Hearing the pee, even Sister Yu, who has always shown herself as a confidant sister, blushed suddenly, maybe at this moment, she realized that there is a difference between men and women. So, she hurriedly called the nurse, but the nurse is not easy to help with this kind of thing, besides, the nurse thinks that we are a small couple, so she just gave Sister Yu a urinal and withdrew.

The nurse left, Sister Yu was even more at a loss, it was not good to help, it was not good not to help, I was also a little embarrassed, I wanted to come by myself, but with bandages on my hands, I couldn't do it at all.

After being embarrassed for a while, Sister Yu finally gritted her teeth and let go. She walked gently to the bed, helped me take off my pants, and brought the urinal to my crotch, although she had always been careful to keep her face away, but I could tell that she was so nervous that her face was red to the base of her neck.

To be honest, I'm more nervous than her, after all, the person who dews the point is me, and the one who lifted the urinal to me is a super beauty I just met for the first time, how can this make me calm, my excited legs are a little trembling, the blood in my whole body is boiling, and I squeezed for a long time before I finally peed out, but because I reacted excitedly below, the urine was urinated on Sister Yu's hands, which made the painful scene more and more embarrassing.

After this incident, Sister Yu quickly found me a nurse and took care of everything for me.

Although the days during the recovery period are more difficult, and the taste of staying in the hospital for a long time is not comfortable, but I am more fulfilling than before, and enjoy life more than before, these days in the hospital, the nursing takes care of me very well every day, and Sister Yu often comes to visit me, chats with me to relieve boredom, pushes me out for a walk, I only feel at this time that someone encourages someone to support, which will make people become strong and sunny.

Sister Yu has added infinite splendor to my life, I no longer feel lonely in my heart, and I also try to stand up every day, and strive to be a normal person as soon as possible, it is she who makes me believe that the world has not abandoned me, and God will sometimes favor poor people, and will give you the opportunity to change yourself.

Although I still think of Xiaoyue from time to time, the ignorant but painful love in my heart has always been pinned on her, but I am no longer pessimistic, I cherish every minute and every second with Sister Yu now, and only with Sister Yu can I temporarily abandon my troubles, love and pain, and make my thoughts simple and happy.

Time flies by like a white horse, and the good days are always a little short, just after I recuperated in the hospital for more than 20 days, the arrival of an uninvited guest broke the peace and happiness I cherished.

That day, Sister Yu, as usual, accompanied me downstairs in the hospital to bask in the sun, the sun was very warm, and my mood was also very comfortable, but just as we were chatting happily, two men suddenly walked towards us.

One of them is tall and handsome, and he is also very well-dressed, he is still holding a bouquet of carnations in his hand, and next to him is a man in a suit, and he is wearing sunglasses, I don't know why, I am inexplicably scared when I see this kind of person who looks like an underworld, and Sister Yu, who was originally gentle, immediately looked bad after seeing them, she was very unhappy and said to the handsome man who walked in front of her: "Zhou Xinjin, what are you doing here?"

The handsome man didn't care about Sister Yu's tone and attitude, he still maintained a faint smile, and said, "Didn't you say that it was your boyfriend who was hospitalized? As your friend, I should come and take a look!"

After saying that, he slowly walked up to me, handed me the flower very gentlemanly, and said, "For you!"

I instinctively wanted to reach out to catch it, but suddenly realized that Sister Yu didn't seem to welcome this person, so I hurriedly glanced at Sister Yu, and found that her face was still ugly, I really couldn't accept this bouquet of flowers, but I couldn't touch the handsome man's eyes with a little evil spirit, and I didn't dare to offend him, in the end, I was still embarrassed to take the flowers, and thanked him.

The handsome man smiled playfully, then ignored me, looked at Sister Yu, and said softly: "Zhiyun, this boyfriend, when did you find it, what did you do, why do you look very young, your taste has changed!"

Sister Yu glanced at him with disgust, and then replied with an indifferent face: "Does it have anything to do with you?

