Chapter 498: Fanwai: If you pay sincerely, you let it be visceral
Under the huge panic, Lan Qin grabbed Wen Shaoqing's hand desperately, looked at him with teary eyes, and his voice was broken due to choking: "Shaoqing, what did I do wrong, you want to do this to me?"
Wen Shaoqing didn't take her hand away, but just looked at her with warm eyes, but what came to mind was what she said when Jian Ke disappeared the day after he went to find Gu Mingyan.
She said: "You are conceited that you have been in a relationship with Ake for so many years, and you can't let go of your sister who has been taking care of you for more than ten years, so you desperately want to maintain a balance between the two of you." But you have forgotten that women have never been rational in love, how do you know that the sister you are protecting is really soft and helpless?
Gu Mingyan also said: A proud girl like Ake, the most intolerable thing is the distrust of others, and you don't believe her for Lan Qin's time and time again, no matter how deep the previous relationship is, it will eventually run out one day.
He remembered several times, all because of Lan Qin's illness and did not fully believe Jian Ke, of course he believed that Jian Ke would not do anything to hurt Lan Qin, but he still hesitated.
It was precisely because of his hesitation and suspicion that he lost Lan Qin's feelings for him little by little.
Just like Gu Mingyan said, Jian Ke is her best friend, so she will believe in her friend unconditionally no matter what. And Lan Qin and her are strangers who have nothing to do with each other, they don't know each other, she won't speculate with the greatest malice, but she also won't believe in how kind people are who use themselves to achieve their goals.
There are some things that really can't be investigated, and you will find that everything you see with your eyes is an illusion, and the feelings you give are like a joke.
But a person with Wen Shaoqing's character, even if Lan Qin is really different, he won't say anything, he will only quietly distance himself, and when you react, the distance between them is already far away and cannot be filled.
"When Xiao Ke was eighteen years old, I saw someone confess to her, and I was afraid that she would be with someone else one day, so I forcibly left her in my own world when she was ignorant of emotions. She has an impulsive personality but is really cute, obviously very smart but doesn't like to use her brains, but there is no lack of delicate side, once she focuses on something, she will do her best to do it well. For those who like it, I dig out my heart and lungs, and I never hide it on my face for those I don't like, no matter whose face it is, I don't give ......"
Lan Qin listened quietly, looking at his face because of the mention of that name, his eyes were a little gentle, as if he was accurately pierced in the heart by a sharp needle, his heart was like colic, and tears blurred his eyes unconsciously.
"Shaoqing, what about me?"
Lan Qin's pale face was full of pain, she grabbed Wen Shaoqing's hand tightly, bit her lip, and stared at him for a moment.
Since Jian Ke left, he never looked at her again, as if Jian Ke's departure had taken away his joys, sorrows, and anger.
Is it in his heart, no matter how much she does, she will never be able to compare to Jian Ke.
The first person she was brought to the Wen family was him, and the real warmth she felt came from him, and she always remembered the way he stood on the stairs and looked at her with a smile, saying that she would be the little girl of the Wen family.
Why?
When Jian Ke was there, he would still care about her, defend her, and worry about her feelings, why Jian Ke had become like this between them when she left.
"Lan Qin, I thought you understood. Wen Shaoqing's tone was full of indifference that rejected people thousands of miles away, which invisibly hurt Lan Qin's fragile heart.
"I don't understand, and I don't want to!" Lan Qin only felt that the seed called jealousy had taken root in his heart, and in the blink of an eye, it had grown into a towering tree, and the cruelty slowly appeared in his beautiful eyes.
"I'm not going to get engaged to you, let alone marry you. Wen Shaoqing stood up and looked condescendingly at the tears flowing from her pale face, strangely without any feeling of distress, nor the slightest compassion: "Lan Qin, if you want, you will still be the little girl of the Wen family, and I will not come back in the future unless necessary." ”
"You're moving out?" Lan Qin looked at him in disbelief, and even forgot his sadness for a moment.
"Yes. Wen Shaoqing looked at her red eyes, and was still a little unbearable in her heart, but she hardened her heart and said indifferently, "Don't look for me if you have anything in the future, you cherish it!"
Seeing that he was leaving, Lan Qin's voice sounded close to collapse: "Shaoqing, Shaoqing, don't you go......"
She hugged Wen Shaoqing's waist from behind, her face pressed against his back, tears blurring her gentle face.
"Don't you go, I told grandpa that we are not engaged, you don't leave the house, and don't ignore me, okay?"
As long as she can see him all the time, it is the greatest satisfaction for her, and her wish is really small.
Wen Shaoqing's face was expressionless, she broke her fingers one by one, and she didn't reply: "It's too late, we can't go back to the past." ”
"Yes...... OK...... I don't want anything, I just ask you not to leave, and if you don't want to see me, I'll tell my grandfather to move out...... Shaoqing, I beg you not to go, okay?"
Wen Shaoqing listened to her words calmly, and could no longer have the slightest ripple in his heart.
The gentle and lovely little girl from the past will never come back, and there will never be a return between them.
Lan Qin's fingers tightly holding the man were broken one by one, and the tall figure slowly disappeared from her sight, and the hands hanging by her side were not only clenched into fists, but the nails were deeply sunk into the flesh.
There was stickiness flowing from her palm, but she didn't feel the slightest pain, only felt that one humiliation after another was like a raging wave drowning her.
What is love but not, I give a sincere heart, and you make me burn.
She had been humbly retained, why did he still treat her so ruthlessly, why couldn't he satisfy her humble prayer.
Lan Qin bit his lip tightly, and the hatred in his eyes was filled with layers of hatred.
…… ……
At this time, the most fierce quarrel broke out upstairs in history, and since Situ Yue took off all the rings, he didn't think about staying in this house anymore.
She knew that it was unlikely that she would divorce at this age, but she couldn't do it under the same roof as Wen Lao Lanqin.
Over the years, she has also made a small investment outside, and she also has two properties under her name, and she can move out at any time.
Now that she has torn her face, she doesn't want to maintain the so-called superficial calm anymore.
Over the years, she has worked hard for the Wen family, and in the end, the old man's fluttering words will destroy her son's happiness, which touches her bottom line.
The two sons are her weakness, and they are also the scales she can't touch.
At the beginning, because of the old man's words, the eldest son almost died, and the younger son chose a path that he didn't like at all, which made Situ Yue's heart backlog a lot of dissatisfaction, and today's incident made her dissatisfaction reach its peak.
As long as she can bear it, Situ Yue will definitely not be so stiff, but she really can't bear it.
The son she worked so hard to raise was not for anyone to satisfy her own selfishness, she was reluctant to embarrass her son, and she couldn't beat her son's idea at all.