Chapter 46: Gone
Nanxi Village is quiet in winter.
In this season of the north wind, the villagers do not need to go to the fields to farm, only when the sun rises, people will come out of the house one after another and gather together in a sunny place.
It's just that Lin Xiaoguang didn't expect that when he went out, he was not greeted by the smiling faces of his parents and fellow villagers, but sneered one after another.
After all, Lin Xiaoguang ran away from home in a bad mood, which made everyone in Nanxi Village know, and there were all kinds of rumors in the village, and they had long concluded in their bones that a child from a rural area like Lin Xiaoguang wanted to be a big star.
The female villagers are okay, at least they will say hello to Lin Xiaoguang and do superficial work, maybe because Lin Xiaoguang is good-looking, and they don't deliberately laugh at him, if he is ugly, it is estimated that he will not have this treatment, but some male villagers who are yin and yang are more bitter and mean than the long-tongued women in the village, and their words are sour, which makes people lose their teeth when they hear it.
Alas, why should men be embarrassed by men?
In fact, people are not the same thing, the villagers gather together in their spare time, and the east and west families are short, and they always like to say some other people's gossip, so as to create topics and pass the boring time.
"Big star, if you don't go to filming, what are you wandering around in the village?"
"Celebrity, when will it be on TV, let's watch it on time!"
"Big star, how much money do you make from filming, and you make us greedy when you say it?"
Really, these seemingly joke-like ridicules, Lin Xiaoguang sounded very uncomfortable, but he didn't argue or explain anything with them, anyway, he didn't have any feelings for this village, let alone become angry for a few words of cynicism from them.
It's difficult for Lin Zhiwei, he and Lin Xiaoguang have had a good relationship since childhood, and on the way to Zhang Jiawen's house, he also learned some things from Lin Xiaoguang, so whenever someone laughs at Lin Xiaoguang, he can't help but stand up and help a few words, which makes Lin Xiaoguang very moved.
Under the leadership of Lin Zhiwei, before he knew it, Lin Xiaoguang walked to Zhang Jiawen's doorstep.
Zhang Jiawen's house is two wooden doors with white walls, gray tiles and red paint brushed in the southern style, a osmanthus is planted on the floor at the door, and a grape vine that is about to dry up, and in the back garden of the old house, you can also see two trees outside the wall, one is a ginkgo tree, and the other is also a ginkgo tree.
As the saying goes, don't plant mulberry in front of you, don't plant willows in front of the door, don't plant ghosts in front of the door and clap your hands, this rural family has always planted trees, you can't plant blindly, from the pattern and vegetation of her home, it can also be roughly inferred that although Zhang Jiawen's parents are only teachers in the countryside and don't earn much money, they are definitely exquisite people.
"Is anyone home?" Lin Zhiwei shouted as he stood in front of the door.
"Who?" said a woman's soft voice in the room.
"Jiawen, my Zhiwei, are my uncles and aunts all at home?" Lin Zhiwei asked worriedly.
may be because her parents taught her when she was a child, in front of them, Lin Zhiwei has always behaved very restrained, asking if his parents are not purely to prepare himself and Lin Xiaoguang in advance.
"No, my parents went to the town to do New Year's goods, what's the matter with you?" Zhang Jiawen responded and walked out of the house.
She wore a ponytail that was not long or short, and the slightly long bangs in front were combed to the side, covering half of her eyebrows and eyes, and she had a pair of big eyes on her delicate melon seed face, and her petite and delicate figure, which made Lin Xiaoguang feel shocked.
Zhang Jiawen's appearance is not as good as those female stars, but among ordinary people, it is already quite good.
Lin Xiaoguang secretly sighed in his heart, it's not easy, he finally encountered something that can make people happy, it's good to be handsome, he doesn't have to work hard to chase it, when he goes home, he has a girlfriend who is knowledgeable.
"Jiawen, who do you see coming?" Lin Zhiwei joked to Zhang Jiawen with a smile.
At the moment when she saw Lin Xiaoguang, Zhang Jiawen's body froze, stunned in place, and watched him walk towards him step by step.
Lin Xiaoguang stood silently next to Lin Zhiwei and quietly looked at Zhang Jiawen.
A hint of surprise flashed in Zhang Jiawen's eyes, but soon, she regained her composure: "Xiaoguang, are you back......?"
Lin Xiaoguang's heart skipped a beat, and his heart said, this Zhang Jiawen saw his reaction, and he was too inenthusiastic, so he slowed down and whispered: "Jiawen, I haven't seen you for a long time." β
After entering the house, it was another heartless greeting.
With Lin Zhiwei present, Lin Xiaoguang sat with him, and Zhang Jiawen made tea for them on the side, and there was no intimate action between him and her.
After chatting for a while, the topic between the two sides also became a little polite.
Zhang Jiawen has always been very polite, boiling water and making tea, but the expression on her face is very complicated, it is obvious that Lin Xiaoguang's arrival did not make her feel happy.
After pouring a cup of tea, Zhang Jiawen said to Lin Zhiwei: "Zhiwei, I'm really sorry, I have something important and want to talk to Xiaoguang alone, is it okay?"
Lin Zhiwei blinked his eyes and said with something in his words: "Jiawen, do you mean to let me avoid it?"