This is the first time I've seen Sister Yu's cold side, perhaps, in the face of a man I don't like, no matter how gentle a woman is, she will become a piece of ice, just like Xiaoyue did to me.

However, the handsome man seemed to be accustomed to Sister Yu's indifference, he didn't care at all, just stared at me with his deep eyes, and asked softly: "Boy, tell me, how did you catch up with Zhiyun? Teach me, I've been chasing her since college, four or five years, look, she still has this attitude towards me, do you have any tricks?"

He choked me with these words, I wanted to tell the truth, but looking at Sister Yu's eyes, I was embarrassed to say it, but, in the face of someone with such a strong aura, I didn't dare to lie, I could only be in this branch, and my face was a little red.

Sister Yu may have seen my embarrassment, she immediately pushed my wheelchair and said as she walked, "Let's go, ignore him!"

Seeing that Sister Yu was angry, the handsome man hurriedly stopped us and said, "Okay, no kidding, boy, I know you're not Zhiyun's boyfriend, and I won't embarrass you!"

Sister Yu glared at him angrily, and said coldly: "Zhou Xinjin, don't be smart here, he is my boyfriend, I advise you to flash as far as you want, don't turn around me anymore, I'm annoying!"

The handsome man seemed to have already practiced the cheekiness of King Kong in front of Sister Yu, he didn't believe Sister Yu's words at all, he just stared at me playfully, and asked, "Is it?"

Sister Yu is my biggest benefactor, and now she is in trouble, even if I want to repay the favor, I should help her out, although being a shield is really not a refreshing thing, and I don't have so much confidence, but for Sister Yu, I still have to be a man!

So, I plucked up the courage to turn around slightly, took Sister Yu's hand in the wheelchair, and then said firmly to the handsome man: "Yes, I am her boyfriend, please don't bother her in the future!"

The moment I touched Sister Yu's soft and smooth hand, my body felt like an electric shock, and it felt very wonderful, but before I could feel this feeling for a few seconds, the handsome man suddenly came over and shook my hand away, and scolded me fiercely: "Good boy, you really have a face for you, and you don't pee to take care of yourself, just your virtue, worthy of Zhiyun?"

Being scolded by him like this, the little self-confidence I had finally developed was instantly extinguished, and I couldn't even come up with a rebuttal to raise my head in front of him.

And Sister Yu saw that I was being bullied, so she was angry and didn't care about her image, and said directly to the handsome man: "You're sick again, aren't you? You really think of yourself as a prince? Look at people with your nostrils facing the sky every day, let me tell you, in my eyes, everyone's morality is thousands of times higher than you, what's wrong with my boyfriend's morality? Looking horizontally and vertically, he is much better than you." ”

The handsome man was really thick-skinned enough, and he was scolded by Sister Yu like this, he didn't change color at all, he still looked so calm, he said to Sister Yu seriously unhurriedly: "Zhiyun, how can you compare me with this kind of person? Do you know him, you just protect him like this?"

Sister Yu stared at him speechlessly, and then pushed me straight forward, simply ignoring him.

The handsome man blocked us again and said with a little anxiety: "If you really find happiness, I will bless you." But this kid in front of you, do you see it clearly? What kind of person is he, do you really understand? I'll tell you the truth, for your sake, I sent someone to check on him, and I'm here today to tell you that you can find an imposter boyfriend, but please take a little snack and find someone who looks like this? He's an out-and-out pervert.

Just a freshman, he was deducted by the school for stealing money and stealing women's underwear, peeping at girls going to the toilet, and was criticized, his notoriety everyone in his school knows, he just dropped out of school because he couldn't stay in school, and only if you are too good-hearted, you were deceived by him!"

The handsome man said so much in one breath, and he was afraid that Sister Yu would not believe him, so he reported the name of my school to her, and asked her to go to my school's forum and post bar to check it by herself, there is all news about me, if she still doesn't believe it, she also asked her to go to my school to ask, and everything is clear when she asks.

Sister Yu was completely stunned, how could she have thought that the person she had taken care of for so long would be a pervert.

