grabbing her hair and said, "Jiajia, I don't understand a little, what do you like about me?"
Yuan Jiajia looked at him directly and asked rhetorically, "Do you need a reason to like it?"
"Don't need it?"
"Yes. ”
"To like is to like, and not to like is not to like. Yuan Jiajia said seriously, looking a little stubborn.
This stubborn appearance made Lao Tan a little in a trance, he knew Su Xiaoxiao, although he didn't say much, but from everyone's impression of that legendary girl, she was also so stubborn and stubborn, just ...... Yuan Jiajia is not Su Xiaoxiao in the end.
In other words, not everyone can be like Su Xiaoxiao, not only the appearance of the troubled water, the eccentric character, but also many, many willingness, all of which cannot be said, if you really want to describe it, it can only be described by crossing the sea of flowers and Siye Xuanting.
Lao Tan sighed, lowered his head into the dust, and spoke in a very low voice, but every sentence could make Yuan Jiajia hear clearly, "I am just an ordinary boy, I can be seen everywhere on the street, it is really inconspicuous, and there are no outstanding advantages, I really don't know what makes you look at it." My wish is to spend the last junior year of high school peacefully, and then think about what my future life should be like after the college entrance examination, and what about you? I know that you have good cultural and sports grades, and it is not a problem to get into a second university, and the rest of your life should be living in those big cities, living the life that a college student should have, whether you are happy and chic, or diligent and diligent, it has nothing to do with me...... Having said all this, you should understand that there is only one last bit of time left, and nothing is possible. ”
Lao Tan understands very well, he is not stupid, he is just pretending to be confused, Yuan Jiajia is indeed a good girl, and it is not her who is not worthy, but himself.
After listening to what Lao Tan said, Yuan Jiajia, who has always been very out-of-tant, actually quieted down, he said so many things, but he actually refused politely, so she knew very well what kind of embarrassing situation she was in now.
Self-inflicted emotion, self-deprecation, and self-deprecation? It doesn't seem to be.
The bridge of Yuan Jiajia's nose was sour, and she held back tears from her eyes.
She sniffled, her nasal voice a little heavy.
"Actually, I expected you to say these things. ”
"I've heard people say that if you like someone, you will shine, and if you don't like it, there will always be too many excuses, I Yuan Jiajia likes you, that's my business, you don't like me, that's your business, so what's the big deal. ”
"I don't like the word regret, just as I don't like regret, and I don't say it, because if I were given the chance to do it all over again, I would still choose to know you. ”
"I like a person, even if he is just a very ordinary person, I like it, the road I Yuan Jiajia chooses, I have to finish it on my knees......"
So, Lao Tan didn't say anything more, and parted with her at the intersection of Xiaoximen.
After Fang Ning and his party said goodbye to the ark, they came over, and Lao Tan looked at the place where she left in a daze, feeling a little heavy.
Lao Guang put his hands in his trouser pockets and said with emotion, "What a good girl, why aren't you tempted?"
Lao Tan showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, and said with a reluctant smile, "She is not sensible, can I still be ignorant?"
Fang Ning stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder, but he didn't speak, everything was silent.
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Fang Zhou and Yuan Jiajia were on the sixth bus, and Fang Zhou originally wanted to give her tissues, but it turned out that there was no need for this, and Yuan Jiajia was not fragile to that extent.
The girl was far stronger than she knew, and it was as if the ark knew her for the first time.
Yuan Jiajia sighed, "Actually, I don't seem to be able to escape a certain spell, every time I meet someone I like, I don't like me, no matter how much I care about him, I try my best, in the end, there is still no way to make him like me, it's really a pity......
"Maybe you will say that fate can't be forced, but don't you say that happiness is also a kind of courage and ability... But why, every time I meet someone I like, my intuition fails?"
"Later, when I thought about it, there are thousands of likes in the world, and my likes may belong to the kind that I can't get. Qianwen, do you think it's miserable to listen to me? I don't think so, at least I can do my best to help him when he needs help. And it doesn't matter if he likes me or not, the important thing is that I feel that I am at least a useful person in front of the people I like, which is enough to make me happy, so there is no regret. ”
After listening to Yuan Jiajia's self-comfort, Fang Zhou didn't know what it was like, thinking of Fang Ning, but he didn't seem to think of anything.
Eventually, Ark asked, "I still want to ask you, why do you like him?"
Yuan Jiajia was silent for a long time, "You just let me go crazy for a while." ”
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After years of wishful thinking, he went crazy for a while.