Chapter 807: Forgiveness

This night, the two slept in the mountains and forests. After lighting the fire and sprinkling insect repellent powder around, Ling Tianshuang directly closed his clothes and lay down.

"I'm asleep, and you're coming to keep vigil. ”

Yan Xueying looked at his neatly dressed clothes and said in surprise: "You just sleep like this?"

Ling Tianshuang responded, "Well, I'm afraid that you will assassinate me. He glanced at the fire burning beside him, and then said, "Don't go over the fire." ”

"No!" Yan Xueying blurted out. After subconsciously refuting it, I was shocked in my heart.

Why are you in such a hurry? Not only did she never think of hurting him, but she was even concerned about his safety at all times. Rejoice for him, worry about him, value him more than yourself, when did you ...... Started to become like this?

Staring at his quiet sleeping face, his perfect facial features, and gently fluttering eyelashes, it seemed to have a kind of seductive magic. Under the reflection of the firelight, the world is dyed with a hazy warmth. Yan Xueying slowly raised her hand and tentatively stroked the side of his face.

The burning flames suddenly jumped up, crackling and exploding a string of sparks, which also startled Yan Xueying's budding meaning, and hurriedly withdrew his hand, his heart pounding like a thief.

Myself...... It seems that I really like him.

Only love can make the goddess of ice and snow, who is cold from the inside to the outside, become a coquettish and shy young little woman for no reason.

The flames continued to flicker, sprinkling a warm red glimmer on the two of them, and also scorching Yan Xueying's restless heart.

This kind of life lasted for several days in a row.

Every night, Ling Tianshuang threw the vigil task to Yan Xueying without saying a word, and fell asleep on his own, and never got up to change shifts at night. Yan Xueying gradually became full of resentment from the initial forbearance. But she had just recognized her thoughts, and she didn't want to affect the relationship between the two, so she could only swallow the bitter water in her stomach.

This night, Ling Tianshuang was sleeping soundly, Yan Xueying glared at him with resentment in her eyes, while breaking the dead branches she had picked up and throwing them into the fire, her mouth kept muttering complaints that only she could understand.

"What's the matter, don't you want to keep vigil?" Suddenly, Ling Tianshuang half-opened her eyes and glanced at her with a faint smile.

Yan Xueying glared back viciously: "I don't want to!"

Ling Tianshuang nodded and sat up happily: "Okay, then let's exchange." ”

Yan Xueying was stunned, how could he ...... Suddenly she became so talkative, which made her stare at him even more vigilantly, and she didn't dare to fall asleep.

"Say what you want in the future, and no one else will guess what you think. And then you complain about other people's incomprehension. Ling Tianshuang fiddled with the fire, and soon entered the state of "vigil", and said lightly.

Yan Xueying's gaze slowly softened for a moment, and there was a trace of gratitude hidden in it. Originally...... Is that what he's for?

This is exactly the common problem of the world. There are many misunderstandings, often caused by a lack of communication. One is reluctant to say, and the other is reluctant to ask, which leads both sides to go further and further down the wrong path until there is no turning back.

When she was in Tianxiao Pavilion, she was questioned by those elders, and she wanted to say many times, in fact, she has worked very hard, why can't you see it? She also wants to complain loudly, why do you demand so much from me, why can't you be more tolerant?!

However, because she has always regarded her elders as authority, and authority cannot be denied, she never dared to say what she really thought, so she could only be angry and angry again and again, and finally accumulated resentment and ran away angrily. If she had been able to express herself more frankly, maybe many things would not have developed into what they are today.

However, it was precisely because he left Tianxiao Pavilion that he let himself know him...... Yan Xueying quietly turned over, staring at the person who took her out of the cocoon and took her to experience another life, and the corners of her mouth once again raised a smile from the bottom of her heart.

He is cold, he is paranoid and eccentric, and he has also hurt some people who have good intentions towards him. It was he who smoothed out her edges and corners little by little, allowing her to know so many different levels of herself.

What he has done during this time, whether it is working with himself or keeping vigils, he has always been helping himself, getting close to society, integrating into society, in the way of a normal person.

