Long Qianxiang didn't chase after them, people who were depressed were like this, they couldn't listen to anything, and they didn't want anyone to comfort them, they just hoped that they could be quiet and not disturbed by anything.

For example, Long Qianxiang, and Long Thirteen, who was standing at the door of Long Qianxiang at this time, really deserved to be father and son, and even the way to express depression was exactly the same.

Long Qianxiang didn't expect Long Qianxiang to come to him, because since the last time they met and chatted very unpleasantly, Long Qianxiang didn't care if Long Qianxiang was drunk or not, Long Qianxiang was also happy and quiet, he didn't expect Long Thirteen to come to him tonight, and that expression seemed to have experienced something very bad and was in a bad mood.

Long Qianxiang walked over, opened his door with the key, and said, "I don't have time to comfort you now, so if you are here to ask for comfort, let me go back to your room and sleep early." ”

"I don't need your comfort, since I was a child, including now. Dragon Thirteen said lightly.

Since he was a child, he has never regarded Long Qianxiang as a father, because he is an irresponsible father who has always ignored his own life, Long Thirteen can be said to have never felt what it feels like to be a father's love, and the only thing that can make him feel the value of family affection is the strictness of Uncle Long, and the favor of his grandmother.

Wu Xue'er died when Long Thirteen was born, Long Qianxiang has also been busy with his own business, and he is not interested in educating children at all, it can be said that grandpa and grandma almost took on the responsibility of Long Thirteen's parents, and it can even be said that it was not until the old lady was born and Lafayette brought Long Thirteen back to the Long family that Long Thirteen remembered what Long Qianxiang looked like.

And after that, the father and son have always been very wrong, maybe they have a heart, so Long Thirteen almost didn't take the initiative to look for him except for Long Qianxiang, for example, after Lin Gardenia's incident, he begged Long Qianxiang to make himself stronger, which gave him four years of experience in the ghost gate.

After the Battle of the Great Wall, although the relationship between father and son has warmed up, it does not mean that they are pleasing to each other.

Long Qianxiang opened the door, then looked at Long Thirteen and said, "Then why are you coming to me, do you want to preach like last time?" I just drove an annoying woman away, and tonight I am ready to enjoy my night of alcohol, so don't bother me." ”

"I don't want to care about your, I'm a lot of. Long Thirteen said indifferently towards Long Qianxiang: "I just want to find a place to drink, be quiet, and make sure that no one will preach to me, think about it, only your side is the most suitable for me." ”

Long Qianxiang was a little surprised, but he quickly reacted, obviously something happened in the meeting just now, and it was very likely that Wang Miaoren had an accident, and Long Thirteen would be so virtuous.

Knowing that the son is not as good as the father, although the relationship between them is not very good, but the bloodline is such a thing, there is really a so-called telepathy.

"If you promise to drink only and not talk nonsense, I'll let you in. Long Qianxiang said.

Long Thirteen nodded, Long Qianxiang got out of the way, Long Thirteen walked in, the room was filled with the pungent smell of alcohol, but the whole was not dirty and messy, obviously Chu Hanxiang had fulfilled his wife's responsibilities during this time, although Long Qianxiang made her very disappointed, but she still helped him tidy up the room very clean.

After Long 13 entered the room, he walked straight to Long Qianxiang's wine cabinet and found that there was no beer, so he could only take a bottle of foreign wine, and did not mix the drink or pour it into the cup, but directly opened the bottle cap and poured it into his mouth.

Long Qianxiang also took a bottle of whiskey, sat opposite Long Thirteen, and saw Long Thirteen kill two-thirds of a bottle of foreign wine in one go, and after burping, he said: "If you drink only to be forced out with true qi later, then you are not allowed to drink again after drinking a bottle, I don't want my good wine to be wasted." ”

"I want to get drunk, so I'm not going to do it. Long Thirteen replied, his face was already a little red, obviously a little upset.

He didn't use his true anger to force the alcohol out, but let his body absorb it slowly, obviously planning to not get drunk tonight.

Long Qianxiang poured a glass of whiskey, drank it all and said, "Why did you suddenly join the army of alcoholics, I remember that you despised me for doing this a while ago." ”

After Long Thirteen drank the remaining one-third of the wine bottle and wiped it clean, he looked at Long Qianxiang in a daze and said: "I don't know, I just want to find something to vent, and I don't understand why I want to drink, just like I will never understand the reason why you drunkards are drunk, as if after drinking, all problems will be solved, but we all know that the problem has not been solved, and when you wake up tomorrow, you still have to face your terrible life." ”

Long Qianxiang lit a cigarette, took a deep breath and said: "There is only one reason why people love to drink, it will make people feel good in the moment, alcohol will make the surrounding sounds quieter, make the world more acceptable to themselves, alcohol is a gift from God, make people forget pain and loneliness for a while, and even everything you don't want to face, although it is only temporary." ”

Long Thirteen looked at Long Qianxiang and said, "Then when was the first time you drank heavily?"

