Chapter 1299: The First Step 699
The whole person is as if he has been hollowed out, and he has no interest in anything but to die.
Fear can whip me and drive me, but it's still not real, it's still just what I'm aware of.
angrily wanted to die, wanted to destroy all this with his own hands, and then quickly shredded the character of Yuan Changwen.
Let me be crazy and let me die, nothing is important, just die.
The feeling of wanting to explode, but being bound by reason, resurfaced.
There is nothing to live for, you have to die, and then destroy everything.
I don't know what I'm doing, I want to be crazy but can't be crazy, I want to be sane but I can understand that this kind of sanity itself is.
The so-called sanity is nothing more than thinking that one's actions can lead to the goal and maintaining a calm state of belief.
And all reason is based on memory, and once time is removed, the absurdity can be seen.
I can't be sure of the correctness of my memory, but I always believe in the correctness of my memory, this is.
The character can pretend to believe, but this pretense is based on the premise that they can not pretend at any time, rather than just being forcibly pulled as they are now.
The reason doesn't matter at all, I should have known this a long time ago, it's all picture elements explaining picture elements, and those so-called reasons don't matter at all.
But I've always believed in those reasons, and I believe in those reasons, like brainwashing.
For so many years, cause and effect have been with me, and even I thought I had killed cause and effect, but in fact, cause and effect are still there.
The so-called reasons are just to make the moment seem real, just a reasonable explanation to prevent me from easily seeing through the falsity of the world.
It's like in the comics, the apple is thrown out, and the apple falls to the ground and breaks, but is the reason for the "apple breaking" really "the apple is thrown"?
I've been grasping for cause and effect, as if A caused B, then next time I'm going to change A and affect B.
No matter how ridiculous this idea is, it's just the content of realization, and it's easy to come up with a so-called plausible explanation.
Even, there is no need to present any reasonable explanations at all, just present them and I think these are very reasonable, and everything will be fine.
Looking at the assumption of time, looking at the question of "who am I", is it wrong to understand who you are first?
Or is it very reasonable to live in such a muddle without even considering the reality of the world?
Right, it's easy for a picture element to present anything.
The reasons don't matter at all, those so-called reasons are just to enrich the reality of the moment and have no other effect.
Not to mention the so-called cause and effect, or that doing C yourself can lead to like E.
I should have known this early on, it was easy to deduce that the picture elements explained the picture elements, and naturally the reason didn't matter at all.
At this moment, I realized that I had always grasped cause and effect, and I still believed in the so-called cause and effect.
For so many years of life, I have been talking about what to find the cause, and I have always wanted to find the cause of various events, as if I can control the development of the situation by finding the reason.
For example, I found that the reason for my thirst was that I didn't drink water, so I drank water to quench my thirst.
It is this common sense of life, this kind of "always correct" speculation that is pretending to be true.
Then spread all over the world, everything can be found for a reason, as long as I can grasp it, then I can take control of my life.
For example, the reason why the boss won't give me a salary increase, once I find it, I can solve it very well.
Another example is the reason why I can't do a good job, once I find it, then I can have a good performance.
However, I still know in my heart that I am not omniscient, but at the same time I still believe in the common sense of life that is "always right".
I can only say that it has been correct so far, and even, to be more strict, I can only say that the common sense of life in the memories presented at this moment has always been correct.
For big things, I know that I am not omniscient, so I don't look for any reason, and I understand that it is futile.
However, if I think about it, since I am not omniscient, it is impossible to judge the so-called trivial things, and even if I are correct all along, I cannot know what effect the unknown part has on these events.
The so-called reason is not worth believing at all, just to make the moment seem real, just to tell me the background information about the events that are happening at this moment.
It's like the player entering the game, the game background of the entire continent, or the historical origins of the Emperor's Chamber of Commerce or something.
Not at all, it's just, just to appear real.
Then, when I change the cause, the reason I pursue, and the reason I fight, it will be very humorous.
Especially the kind of people who know that they are not wrong about anything, but they just can't get the goals they want, is there still less such a situation?
It's all the presentation of picture elements, what if it is not presented like this, right, do you still have to present it according to thinking?
And the distortion in the mind is where the distinction arises.
The twisted characters in the mind will be obvious, as if a layer of strong emotions is wrapping, no matter what motivation or struggle, it is all just fear.
And the characters with a slightly weaker twist in the brain will seem to be easy to get along with.
Of course, this is just my own speculation and nothing at all.
There is no reason to continue to believe in the so-called causes, no matter how obvious or obvious, they are all nonsense.
Picture Elements Explain the picture elements, just for the authenticity of the moment, just to make everything seem reasonable at the moment, that's all.
There's nothing I've done wrong, nothing he's done wrong, or what someone else has done that has caused anything.
Only this moment, and that awareness.
Fear makes me grasp the reason, and thinking that the world makes me grasp the reason, and even, this inference itself is.
There is only one reason, and it is presented like this, and the picture element is presented to me to grasp the reason.
Even if A keeps causing B, I don't have any reason to think that A at this moment will lead to B.
Other people's words don't mean anything, and nothing is dynamic or policy.
I can't live like this, I can't take on what others say, and more importantly, I don't care if I need to take the next sentence.
Even if someone alienates me because of this, it's not a big deal, and I don't think it's because I've become unable to talk to someone because I'm alienated.
Right, this causal relationship does not exist at all, and it is itself the object of beheading.
This will bring great inconvenience to life, but unreality is unreality, and even I didn't kill these causes and effects at the moment, but I began to think about the state after that.
It's just that you want to keep the role, it's just.
Look at those words, it seems that they are all for my sake, as if they are all about making life better.
But why should I care about shit?
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