The coffee is still warm, but Sha Zhengyang's mood has cooled down.

I was in no mood to go to Handa, so I casually called one of the people who was in high spirits, found a reason, and pushed it off, which made the other party very unhappy, but Sha Zhengyang didn't bother to explain.

If you don't understand, you don't understand, and it's hard for anyone to be in the mood anymore when they encounter this kind of thing.

When Sun Yan finally left, there was some determination in the pain.

As she said, if you want to be your other half, you either have to have a big heart and can withstand all the pressure, or you have no heart and no lungs and can ignore everything, and she thinks she can't do either, so she has to choose to leave.

These words touched Sha Zhengyang a lot, not because of the spatial distance, but because of the widening of the psychological distance between the two parties and the breakup.

This is indeed a problem.

What kind of other half will his other half be? Big heart, or no heart and no lungs, is this Gu Mei?

Sha Zhengyang didn't know.

But the phone rang soon, and it was Gu Mei who came.

"You broke up with Sun Yan?" Gu Mei had an indescribable feeling in her tone, like fear, like worry, and a little confused.

"Sun Yan told you?" Sha Zhengyang was also extremely calm, "Well, sort of, we broke up." ”

She said no, she said it was because she wasn't sure about her and you'd go and didn't know where it would go, she said she would rather love wrong than miss it, but she found that maybe she really loved wrong, so she chose to let go. Gu Mei seemed to be talking to herself, "She also asked me what I would choose if I were her, and I said I didn't know." ”

Gu Mei was obviously also in a state of confusion, probably equally full of fear of the uncertainty of the future.

Sha Zhengyang smiled bitterly, it seemed that Sun Yan's decisiveness to let go also frightened Gu Mei.

It turned out that Sun Yan was reluctant to let go, and Gu Mei was full of fighting spirit because of this, and when Sun Yan decisively let go and clearly informed Gu Mei of the reason, Gu Mei seemed to realize this and was confused.

What girl would really be heartless? Even if she can be very arrogant and indifferent to small things, how can she not think about things that affect her life's fate?

"What about you?" Sha Zhengyang is very calm, even if Gu Mei tells him now that she has to let go, he will bear it calmly, since people hate Shui Changdong.

"I don't know, but I envy Sun Yan. Gu Mei said faintly: "She loves wrong, but at least she has loved, I think I have to be the same as her, at least I have to love." ”

Sha Zhengyang's heart was hot.

"But my love is wrong, what should I do?" Gu Mei's next sentence made Sha Zhengyang's heart cold again, "I can't let go like Xiaoyan, maybe she is free and easy on the surface, but I can't even do it on the surface, I will kill you, Brother Zhengyang, are you afraid?"

Sha Zhengyang felt that he was going to be hot and cold, and he was sweating profusely.

"Poof" A laugh came out, and Gu Mei's tone on the other end of the phone changed suddenly, "Brother Zhengyang, are you scared by me?" It's really interesting, do you think I will do that?"

Sha Zhengyang's heart suddenly relaxed, thinking of Gu Mei's playful and lovely face, round and straight figure, and passionate emotions, he didn't know what to do for a while.

"Xiaomei!"

"Okay, Brother Zhengyang, don't talk about it, Xiaoyan she chose to leave, that was her choice, no one can interfere, right or wrong, God knows. ”

Gu Mei's tone changed again.

"I remember you said, I am in charge of my youth, I have this right, as for right and wrong, who can say clearly? You haven't loved, you haven't tried, how do you know if these shoes fit? People who have never loved are not qualified to evaluate, if they have loved, they will not regret it, even if there is no result, but at least there is an evocative experience, isn't life made up of countless wonderful and memorable experiences? You can't be old, but you find that you don't even have a little memorable story in your life, right?"

Is this the heartless girl?

Sha Zhengyang feels that this batch of chicken soup for the soul can be used as a professor, and he can listen to those old-fashioned and lifeless young people, so that they can let go of themselves to pursue what they want, whether it is career or love, this is young people.

At this moment, Sha Zhengyang felt that he seemed to be a little unworthy of the title of young man.

Although I have a grand ideal to pursue, I live like this every day, but I don't have to live in a condom like Belikov and look forward?

Seeing that Sha Zhengyang hadn't spoken here, Gu Mei shouted on the other end of the phone: "Hey, Brother Zhengyang, are you listening to me?"

"Hey, I'm listening. Sha Zhengyang withdrew his fugue.

"Then why don't you speak?" Gu Mei asked.

"I don't know what to say, I think I envy your freedom now, why did I live like this?" Sha Zhengyang This is the true confession in his heart.

A guy with the memory of rebirth, how can he live like this now, although it looks like infinite scenery and a bright future to outsiders, but how far is it from the goal he is pursuing?