"I've been drinking since I was 16 years old, because everyone around me is like this, alcohol is a good thing to socialize, you have to learn to be gregarious if you want to have friends, alcohol is a tool, but the first time I realized the real benefits of alcohol to my body was on the day your mother died in childbirth, that day I felt that the world was gray, life seemed to have no meaning at all, lost the person you loved the most, that feeling was like losing the whole world, making you feel that all your efforts were meaningless. ”

Long Qianxiang recalled the past, raised his head, looked at the ceiling in confusion and said: " I was very drunk that day, and if the sea was alcoholic, I think I could have drunk it, and I vomited, and I vomited, and I was drunk for more than a month, and I woke up in a different place every day, and your grandmother didn't stop me, and she said that this is growth, and grief can make people break out of the cocoon and be reborn, and in fact, I don't want to grow, because growing up means that you have to lose something that is very important in your life or someone, believe me, son, no one can understand how you feel in your heart right now, because we have all lost the people we love the most。 ”

Long Thirteen opened another bottle of whiskey and said, "Then how did you get out of that shadow?"

"Actually, I never came out, the day your mother died, my heart was already dead, I never stopped drinking at that time, your grandmother's death, it just made me increase the dose, I have always been an alcoholic, but after that I learned to hide. ”

After Long Qianxiang extinguished the cigarette, he looked at Long Thirteen and said seriously: "This is the reason why I don't care about you, I can't bear it, I want you to continue to watch my battle against alcoholism, that is my battle, not yours, I must quit drinking, this is what every drunkard knows he has to do, although it is difficult to admit, but you must admit that you need to do that, and I don't want to be by your side until I am completely sober and become your proud father, so I hand you over to your grandfather." ”

"Although he came to the day he entered the coffin, he still looked at me unpleasantly, but I have to admit that he is a good person with integrity, I have met all kinds of people in my life, I have never seen a good old man like your grandfather who is pedantic to the extreme, most people have some problems, no matter how kind, sunny, positive people, there are always some dark places in the heart that are unknown, but your grandfather knows how to fix these problems, which is why he can be respected by so many people. ”

Long Thirteen sneered and said, "You said so much, do you want to explain why you have never taken on the responsibilities that a father should have, alcohol is not your excuse, Long Qianxiang." ”

Long Qianxiang shook his head and said: "I have never used alcohol as my excuse, I know that I am not a good father, and I also clearly know that I am such a rotten person in my bones, so I handed you over to your grandfather, he is better at educating children than me, and it is better to stay by his side than to stay by the side of an alcoholic like me." ”

As if he had heard a big joke, Long Thirteen laughed and said, "Are you pretending to care about me, when did you be irresponsible and be able to say it so freshly and refinedly?"

"I'm responsible, kid, I'm a negative lesson, you can't drink like me, that's what I've taught you. ”

Long Qianxiang took the wine bottle from Long Thirteen's hand and said: "Dislike each other, this is a good relative, children, the most disdainful is your father, me and you are the same." ”

Long 13 clenched his fists and said: "You said it yourself, don't say that nonsense, but in the end, the person who keeps talking nonsense is you, you are explaining me, but I don't need it, I understand your feelings, so can't you let me drink quietly?"

Long Qianxiang shook his head at Long Thirteen and said: "I can resume the days of alcoholism because I have given you the ring of the Long family, what do you think the ring represents, it is a responsibility, your grandfather has never given me the ring, so all along, the head of the family is not me, but you, anyone in the Long family can fall down in frustration, but you can't, this is the meaning that the ring gives you."

Long Thirteen looked at the ring on his hand and said, "If I can't bear such a responsibility, if I can't hold on anymore, what if I don't want to be the head of that bullshit family?"

Then you recite the words of the ring again until you have them in your mind. ”

Long Qianxiang leaned back, fell on the chair, changed to a relatively comfortable posture and said: "I have also lost the most important thing in my life, trying to tell myself that I am okay, pretending that nothing has happened, keeping myself busy, thinking that I can not think about it, but loss is loss, this is inescapable, you can only find other things to fill the emptiness." ”

Long Thirteen wondered, "What is it?"

"A lot of things, even the ones that make people depraved, but don't learn from me to use alcohol, you have to be a little new, I haven't filled the void with what your grandfather taught me, this is my only pride, and so should you. ”

Long Qianxiang smiled: "Go back, sleep, if you want to drink and find a way to get it yourself, or find other ways to fill the emptiness in your heart, it's your own business, you should learn how to deal with loss, even if it's the person you love the most." ”

Long Thirteen didn't go to get the wine, but got up to leave, Long Qianxiang was right, he couldn't use Long Qianxiang's method to numb himself, because it would make him have to admit that he and Long Qianxiang were the same kind of people, and once he did, it meant that everything in his grandfather was wrong, and he needed to find his own way.

After Long Thirteen left, Long Qianxiang poured himself another glass of wine, and then raised his glass to the air and said, "Look for something worth learning and deal with it well." ”

How to fill the hole in the heart of the lost Wang Miaoren, Long Thirteen didn't have an accurate answer, he just got drunk and walked to Lin Tianman's room unconsciously, and then knocked on the door......