Country Y.

"Her Royal Highness. ”

Emma prepared everything as usual and let me wash up and go to bed.

With Robert's absence, the ornate dormitory has become more and more empty and lonely.

I don't have any heirs under my knees, and in the dead of night, I think of my daughter and the time I had thirty years ago.

I don't want anyone else to know that I have regained my memory, especially Emma and Robert, otherwise, it will accelerate my thoughts, depression, pain, endless regrets.

I already have supreme power, but no one understands the price to pay.

I was born in the palace of country Y since I was a child, and power attracted me a lot, because my blood was not pure, and I was often secretly ridiculed by my sister Ya and relatives, but I am not a person who can be kneaded and manipulated at will, and to survive in this palace, I must be strong.

My mother was a princess, and when she was finally about to inherit the throne, her children, including me, were happy and stressed.

I know that no matter how the throne falls, it will not fall on my head, I have older brothers and sisters above me, even if their talents are so mediocre, country Y is hereditary, and the throne is the same, the eldest son inherits.

But Her Royal Highness likes me, she will take me to any event, she will take me to any meeting, she takes me to observe, the desire for power and status is getting stronger and stronger, I want more than that. Her Royal Highness's actions have caused displeasure among her brother and sister, who are two brothers and sisters who share the same father, and unlike me, my father has no status.

I didn't realize the truth that if the edge is too strong, the extreme must be reversed.

During a horse racing trip, he was kidnapped. Later, I finally learned that the people who planned this kidnapping were none other than my dear brother and sister, who had been dissatisfied with me for a long time.

Unfortunately, I kowtowed, lost my memory, and fell into an unknown fear and nightmare.

My mind went blank and I didn't know who I was. But I knew I had to run away.

I wandered aimlessly with the cargo ship that stole and ferried, and the memories of those years were painful and uncomfortable, a person who had no past, his personality, his temper, everything would change, and he would become completely out of control.

I'm not a good person, never felt like that.

When the ship was about to dock, the uniformed men came, where was this? Are they going to arrest people? I was scared, I jumped into the water like everyone else, fortunately I could swim, and in the end I was not caught, but I crouched under the cramped cargo hold, curled up for two days, and all the functions of my body stretched out, and I almost died in the water.

It's just that the desire to survive is so strong, I have actually had good luck in my life, and I have been framed many times, and in the end, I have turned the danger into a disaster.

Zhou Tingchen is probably my first nobleman.

At that time, it was his ship that rescued me and salvaged me. Because my father is of mixed race, it is not easy for me to distinguish from people from this country in terms of appearance, plus I would have spoken fluently Chinese......

Zhou Tingchen seems to be in the underworld, and a boatload of people all carry that kind of murderous and evil spirit on the rivers and lakes...... I can't deny that he was very handsome, angular and elegant, and there was no sign of any swagger in him, and he was dressed the same, which was very different from his men, and my eyes naturally fell on him.

He likes me.

I'm sure of it.

After looking in the mirror, I fully understood my beauty.

However, before that I was dirty, my hair was tangled, and I didn't have a single spot on my face that could have been seen, otherwise I would have been in danger of being raped while on a cargo ship.

To be honest, I have a crush on him.

He asked me, "What's your name?" I couldn't think of it, and after a moment's thought, he used the name of one of the girls on the cargo ship.

Napoleon wrasse.

He said it sounded good.

My encounter with Zhou Tingchen is strictly a hero to save the United States, he asked me where your home is, I don't know, he said if you have nowhere to go, live with me first.

Let's just treat him as a good person, even if his intentions are not necessarily pure, I have amnesia and I am not familiar with life, so I can only rely on him.

We first went to the Vietnamese side of Southeast Asia, full of jumbled language, I faced him day and night, and he was so gentle and handsome, and we quickly fell in love after a few months of getting along.

Love is inherently unreasonable and unreasonable.

At that time, I did not regret my decision, and the concept of chastity was not so important to me. We spent each day happily, and I was as carefree as a girl who did not know anything about the world, and gradually began to rely on him, fantasizing about the mountains and the sea, and the long-term companionship.

