Chapter Twenty-Four: Mourning is greater than dying
After Liu Meiqi finished saying that she wanted to see me, I was very worried, although when I was with Xiao Yu, she was good to me, but I also knew Liu Meiqi's temper, now Xiao Yu abandoned her, and she said for the first time that she wanted to see me, don't think about it, Liu Meiqi definitely wants to beat me.
"What's the matter, does the QQ say no?" I asked tentatively.
"Where are you?" asked Maggie Liu.
"I'm in Skyworth Internet Cafe!" I thought about it for a while, and told her my location, anyway, Xiaoyu is sorry for her, and it's not me, what am I afraid of, and even if she hits me a few times, I can bear it, I am born with a kind of macho feeling, I just think that Liu Meiqi may also need to vent at this time.
After making an appointment with the location, Liu Meiqi stopped talking, I was idle and bored alone, so I turned on the computer and watched "Wulin Gaiden", that day I sat by the door, the Internet café in summer is always open, occasionally a gust of wind blows in, especially comfortable, even if I sit alone in the Internet café, even if I don't even have the Internet fee, I feel very happy, very comfortable.
Now that I'm finally grown up, I like to go to the Internet café alone in the summer when I'm fine, and I also sit at the door, I have the money to surf the Internet, and I can drink the extravagant Coke I felt back then, but I desperately want to recall that feeling, but I can't find it anymore, I once thought it was because I grew up, but it wasn't until the moment I wrote this paragraph that I thought clearly, not because I grew up, but because the group of friends who could accompany me crazy, make trouble with me, and accompany me carefree, are gone, because I don't have to think about the hardships and helpless future of life, but the teenager who is full of righteousness and love has changed。
I have the money to go to an Internet café, but those people who are willing to chat with you all day long about QQ are gone.
I sat alone for several hours, except for a few messages from Jufeng occasionally scolding me on the Internet, there was no news, just when I was already sitting drowsy, someone patted me on the shoulder, I turned my head and saw that it was Liu Meiqi.
"You're here!" After seeing Liu Meiqi, I cheered up: "Are you playing? I'll go and open a machine for you!"
"No need, come out for a walk with me!" she looked very haggard, wearing a pink tracksuit, her eyes were a little red, her hair was curly, and she was slightly oily, and she looked like she hadn't washed her hair for a few days.
"Oh, good!" After Liu Meiqi finished speaking, I stood up and moved, and glanced at the time, it was almost half past nine, and it was the time for school to end.
After returning the money for the Internet, Liu Meiqi and I walked aimlessly on the side of the street, the dim street lamp pulled the shadows of the two of us out of a long distance, seeing that she didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, so I accompanied her all the way forward, the two of us walked for more than 20 minutes, when I really couldn't walk, Liu Meiqi stretched out her hand and pointed to a barbecue restaurant at the end of the road: "Accompany me to drink some bar!"
"What? drink, you ...... I originally wanted to refuse, because I didn't have any money on me, and I didn't want a girl to invite me to eat, but after seeing Liu Meiqi's haggard face and almost pleading eyes, I really couldn't bear to refuse.
After arriving at the barbecue restaurant, Liu Meiqi didn't order anything, threw the menu to me, I casually ordered a few skewers of meat and two cold dishes, then looked up and said to the waiter: "Two bottles of beer!
"One more box! Take another bottle of liquor!" Liu Meiqi, who had not squeaked for a long time, spoke.
"Baijiu, I haven't drunk baijiu......" I said to Liu Meiqi with a look of embarrassment.
"I'll drink!" After Liu Meiqi finished speaking, she pulled out two hundred-yuan bills from her purse and threw them on the table.
The food and wine were quickly served, Liu Meiqi poured herself a glass of white wine and touched the glass with me: "Come, I wish me a happy breakup!"
"Sister Qi...... Don't think too much!" I drank the beer in my glass in one gulp: "Xiao Yu is playful, you also know his character, see one and love the other, there is no longevity!"
"I heard that he is chasing Gao Qianwen!" Liu Meiqi drank a glass of liquor in one gulp, then carried the liquor bottle, poured herself another glass, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I, Liu Meiqi, consider myself a hero, but I didn't expect it, but I can't compare to a bewitching slut, hehe......"
"Don't drink it, drinking like this will make your stomach worse!" I stretched out my hand to stop Liu Meiqi, but she directly took the wine glass and filled it, and smiled at me: "I know my own amount of alcohol, it's okay, you don't have to worry about me!"
After Liu Meiqi finished speaking, she touched the glass with me again, and drank the second glass of liquor.
"Sister Qi, don't be too sad, Zhang Xiaoyu is a scumbag, he doesn't deserve you like this!" Looking at Liu Meiqi's appearance, I scolded Xiaoyu angrily.
"Hehe, you scolded him like this, aren't you afraid that he will know?" Liu Meiqi was amused by me.
"Xiao Yu has indeed helped me a lot, and it is still my turning point, but the matter between you, I know, is that Xiao Yu is sorry for you! I am not afraid that he will know!" I took the opportunity to take the bottle of liquor and replaced it with beer for Liu Meiqi.
"Xiaofei, in fact, you and Qi Wen are quite suitable, really! She has a weak personality, you have a kind personality, the two of you are really perfect together! If possible, go and chase Qi Wen back!" Liu Meiqi pursed her lips and persuaded me.