When I'm with him, I can rely on him with confidence, as if I don't have to worry about anything, and at the same time I can keep myself. It's an amazing and beautiful feeling.

In the firelight, Yan Xueying slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep with a sweet smile after seeing him deeply in her eyes and burning him into her heart.

……

Since then, Yan Xueying no longer closed herself, she would take the initiative to tell him some of her careful thoughts, and Ling Tianshuang's response had never disappointed her.

On irrelevant trivial matters, he is spoofed and humorous, which always makes her happy quickly, and when he calms down to comfort himself, he is always so understanding that she feels warm. When to be still, when to move, he grasped it just right. And, in him, he also has an unparalleled leadership temperament, which naturally leads the actions of those around him. Such a person is enough to make any woman tempted.

Finally, after stepping through the hurdles, Yan Xueying decided to tell him the deepest secret she hid, that is, the secret about Tianxiao Pavilion.

"I can't say I can help, but I promise I'll listen. After she got up, Ling Tianshuang replied like this.

Yan Xueying nodded gratefully. The process of restarting her memories was unexpectedly not as painful as she imagined. Maybe it's because she has always been alone, and now, there is a trustworthy person by her side to carry it with her. And she believes that he will be able to bear it.

"When God closes a door for you, it also opens a window for you, so you know me now. ”

The slightly narcissistic answer made Yan Xueying smile and squint. She didn't expect that this memory, which had tormented her so painfully, would one day be able to tell it in such a relaxed tone. Looking back, those pains are no longer the rough sand that wears away the soul, but can be appreciated with another vision. Perhaps, this is growth.

"Why do you have to be recognized by others for the value of your own efforts?" Ling Tianshuang and Yan Xueying sat side by side on a small dirt slope, their voices calm, with the power to heal people's hearts.

"There are a lot of people in this world, and they won't all be your friends, and they won't all be your enemies, and it's unrealistic to try to please everyone. As long as you have a clear conscience, you can be yourself with peace of mind, and there will naturally be people who know how to recognize your value. ”

"I'm willing to be the one who recognizes you. As he spoke, he raised his hand and gently put it on the back of Yan Xueying's hand and held her hand, "Your brilliance will bloom for me." ”

Yan Xueying's eyes trembled slightly, shocked by this strong gentleness. After a while, she turned her head and met Ling Tianshuang's gaze, her eyes surging with infinite tenderness.

"I really feel now that maybe God really treats me well. ”

……

After sharing this most secret heart, Yan Xueying felt that the relationship between them seemed to be much closer.

To be honest, Ling Tianshuang is a person who is not very prone to conflict with others, because he will never force you to accept his point of view. He has always given the utmost respect to different opinions. Yan Xueying got along with him, and most of the time was very pleasant, except for one thing-

At the beginning, Luo Shenxing humiliated himself so much, and not killing him was not enough to vent his anger, this was Yan Xueying's code of conduct.

But whenever she mentioned this matter, Ling Tianshuang would only suggest that she let go of her hatred and be forgiving. That kind of flirtatious tone will always make Yan Xueying angry.

It can be seen that his outlook on life is the same as that of the master of the Heavenly Palace, and he is a standard "Holy Father". They advocate forgiveness for all wicked people and advocate "peace is precious." Only at this point can I be different from others!

Every time Luo Shenxing is mentioned, a small dispute will almost arise. Yan Xueying has endured it again and again, this night, when the topic turned to this again, I don't know which string touched the bottom of my heart, seeing that he has nothing to do with himself, and will only persuade himself to "forgive", Yan Xueying finally yelled angrily.

"You asked me to let Luo Shenxing go? Do you know how badly I was hurt by him? You always let me think from someone else's point of view, why can't you think about it from my point of view?"

"I said this from your point of view. On the other side, Ling Tianshuang stood up and looked at her indifferently, "You are just venting your own personal grudge now, what can you gain by killing him? What do you have left except for a heart that is twisted and scarred by hatred?"