Do everything to think twice, but also to scruple about this, worry about that, see countless opportunities but can not grasp, time flies by, sometimes I really feel aggrieved, but bite and keep reminding myself, if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, and if you can't bear it, you need to go on.

"Brother Zhengyang, when will I come over to accompany you?" Gu Mei's tone was a little more soft, "It feels like after a year, you will become extremely tired, go through all the vicissitudes of life, you have to do everything step by step, don't push yourself too hard, you are only 27 years old and have already achieved this step, many people can't go to your height in a lifetime, you have to take care of your body." ”

"Okay, I'll start resting today, go to work on the eighth day of junior high school, and go back to Wanzhou on the seventh day of junior high school. Sha Zhengyang was very moved by Gu Mei's concern, "I still have some entertainment in the past few days, but it is just to eat a few meals and visit a few leaders, you can come over at any time." ”

"Well, that's good, I'll call you before I come over, I have some arrangements at home. Gu Mei replied sweetly.

Putting down Gu Mei's phone, Sha Zhengyang felt that his previous state of mind that was a little confused and depressed seemed to have suddenly become much brighter, and there were still more beautiful things in this world.

A trip back to Handu, there are indeed a lot of things, and those who should visit must be visited.

Cao Qingtai came back on the fourth day of the first lunar month, Sha Zhengyang had already made an appointment with him in advance, and he came to the door on the fourth night of the first month, had a meal at Cao's house, and reported his work by the way.

There are still two more to go, Guo Yeshan also made an appointment, and it was placed at noon on the fifth day of the new year, and Sang Qianwei was at noon tomorrow.

Lin Chunming and Zhong Guangbiao were piling up there, and they made an appointment together on the night of the sixth day of the first lunar month, and it is estimated that there will be some other people.

Sha Zhengyang's feeling should be reciprocated by the grace of dripping water.

Cao Qingtai, Guo Yeshan and Sang Qianwei all had the grace to help themselves, and then Lin Chunming and Zhong Guangbiao helped themselves a lot, although they are basically feelings established at work, but they are often like-minded people can have such feelings, Sha Zhengyang thinks so.

In addition to these work relationships, there are other work relationships.

Ning Yuechan, Jiao Hong, Gao Baishan, Wang Shu, and the old people of the entire Dongfanghong system made an appointment to get together tomorrow night, which basically became a common practice.

Zhao Yishan specially told himself in advance that he must get together alone, Sha Zhengyang can't push it off, not to mention that Sha Zhengyang himself has a good impression of Zhao Yishan, so he can only accept it, but the specific arrangement depends on the time.

Lu Xun ran very emotionally, this kind of car Sha Zhengyang drove a lot in his previous life, of course, at that time, he basically drove it through friends in the company, but then the requirements became more and more stringent, and it was not allowed to borrow a corporate car to drive, so he had to give up.

Later, I had the financial strength to buy a car, and I felt that it was not suitable to buy a car like Lu Xun or Mitsubishi Pajero, which was said to be dedicated to running the Sichuan-Tibet line to see the scenery, because of high fuel consumption and less off-road, so I finally bought an Audi A4.

When I returned home, my parents were there, and I was very happy, but I didn't see Sha Zhenggang.

The father is still like that, he didn't say much, he simply asked a few words about work, Sha Zhengyang didn't say much, he could see that his father was very satisfied, and he also knew that it was no longer his turn to teach his son about work, but his son's attitude still made him very happy.

Mother doesn't talk much about work, but more about cooking for Sha Zhengyang, and Sha Zhengyang also enjoys this warmth.

Every time he came back, although nothing had changed at home, Sha Zhengyang always had a sense of strangeness, but as long as he slept in bed, that familiar feeling came back immediately.

Especially after waking up, smelling the unique familiar smell, listening to all kinds of noisy sounds outside the window, it seems that this sleep can take you back many years ago.

"Zhenggang hasn't come back yet?" Sha Zhengyang turned over and got up, looked at his watch, it was past nine o'clock, he took a nap after eating, this time was the time when he was most energetic, he picked up the military coat on Zhenggang's bed and wrapped it around his body, and went out of the bedroom.

"Not yet, I went out with Lan Hai and them in the afternoon, saying that there was something wrong and that we were going to eat together in the evening. Sha Mu glanced at her eldest son, afraid that her eldest son would have an opinion, and then said: "Zhengyang, Zhenggang is not small, now he is doing a good job in Yanjing, come back and rest for a few days, don't nag him all day long." ”

Sha Zhengyang laughed, "Mom, when did I nag him? He's so old, it's time to be sensible, I want to ask him about his work, he said on the phone that he wants to discuss some things with me, I'm very busy tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, I'm afraid I will have to sleep before I come back, so I want to ask him." ”