And I, even more like I have suffered five thunderstorms, I want to forget the unbearable past that I want to hide, and I am so nakedly exposed, or I was brutalized to the most sacred and pure Sister Yu, this contrast and this shame, I am dizzy, nauseous and want to vomit. I was very scared and scared, for a while, I really didn't know what to do, I could only say with red eyes and sadness, I was wronged, someone deliberately harmed me.

However, my explanation was so pale in front of them, the handsome man didn't bother to listen to what I said, he just shouted at me fiercely: "I don't care what you have done before, you just have to remember for me, if you have any thoughts or intentions for Zhiyun, I will make you look good!"

After speaking, he left carelessly, leaving me in a panic and Sister Yu in a daze.

I felt my brain buzzing all the time, my whole body was tense, and the sunlight seemed to be no longer gentle, but dazzling, and my tears came out. The handsome man's purpose was achieved, he caught Sister Yu off guard, and also held his head high in front of Sister Yu, and all of this was because of me as a foil, I completely disappointed Sister Yu, not only did I not act as her shield and block the fly, but I completely exposed my cowardice in front of them, exposed my unbearable past, and exposed my incompetence.

I don't know if Sister Yu will believe me, I can only explain to her again weakly: "I'm sorry, Sister Yu, although I'm useless, I really won't do that kind of thing!"

Hearing this, Sister Yu was finally stunned for a moment, then came back to her senses, stared at me, and said disappointedly: "Xiaotian, there are some things, you should have told me earlier! Okay, you can recuperate with peace of mind, I still have something to do, go first!" After speaking, she left without looking back.

I didn't have the courage to stop her, I could only stare at her back sadly, she was right, if I had told her earlier, take the initiative to be honest, she would have believed me, and today this incident broke out from someone else's mouth, which not only made her lose face, but also made her have to re-examine me as a person, after all, I am a child of unknown origin.

Since then, the original harmony is gone, Sister Yu is obviously alienated from me, although she has done a good job in the hospital, but it is only responsible for my injury, which lacks a strong human touch, she occasionally comes to see me a few times, but only brings things over, or pays medical bills and so on.

I am very lost and very uncomfortable, the love that I can't feel is so gone, a stronger sense of loneliness strikes again, I seem to be abandoned again, this is more uncomfortable than the feeling of being abandoned when there is nothing, there is no hope and there is no disappointment, but Sister Yu gave me bright hope, but I suddenly lost this sunny warmth, I am really colder and more disappointed than before.

Although I can understand Sister Yu and know that she may not have alienated me not only because she suspected me of perverted voyeurism, but that she was very disappointed in my cowardly personality when I got into trouble, and more importantly, I didn't be honest with her at the beginning, so she would be even more disappointed in me. But I'm also very aggrieved, I don't mean to hide her, I just want to completely forget the humiliating past, I want to stay away from the dark life, and live a sunny and happy life. But my wish came to naught.

I was like this, alone and aggrieved in the hospital until the eve of the Spring Festival, during this time my leg injury was recovering well, the doctor has removed a plaster cast for me, saying that I will be able to walk normally in more than a month.

Now, I can walk around with crutches, but the gradually recovering injuries do not make me feel strong excitement, especially when it is almost Chinese New Year's Eve, other people's reunions, lively atmosphere, more touched my lonely heartstrings, slowly, I also realized that this city, I am not suitable to stay any longer, it bears too much of my past, gives me too many scars, can be easily revealed. Staying here, I am destined to have no pure life.

Perhaps, it's really time to say goodbye to the past completely, if I want to raise my head and be a man again, then I have to leave this city, and besides, Sister Yu has helped me enough, and my legs have been healed, I am also a normal person now, a man, I have the ability to be self-reliant, so there is no need to drag her anymore.

The world is so big, there will always be a place for me, and in the future, I will not rely on heaven or earth, but on myself.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the whole city was jubilant, I hid from the doctors and nurses, packed my bags, clubbed my cane, and quietly left alone...