"Luo Shenxing, I don't know, maybe he has done a lot of bad things, or maybe it's just your words, these are not important. Since he is alive now, then he is entitled to live. If he does something wrong and commits a crime, you can send him to trial, you can send him to prison, but no one has the right to deprive him of his right to live! Hatred is not good, public opinion is not good, not even the law! This is what I stand for!"

As he spoke, he was speaking like a lord of a kingdom addressing his subjects.

Under such coercion and deterrence, Yan Xueying only felt that she had fallen short out of thin air. But thinking of the torture she had suffered in the Luo family, she still weakly defended:

"But what if it's a heinous bad guy? They run the black market and do a lot of despicable things, don't you ignore all this?"

Ling Tianshuang smiled indifferently: "He's a bad guy, maybe, what about yourself?"

Yan Xueying's pupils dilated, and she already had a premonition of what he was going to say. Those were the ones she didn't want to hear. She shook her head pleadingly, asking him to save himself a little self-esteem.

"How many people have you killed, can you still count them?" However, tonight's Ling Tianshuang was unusual, and continued to speak aggressively, "Just because others look at you on the side of the road, you want to kill, because others have a little conflict with you, you want to kill, you treat human life like a mustard, do you think you are a good person?"

"If you think that those who are weaker than you deserve to be killed by you, then Luo Shenxing also did all this when he was stronger than you, what is wrong with him?"

Yan Xueying shook her head painfully, and two lines of tears slipped from the corners of her eyes. She had told him all these things because she trusted him...... But now, he wants to use the weapons he provides to break through his own defenses, why should he hurt himself like this? Is it just to defend Luo Shenxing?!

"I really didn't think of it...... There is such a big disagreement between us. Why do you choose to side with my enemy between me and my enemy? Didn't you say that you never force others to accept your point of view?"

While speaking, Yan Xueying couldn't cry anymore. They have been together all the time, but they didn't expect to make such a fuss for an outsider. Maybe she's wrong, maybe she's not supposed to stir up tonight's topic.

"Opinions can be expressed freely, but this is the law of the world. There was no pity in Ling Tianshuang's eyes, it seemed that at this moment, he was just the embodiment of rules.

"The law is also set by people!" Yan Xueying cried out in a broken heart, "You should be a supporter of the master of the Heavenly Palace, right? I also respect the Distant Ancestor, but there are some concepts he has that I absolutely can't agree with!"

He is not preventing others from killing, but at all preventing others from seeking revenge! Why does everyone have to choose forgiveness after being hurt by others? What about himself? Can he really do it? The people he is forgiving now are people who have nothing to do with him, and if it really involves his vital interests, can he still choose forgiveness without any guilt?

Ling Tianshuang hesitated for a moment, but unexpectedly looked away.

At the beginning, it was because he did not choose to forgive in time that he left a lifetime of regrets. ”

When he said this, his voice was very soft, and there was a hint of imperceptible loneliness in his eyes.

Yan Xueying was angry, but she didn't notice it. After taking a few deep breaths repeatedly, she tried to force herself to calm down.

"None of us can convince anyone, and there is no point in arguing any longer. You can not help me, but please don't stop me, I will definitely kill Luo Shenxing, when the time comes, we will go our separate ways, please see out of sight!"

Ling Tianshuang was silent for a long time, and sighed softly, and a patch of sorrow instantly enveloped him, making him seem to be caught in the shadow of the backlight. The mist wafting in the mountains and forests is like the hoarfrost that lingers on a winter night.

"Yes, it seems that there is a fundamental difference between our concepts. ”

Yan Xueying bit her lip and nodded, she was glad that he could recognize this.

"So," Ling Tianshuang turned his gaze inch by inch, and Sen Han's eyes, like a black hole devouring joy and anger, slowly fell on Yan Xueying.

Yan Xueying was suddenly stunned. At this moment, he was unprecedentedly strange. In his eyes, all brilliance was gone, and there was even a strange killing intent!

"I don't think you're worth living. ”

As soon as the words fell, a cloud of black mist quickly wrapped around Ling Tianshuang's arm, and the front end was as sharp as a knife. And he also raised his hand suddenly, and the black light erupted, instantly piercing Yan Xueying's heart!