Chapter 1250: The First Step 650
There's no real world in this world, and I don't see anything real.
People walking in a hurry are walking on the road, girls are playing in Happy Valley, and elderly people are walking by the river, all of them are dummies.
The feeling of unreality passed by in a flash, but I knew that it was just what I realized, and it wasn't real.
It's like looking at all kinds of bags in the women's cabinet, yes, those bags are different, with different colors, different styles, and different lengths and sizes.
But it seems, there is no difference.
The same is true for passers-by, dressed differently, with different looks, different wealth, but there is no difference.
I don't know if the Führer would still feel the difference if he were standing before me at this moment.
It's all a piece of shit, it's not real at all, and then I'm still pretending it's all very real.
It's funny to think about, what kind of brain makes me think that I am seeing a real person?
Even if I don't discuss reality, the things I see are limited to the eyes and nerve cells, so why do I think that the way I see is the way the object is?
Of course, there are loopholes in this statement, and I don't want to close them, because the unreal stuff doesn't even qualify for discussion.
There are scientists who question the whole scientific theory and the law itself, but no one seems to pay attention to it at all.
Or, as if it were another unsolved mystery.
When so-called scientists also adopt "useful for life" as the criterion of truthfulness or not, this has become pseudoscience.
Die, there's nothing to discuss.
Looking at the character's ugly look, I don't know what is worth grabbing.
Sometimes, I feel very fortunate to have a character, because there is nothing in reality.
But, more often than not, the characters only bring disgust.
There's a question I haven't figured out, is it the complete unrealism that comes with the kill, or is it the constant intimacy that leads to the kill?
I don't understand at all, I can't think about it, who knows how it will happen, even the teacher's words are not worth believing.
I don't need to say anything, and I don't know why I'm still here to talk about it, just die.
I'm still seizing time, so I'm hacking time to death and destroying this character attribute.
Panicked, it seems that the slash must be completed, it seems that the slash must be completed as soon as possible, and it seems that the slash can be used as a new character attribute to show off.
That's it, there's nothing to justify, the character has long regarded "killing completed" as a character attribute.
Although the moment is not as firmly grasped as before, there is no essential difference in Huairou policy, and what is not true is not true.
Don't believe in the distortion in your head, it's as simple as that, even the blessing of fear is just a pull using emotions, which in itself shows that the distortion in your head is not worth believing.
I don't know what all this is about, but I want to go back to my old life, unless something happens to me and I lose my memory or something.
However, even if it did, I wouldn't know I had lost my memory.
Come to think of it, if I were to replace my memories in an instant, I wouldn't have the slightest sense of it.
My memories of the past are inherently vague and take it for granted, does it mean that the replaced memories don't need to be accurate at all, because I take this "I can't remember all the accurate details" for granted.
Why do you want to go back to the way you used to be?
Is the character's struggle so reckless?
I'm afraid I'll be in this state all the time, devouring gloom without end, and it will take decades before I can finish the killing.
I knew intellectually that none of this was true, but the emotions were still doing their duty, as if it were the duty of fear to keep me glued to the character.
No matter what kind of emotion it is, it is not real in itself, and the anger, fear, happiness, and sense of reality or unreality of the killing are just elements of the picture.
Realize that there is nothing to be arrogant about.
So judging something by feeling is in itself.
Perhaps, after the killing is completed, you can enjoy all kinds of feelings, and at that time you must have understood the unreality of all this.
And now, the feeling becomes a pull, including that sense of unreality.
It was as if I had to hold on to the unreal, as if I had to strengthen the unreality to lead to the slash completion.
Are you sure?
I don't know?
It should be at a loss, but it should not be known.
Those who know, no matter how taken for granted, can become a hindrance.
I know that "devouring means the character is collapsing, it means I'm moving forward", really?
It's about being helpless and immersing yourself in "I don't know".
Funnily enough, such a letting go turns out to be fearless.
It's like I never imagined that such a gloomy and angry slash would bring incredible gratitude.
So, what exactly do I know?
Feeling sick to the character, does it mean moving forward?
Or, does it mean to step back?
Without time, without cause and effect, all this so-called knowing becomes irrelevant.
When the slaughter is complete, who is deciding?
Is it thinking?
Or is it a direct representation of the elements of the picture?
I don't know, no matter how much reasoning and speculation I can't know.
So, what am I panicking about, the character wants new character attributes, but I don't know that this thing will ruin the whole character.
It's obviously unreal, but it has such a powerful power that not only makes me blind, but also makes me seem powerless when I see it.
Knowing that none of this is true, then what?
is still in the role, even if the character looks a little trance and a little weak, but it is still a character, and that trance is just another character attribute.
I can't settle myself for powerlessness, for what I don't know.
But none of this is real, regardless of whether the character is content with powerlessness or not, the character itself is not real.
The colorful world is still unreal, and it is still just the content of realization.
What should I do?
I do not know.
It stands to reason that if the characters are not real, the world is not real, and everything is just something that is realized, then it is over.
Whether the character catches the mother or not, it's just what they are aware of, what's the difference?
Does the character have to destroy all of the character's attributes in order to wake up?
I do not know.
However, killing characters has nothing to do with reality, and it makes me sick to think about the characters.
Every time I think about the world as mere what I am aware of, it makes my mind twist and goggle for a while.
The twist in his mind is still resisting, struggling.
A question comes to mind, how do I come to think of all this as something I realize, rather than the real world?
First it is impossible to determine the objective thing, and then it is determined that consciousness or that awareness is real, and the discussion ends.
It's a puzzling reasoning.
But it doesn't matter, you don't need to convince others, you just need to die yourself.
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