I don't think I've been in a relationship before I have amnesia, otherwise how could I be so easily tempted.

He pampered me like a princess, and he said, "Su Mei, you are the princess who should live in the castle." Princess? If I had recovered my memory earlier, I wouldn't have done the stupid things that followed.

How do you remember people's IQ and go off the line together? It's ridiculous.

I discussed with Zhou Tingchen and returned to China to get married.

When we returned to City A together, Zhou Tingchen's fiancée Liang Ru appeared, the woman had a beautiful appearance and a femme fatale.

Zhou Tingchen told me that he would make it clear to Liang Ru and handle the relationship between them.

Liang Ru's father once saved Zhou Tingchen's life, so he and Liang Ru not only have this friendship, but also are suspected of being childhood sweethearts. I thought it was going to be going well, after all, they were just engaged and not married.

But this woman is too bad, she relies on her old relationship with Zhou Tingchen to provoke our feelings everywhere. At first, she pretended to be very generous, and took the initiative to agree to dissolve the marriage contract and relax everyone's defense.

Neither Zhou Tingchen nor I doubted it, but she never left, and the ghost lingered in front of their eyes.

Maybe it's because I've known each other for too long, maybe I'm too high-spirited, and I can't stand a little grievance and suspicion, Liang Ru's position among Zhou Tingchen's subordinates is unshakable, and everyone is very sorry for her, so they give her the opportunity to make a bad deal accordingly.

At that time, I loved Zhou Tingchen as the whole of my life, I was too stupid to step into Liang Ru's trap step by step without knowing it.

When we finally separated, regret, chagrin, impulsiveness...... So much so that there is no turning back.

After I left Zhou Tingchen, Liang Ru's younger brother Liang Hui sent someone to hunt me down, and she just wanted to kill me.

Later, the people in the palace who were similar to sacrifices made me prophets, and my life was excellent, and if I didn't die in a great disaster, I would be blessed. This sentence is really effective, but whether it is a blessing or not, only the person concerned knows best.

At this time, I met Yin Jianguo, and he almost fell in love with me at first sight. I found out that I couldn't do anything after I left Nicholas Chow, I hated myself like this, I didn't have any skills, what kind of life I lived before.

Worst of all, I found out I was pregnant.

What to do?

I was terrified, should I get rid of the child, or go back to Zhou Tingchen, after all, I miss him so much, I love him all the time, he is the biological father of the child after all.

When I finally mustered up the courage to make it clear to him, I found that he and Liang Ru were preparing for a wedding, and they were going to get married?

Is everything wishful thinking on my part?

Later, I found out that it was Liang Ru and others who were lying to me, and Zhou Tingchen did not agree to marry her at all, and I left in a hurry without seeing him.

I'm going to beat this baby and forget everything about Zhou Tingchen, but the doctor told me that I had an ovarian cyst on one side of my fallopian tube that had been removed, and if I didn't want this child, it would be difficult to get pregnant again in the future.

Yin Jianguo was the last straw for me, he offered to marry me, and promised to treat my children as his own.

I was alone, unaccompanied, and betrayed, and I had no choice.

Yin Jianguo treats me obediently, after a long time, I really want to live a good life with him, even if I still have some unforgettable memories of Zhou Tingchen in my heart, but God always likes to joke with me.

When I was seven or eight months pregnant with a big belly, I discovered the ambiguity between Yin Jianguo and other women.

He disguised it well, there is no impermeable wall under the sky.

Yin Jianguo's woman outside Chen Meili found me, did she think I would be angry, after all, how does a pregnant wife endure her husband's stealing, but I am very calm.

I said to Chen Meili, you can only be Yin Jianguo's lover/person, and the wife he is marrying is legally recognized only by me.

Men, they're all lower-body animals. After all, I mistook Yin Jianguo, one wrong step and one wrong step.

Until my daughter Tassel was born for a long time, I was always reluctant to have sex with Yin Jianguo, and he and Chen Meili were even more presumptuous.