"Actually, I won't get in the way of your business, what are you going to do, I just close my eyes, why do you need to drive me away?"
Zhang Jiawen was anxious: "Zhiwei, I'm not joking with you, I hope you can respect me." β
"Okay, okay, I'll go, Xiaoguang, have you seen it? Jiawen wants me to go, don't say a word, it's not that I don't accompany you, I'm not here to be an eyesore, I'm leaving, this time you know what it means to be a heavy color and light friend, right?" Lin Zhiwei said boringly.
After Lin Zhiwei left, Zhang Jiawen and Lin Xiaoguang faced each other silently, Lin Xiaoguang asked with his eyes, but he never spoke, but he had a bad premonition in his heart.
Zhang Jiawen was silent for a while, without much foreshadowing, and said with a stiff expression, "Xiaoguang, this year you dropped out of school, I went through the college entrance examination, I also went to college, and I also went to see the outside world, people will change, we were not sensible before, and now we are not children, I have something in my heart, I have always wanted to find an opportunity to tell you, since you are back, I don't want to hide it anymore, we ...... That's the end of our relationship. β
"Hmm. Lin Xiaoguang was calm on the surface, but in fact, he was still a little disappointed in his heart, he was quite happy, who knows, he was happy for a while, this girlfriend is about to fly again.
However, Lin Xiaoguang's pretended calmness was obviously unexpected by Zhang Jiawen.
"Xiaoguang, don't be too sad, you are so handsome, more girls will like you in the future, but the two of us ...... We really don't fit. Zhang Jiawen comforted a little stiffly.
"It's okay, there is nothing to force in such a thing as feelings. Lin Xiaoguang replied lightly.
Seriously, Lin Xiaoguang said that it didn't matter, but he was still a little unhappy in his heart, but he didn't want to wronged himself and begged a woman who had changed her mind.
Originally, Zhang Jiawen also thought that Lin Xiaoguang was a very paranoid person, she unilaterally proposed to break up, Lin Xiaoguang would definitely make a fuss about herself, just like at the beginning, his parents did not agree with Lin Xiaoguang to apply for the film academy, he simply dropped out of school and did not study, Zhang Jiawen was still thinking in her heart, how to appease Lin Xiaoguang.
But who knows, Lin Xiaoguang did not lose his temper as she imagined, but was very reasonable and agreed with her idea.
It's a bit sad.
"What I mean is that it's me and you, forget it. In the future, we will still be classmates, and we will still be good brothers and sisters who grew up together, as for the rest, don't mention it again. β
Lin Xiaoguang looked up at Zhang Jiawen's eyes and said calmly, "You really decided?"
Zhang Jiawen was stunned for a moment, not because of hesitation, but because this Lin Xiaoguang suddenly made her feel a little unfamiliar, including his reaction, his eyes, and his tone......
"I'm sorry. In the end, she only said three words.
Lin Xiaoguang looked at Zhang Jiawen, thought about it, had a little thought in his heart, and asked again, "Do you really not want to be with me?"
This time, it was Zhang Jiawen who replied eagerly and resolutely: "Xiaoguang, it is impossible for us, you are really too unrealistic, my parents have also talked to me a few times, I want to have less contact with you, it was possible before, but now, we are no longer all the way, and we have begun to change our identity." If nothing else, I may become a people's teacher in the future, but what about you? Have you ever thought about what you are going to do in the future? My parents also told me about those things about you, and they were afraid that it would not have a good impact, so they were not allowed to let me associate with you, let alone be together. β
"And, Xiaoguang, you should also be sober, stop daydreaming like before, understand? Let's all look at things rationally, okay?"
Zhang Jiawen tried to grasp the situation, but she didn't know why, she couldn't see Lin Xiaoguang's reluctance, and she felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably.
"Jiawen, you're right, I understand, and I agree. Lin Xiaoguang said in his heart, it's okay, he doesn't have a girlfriend, and he doesn't have so many worries, so he can film with more peace of mind in the future.
At this moment, Zhang Jiawen still felt very uncomfortable with Lin Xiaoguang's unimaginable calmness, thought about it again, and finally said slowly: "That...... If you go back, I won't go out to see you off. I'm sorry, Xiaoguang, I hope you can really understand me. β
Lin Xiaoguang nodded, turned around, and walked towards the door.
Footsteps came from behind Lin Xiaoguang not long after he walked out.
Lin Xiaoguang's heart tightened slightly...... Isn't it, I just decided to break up, and now I'm going to change my mind, what should I do? I'm a man who is easily confused by women's **......
If she were to get back together, would I accept it or not?
"Xiaoguang. It was Zhang Jiawen's voice, and she stood behind her.
"Well, is there anything else?" Lin Xiaoguang turned around.
"Don't be so naΓ―ve in the future...... It is good to go to the city to learn how to repair cars and cook, even if it is a part-time job. This society is very realistic, you don't have a skill, no education, no background, let alone being a star, it's not easy to eat even if you want to eat. β
Lin Xiaoguang nodded: "Got it." β
"Don't just answer me, you have to take it to heart", Zhang Jiawen seemed to finally bring some emotion, "You know? If you continue like this, not only the people in the village will look down on you, but even me." Things in the entertainment industry are not as simple as you think, you have no background, no backstage, it is impossible to succeed. β
Turning around this time, Lin Xiaoguang never looked back.
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