Since you can't do it, then just say it and give it a good time.

In this way, he will not read it, nor will he be in pain, and he will not assume in his heart and then entangle.

Xu Jinlang's eyes showed a touch of determination, and what was revealed on his body was no longer alienated and gentle, but full of fierceness.

This kind of Xu Jinlang made the smile on the corner of Jiang Xiaoqiao's mouth no longer hold back, and she couldn't pretend to be stupid anymore, so she could only let Xu Jinlang slowly lift the last layer of window paper.

"Little Joe, we have known each other for a long time, and we haven't said it yet, I thought I could bury it in my heart, but tonight I found that what I thought was thought after all, and it wouldn't be the truth. ”

With a wry smile, Xu Jinlang slowly opened his mouth.

"So what?"

Gujing Wubo replied, Jiang Xiaoqiao really didn't know how she should reply, she didn't want to hurt Xu Jinlang, but she didn't want to make Mo Jingyuan unhappy, so she could only make herself look ruthless.

So what? Xu Jinlang's eyes flashed with a blank look.

"So I decided to tell you anyway that I like you. ”

Like...... Something flashed in Jiang Xiaoqiao's mind, but before she could catch it, Xu Jinlang continued to speak.

"yes, yes. So I'm there every time you're upset. It's just that you may not have noticed that although you have always behaved very cheerfully, you are actually defensive of men in your heart, so I approached you as a psychiatrist, and you did trust me more and more. ”

Well, if you think about it carefully, this is indeed the case, Jiang Xiaoqiao was speechless to herself.

Xu Jinlang didn't care whether Jiang Xiaoqiao answered or not, and said what he wanted to say by himself.

"Actually, sometimes, I don't know what attracts me to you, it may be that you are as bright as the sun, or it may be that I have helped you again and again, and it is so fragile that it makes people feel distressed. ”

"At that time, in order to save you, I offended Liu Qinglin, although I was not necessarily afraid of him, but Xu Jinxuan was already suspicious of me at that time, and if I help you again, there will be a danger of being discovered. And at that time, I ignored Jian Lan's opposition and took you away from Mo Jingyuan. ”

Xu Jinlang didn't notice it, but Jiang Xiaoqiao was sensitive to Xu Jinlang's mention of Jian Lan, and there was a momentary pause.

Jiang Xiaoqiao's eyes lit up, she finally found that something was wrong, but she still listened patiently to Xu Jinlang to continue, but her mood was not as difficult as she was at the beginning.

"At that time, I thought that if I brought you to the ancient city, perhaps, I would have a chance, but I didn't expect Jian Lan to hurt you, and I didn't have the courage to take advantage of the situation at the beginning. ”

"Seeing that you were sad for Mo Jingyuan, and Mo Jingyuan left everything to come to you, I decided not to say it again, so that you can be carefree, and I can still see you. ”

"It's just that tonight, I found that I overestimated myself, and looking at you together, I had a bitter feeling in my heart that made me want to tell you all this desperately. ”

Speaking of this, Xu Jinlang no longer looked up at the sky, but looked directly into Jiang Xiaoqiao's eyes.

"Saying this, I don't want you to sympathize or embarrass you, I just want to ask you, if there weren't so many changes at the beginning, would you like me?"

"No, it won't. ”

Without the slightest hesitation, Jiang Xiaoqiao said the answer.

It's not that she's decisive, it's a fact.

The first time she saw Xu Jinlang, she was on guard, and although she slowly changed her outlook, she always regarded him as a big brother who could protect her.

Even when there was a misunderstanding with Mo Jingyuan, Xu Jinlang took her out of Rongcheng and went to the ancient city, she only had gratitude in her heart, no love.

Maybe she hasn't been aware of Xu Jinlang's feelings for her all along, but her feelings for Xu Jinlang are clear and clear, without the slightest hesitation.

"Sure enough. Hehe. ”

Jiang Xiaoqiao's resoluteness made Xu Jinlang stunned for a moment, and then he laughed lowly, with loneliness, sadness, relaxation and relief in his laughter.

"Xiao Qiao is still so direct, although it hurts, but I still thank you for not deceiving. ”

After laughing for a long time, Xu Jinlang stopped, looked at Jiang Xiaoqiao with a calm face and sighed softly.

Jiang Xiaoqiao nodded without the slightest shyness, she had now practiced a skill that no one could make her easily embarrassed except for Mo Jingyuan.

Xu Jinlang choked, and couldn't help but want to laugh, but looking at Jiang Xiaoqiao's puzzled eyes, he couldn't help it. wanted to rub Jiang Xiaoqiao's head, but he was worried that it would mess up her hair, after all, the banquet was not over yet, and finally he raised his hand and patted Jiang Xiaoqiao's shoulder, sighing in his heart.

Is it really that the one who is close to Zhu is red and the one who is close to ink is black? It is estimated that Jiang Xiaoqiao himself did not realize how much she looked like Mo Jingyuan with that natural and calm face just now.

It's not about looks, it's about looks.

"Okay, I hope you'll forget about what you've heard tonight, and I'll be my brother in the future. ”

Jiang Xiaoqiao nodded without hesitation: "Of course." Xu Jinlang doesn't really have a relationship with her, so she naturally doesn't need to lose a friend who treats her sincerely in order to avoid suspicion.