I and he are both wrong, he will never be sincere to me and children, a man who can't even control his desires/hopes, can you still have any illusions and hopes for him?

When Tassel was five years old, Zhou Tingchen and I reunited by chance.

My attitude is very resolute, he should have no more feelings for me, we already have our own family, why bother each other and hurt each other?

It is precisely because of this meeting that Liang Ru knew, she knew that I was not dead, and she held a grudge. She took the initiative to find Chen Meili, I don't know, and later I felt that there was no need to investigate.

All I care about is my daughter tassel, and I don't love anyone else.

Liang Ru wants to harm me, I have to leave, while people other than Yin Jianguo don't know Tassel's life experience, Liang Ru's sphere of influence is very large, I have to protect my daughter, otherwise she will definitely kill Tassel.

I've been connected to water all my life.

Someone is chasing me, that person looks so disgusting, and he even wants to insult me, it's a dream!

I was really desperate, there was no one to rely on, I just hoped that Yin Jianguo would be kind to my daughter when he remembered our old relationship, and I jumped into the water without hesitation.

I can swim, but I don't want to live.

But his life should not have been extinguished, and he was lucky to be saved. My memories came back, but I automatically forgot those most painful years, and what I was most reluctant to do was my daughter's tassel.

Unfortunately, I don't remember her anymore.

If I had a choice, I would have chosen to remember her.

I'm sorry, my daughter.

Back in country Y, my mother is already Her Royal Highness, my personality has become more gloomy and unpredictable, cold-blooded, and only when facing Her Royal Highness will I remove my heart and disguise, I am coming back for revenge.

My good brother and good sister are jointly calculating me, so I have to be patient, after all, I was not born to the same father, so never expect to be of one heart and one mind.

I just wanted supreme power, and, I believed, I could do it, I became unscrupulous, so I didn't want to face everything for five or six years, and I didn't even bother to investigate. Forget it, it won't be a good memory.

The days flew by, and according to my mother's wishes, I chose Robert, a man whose identity and status were very suitable for me.

Our husband and wife respect each other like guests, which can be regarded as a good story, which is envied by everyone.

Children were a key part of my ambition, and sadly, I was unable to have children, and over the next twenty years, I saw doctors and drank countless pills. Robert always patiently encouraged and comforted me, don't worry, we will have children, wait.

I waited, I waited for more than twenty years, I am old, I am almost fifty years old.

At this time, my brother and nephew's family died in an accident, the original candidates for the throne were gone, my chance came, my sister Princess Ya really did her own thing, she was too anxious to kill her brother and nephew, how could Her Royal Highness pass the throne to such a vicious woman.

Although I thought about revenge, she didn't get to the point of killing, she was more ruthless than me.

The doctor told me that I had given birth before.

So, at this critical moment, I have to find this child and bring it back, so that I can stop the crowd. Robert was very supportive of my decision.

I finally had to face the past, and the results of the investigation made it impossible for me not to be angry and resentful.

Lucky for them, those who have hurt and deceived me are all dead. I asked Emma to use some tricks to get my daughter Yin Tassel to the palace in country Y.

I hate her.

Because she's the biggest evidence of a stain on my life.

I coerced and seduced her, and she was not at all interested in power and glory and wealth, this stupid woman!

At that time, I had not regained my memory, I just felt humiliated, hated, and I vented my dissatisfaction on her.

I threatened her with the child in her womb to stay, abandon her husband, and marry the person I appointed.

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In the end, she won.

I have to admit that she is not like me, she is beautiful, strong, kind, and you can't help but like her. She even helped me out of danger regardless of her past suspicions.

I've done many things wrong.

She and her husband were a perfect match, but there was no turning back. I am the honorable Princess Shu, and I will be the honorable Her Royal Highness in the future.

I'm sorry, tassel, my daughter.

I finally remembered what you were like when you were a child, and I was with you day and night.

I'm in a high position, but I'm not happy, and I can't help but miss you.

However, after I have done so many things to hurt you, I have no face to face you.