After listening to Liu Meiqi, I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "It's impossible for the two of us, I knew from the time we were together that the two of us wouldn't last long, but I didn't expect it to be so fast! The family background is too poor, and the lifestyle is not the same, I know in my heart that I am not worthy of Qi Wen at all...... "There is another reason I didn't say, I was really afraid that Qi Wen's parents would make trouble at school, I was a joke in the second high school itself, I didn't want to be close to graduation for a while, and I would become the laughing stock of others, I stubbornly believe that it is a matter of self-esteem."
"You really don't plan to get back together with Qi Wen?" Liu Meiqi laughed again.
"No, while the time is still short, you can still put it down, so it's better to put it down as soon as possible!" I nodded and replied in the affirmative.
"If the time is short, can you definitely put it down?" Liu Meiqi heard this, the expression on her face froze, and she still retained the appearance of a smile, but tears flowed out at once, and she murmured: "Time is short, can you really put it down?"
"Why are you crying? It's okay!" Seeing Liu Meiqi shed tears, I panicked all of a sudden, and I didn't know how to speak.
Maggie Liu was much stronger than I thought, she wiped her tears and began to tell me her story: "When I was in junior high school, there was a boy who chased me, and this chase was a year...... Later, I couldn't stand his soft grinding and hard bubbles, so I promised him, since then, he picked me up every day, sent me out of school, all the pocket money was spent for me, in order to give me a birthday gift, he went to his mother's store to help during the summer vacation, just to ask for more living expenses, he was very good to me, really, really good, the remaining two years of junior high school, he didn't play games, he didn't go to play, almost all the time, with me, but I don't know why, I just didn't feel for him, I didn't feel it at all, and then I was admitted to high school, he was assigned to the first high school, I was assigned to the second high, the day of the next grade, he cried, saying that he could never accompany me again, he said that he wanted to go home and tell his mother to transfer to the second high school, but I didn't agree, because from the moment I knew that the two of us were going to separate and go to the two schools, I didn't know why, but there was a very relaxed feeling in my heart, maybe I was tired of the years of junior high school! But that day, I gave him my first time, I knew very well in my heart that I didn't like him, but I still slept with him, I thought he was good to me, and I accompanied him once, which was the best reward for him!
...... "I didn't expect Liu Meiqi to tell me these things, so I listened quietly and didn't comment."
"The next day, I told him to break up, he didn't agree to live or die, but I threatened him that if he didn't agree, I would transfer to another city, so that he would never see me again, and he agreed! So in the three years of high school, although I didn't like to study, I really didn't talk about a boyfriend until I met Zhang Xiaoyu!"
"Maybe you shouldn't have met him!" I sighed.
"Yes, but who told me to meet him, Xiao Yu is not as tall as that boy, not as handsome as that boy, and not as handsome as that boy, but I just like him! I've heard his name since junior high school, and from the first time I saw him, I had a good impression of him, I think he was the ideal boyfriend in my mind, but I didn't expect that in just one month, I liked him more than that boy's three years, it was Zhang Xiaoyu who made me understand, it turned out that I liked it, I really don't need to fall in love for a long time, sometimes, just a love word, a look is enough......"
The more Liu Meiqi spoke, the more sad she became, and the more she drank wine, until the end, the road was unstable, I accompanied her all the way home, when I arrived at the gate of the community, Liu Meiqi vomited me, and then sat in a small pavilion and cried for a long time, and when I cried enough, he looked up and said to me: "Xiaofei!
"What?drop out?!"
"Well, my grades can't get into a good university anyway, and I don't have the heart to study now...... There may be a lot of setbacks on the way to growth, and it will force people to let go of a lot of things, but Zhang Xiaoyu, I really can't let go!"
"You ......" I wanted to persuade Liu Meiqi at the time, but I didn't know what to say, so I stomped my foot in a hurry.
"If Xiao Yu really wants to chase Gao Qianwen, you can help him! This may be what I begged you to help, the last one is favored!" Liu Meiqi forced out a smile.
"Why are you doing this?" I was about to be mad by Maggie Liu.
"Hehe!" Liu Meiqi stood up and patted the soil on her body, and patted me on the shoulder: "I'm leaving!
That was the last time I saw Liu Meiqi when I was a student, the last time I saw Liu Meiqi, about four years ago, once I was cutting my hair in a barber shop in her community, she happened to be there, and paid for me, only one side, I saw for less than five minutes, there was no greeting, no greeting, she was like an old friend, familiar with the payment for me, or that gentle smile, that familiar "goodbye" , I even forgot her contact information, and then I heard that she went to work at the toll booth of the highway, and then there was no news, I hope you have become a strong girl, I wish you happiness.
Mourning is greater than dying.
After Liu Meiqi and Xiaoyu were together, the two of them did not have any substantive relationship, and they had nothing to do with sex, so it was really a relationship!
After sending Liu Meiqi off, I was so depressed that I exploded, and I walked home alone, scolding Zhang Xiaoyu while walking, and when I walked to the last street, I suddenly heard someone shouting "Han Fei!!"
'Brush!'
When I looked back, my face turned white.
Kuang Siyu!!!