Xu Jinlang didn't know what she thought, but he thought that Jiang Xiaoqiao agreed so easily, because he really didn't care about his feelings, and his heart was tasteless for a while, and he didn't know what it was like.

It's just that, what are you still struggling with, this is not like him Xu Jinlang.

Getting up, Xu Jinlang raised his legs and walked out of the pavilion, and said as he walked: "Let's go, if they don't go back, they should find someone." ”

After walking more than a dozen steps, but there was no movement behind him, Xu Jinlang turned around suspiciously, but saw that Jiang Xiaoqiao was still sitting on the stone bench and did not get up, and he seemed to have something to say when he wanted to speak.

Raising his eyebrows, Xu Jinlang returned to the pavilion, of course, he would not be self-righteous and think that Jiang Xiaoqiao regretted it and wanted to confess to him.

And the truth is indeed as she thought, but it is beyond his thoughts.

"Brother Xu, you, have you ever thought about how you feel about Jian Lan?"

What do you mean? Xu Jinlang didn't want to mention anything about discussing Jian Lan, but looking at Jiang Xiaoqiao's expression, he still opened his mouth.

"What can I feel about her, I've always considered her a good brother. ”

It's just that he has said it countless times before, but now that he says it, Xu Jinlang himself has found the weakness in his voice, and his face can't help but look difficult.

"I don't want to discuss this, let's go back. ”

didn't want to figure out why he was weak-hearted, Xu Jinlang was a little angry, but Jiang Xiaoqiao was extremely resolute.

"Okay, Brother Xu, let's not talk about Jian Lan, let's discuss what happened just now. Just now you said your feelings for me, you said you like me, but you have done so many things for me, why not use the word love?"

Why don't you use love instead of liking? Just now, it seems that he is very reluctant to say that he loves Jiang Xiaoqiao, it seems that it should not be her......

However, who would it be if it wasn't Jiang Xiaoqiao? If he doesn't love Jiang Xiaoqiao, why has he always been so dedicated to helping Jiang Xiaoqiao, and he has no regrets?

A blank flash flashed in Xu Jinlang's eyes, he shook his head, trying to shake off the growing uncertainty, but Jiang Xiaoqiao didn't give him a chance to pause.

"Brother Xu, are you sure you know your feelings for me? Are you sure it's a man's liking for a woman, not a brother's love for his sister?"

He wanted to say that he was sure that it was a man's liking for a woman, but why did he prefer the second emotion?

What would it be like for a person's faith to be broken? Xu Jinlang knew at this moment what a crisis of faith was. He has always regarded his love for Jiang Xiaoqiao as his faith, and he has been hypnotizing himself like this, but at this moment, he suddenly found that his faith had collapsed.

Ignoring Xu Jinlang's confusion and helplessness, Jiang Xiaoqiao continued to aggressively say his feelings that had been deliberately ignored by Xu Jinlang all along.

"Do you really regard Jian Lan as a good brother? You touch your chest and ask yourself what kind of existence you regard Jian Lan as, she has been by your side for several years from birth to death, do you feel distressed? During this time, Jian Lan was driven away by you, and you asked yourself, is she still by your side in your dream at midnight?"

No, Xu Jinlang wanted to deny what Jiang Xiaoqiao said, but what Jiang Xiaoqiao said was damn right.

His hand kept resting on his left chest, and he could easily feel the beating of his heart, powerful and calm.

Xu Jinlang felt that he was hypnotized by Jiang Xiaoqiao, so he listened to Jiang Xiaoqiao's words and touched his chest to silently recite Jian Lan's name.

Poof!

His heartbeat was still strong, but it was out of rhythm, fast and slow, like a drum, breaking all his excuses for self-deception.

Sitting on the stone bench in a daze, the scenes of getting along with Jian Lan came to mind.

At first, he did have a heart for using Jian Lan, but from which day on, he suddenly felt sorry for the way her thin body was fighting among those tiger-backed men?

How clever he was, sensing that something was wrong with him, and fearing that he would lose this powerful assistant out of compassion, all he told himself over and over again that Jane Blue was his good brother.

After years of self-hypnosis, day after day, he succeeded, he successfully regarded Jian Lan as a good brother, and hid everyone's feelings, including Jian Lan, including himself.

However, feelings have already sprouted in the heart, and with the nutrition of time, they have grown into a towering tree and are firmly entrenched in the heart. So the first time he saw Jiang Xiaoqiao, he wanted to be good to Jiang Xiaoqiao, because he longed to see a carefree Jian Lan.

So he felt distressed when he saw the injured Jiang Xiaoqiao, because it reminded him of the fragile Jian Lan.

Everything became clear at this moment, the feelings that he deliberately ignored became clear, and his mind was like a tape reversing the past with Jian Lan over and over again.

Jane Blue, Jane Blue, Jane Blue.

Xu Jinlang felt as if his chest was about to suffocate, and it hurt raw.

How could he, how could he hurt Jian Lan like that?

Jiang Xiaoqiao looked at Xu Jinlang, who was sitting there with a changing expression, sometimes happy, sometimes nostalgic and sometimes painful, sighed leisurely, did not disturb him, and went back to the banquet hall alone.