Chapter 114: The First Step 414
Nothing, but I'm still in the midst of falsehood.
On the one hand, these things are not real, and on the other hand, I am still unreal. It's really, and I don't know what to do.
It's completely different from the way I've lived for years, and I don't even know what makes a good way to live.
On the one hand, I think that these are false, and I don't need to care at all. On the other hand, are you a little worried that you really don't need to care about money to live in the future?
However, it seems unlikely that society will be able to regain the dominance of these distortions in the mind. When I think about those distortions, I get angry.
How can prejudice rule over me, and how can a mere human being be me?
Perhaps, there is no other way for me to do it except wait for death.
I'm in fear, fear kills itself. Thinking that he would still be here a year later, there was no difference, and a wave of fear hit him without hesitation.
And the funny thing is that the fear slash is not completed, then it is hoped that the slash is completed. And once the slaughter is complete, the mind and body will no longer exist at this moment. In other words, I will no longer identify with the character of Yuan Changwen, and I will really treat myself like a game character.
Fear is fear, I don't care what the content is, I just want to be afraid of me. Then let me hold on to the character and not dare to let go.
The role of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me, whether the character is killed or not, it is a thing that has no impact.
I'm real, I'm that awareness, it's just the presentation of the elements of the picture. That awareness has always been there, and I feel that awareness all the time. Right, otherwise who would be aware of what is happening at this moment?
The only change in the slash is what I guess is just the change in the content presented by the graphics elements. I was able to know very clearly that the world was false, as clear as I was to open my eyes to see the world, not just by logic.
I'm going to die, I'm going to let go, and whatever happens has nothing to do with me. Even if the killing is completed, it is only the picture elements that show that "the character can perceive that awareness" and something like that, and the character is still just fake.
A year later, I haven't finished it, and it seems that I have already failed, and it seems that the role will become a mess, that I will become a failure of society, and that I will be abandoned by the times. I have no income, I barely make ends meet, I am confused, and I dare not buy what I want......
Of course, these are just distortions in the mind. Fear never lets me go, and those lives full of confidence are just no longer afraid of money.
Well, even if everyone lives in heaven, I'm the only one who feels uncomfortable, so I still can't stop my killing. I don't need to say anything, it's me, it's all me, and it's only the stuff that "I think".
I think "I don't believe that other people think that with money you can stop being afraid." After all, it's all fake, does the character think it matters, what kind of saint does the character have, and what if the character can fly away and blow up the universe?
Falsehood is falsehood, including myself.
The character can't touch the real, maybe the character can die, and then let the real in.
I don't know, I don't know until it happens. Today, killing is still what I fear, and I have to succeed. But can you really succeed? Does the presentation of picture elements have anything to do with thinking?
Since it is not omniscient, then thinking to control life is simply nonsense.
I will die, like a handful of dust that will be blown away by the wind. In fact, the very existence of the distortion requires the maintenance of energy. Once you let go, the distortion will naturally disappear. I don't need to do anything to slash, just don't stop the twisted mistress, don't hold on to continue injecting energy.
It's like a twisted spring or something.
It's not about believing anything, it's just about stopping believing. It's not about changing anything, it's just about stopping the grabs.
Fear doesn't greet me, it doesn't talk to me about fear, anything that helps to grab a character can be fear. It's as if the character has to achieve something, even if it is a kill, it must be successful, and it must be able to show off.
If I don't succeed in slashing in my life, it seems like I should consider a different approach or ignore the slash. In any industry, it takes me ten years, not to mention being the leader, at least worry-free.
And I have never succeeded in killing in my life, what awaits me is begging, that is, living like a madman. In fact, it's not that the fear slash isn't done at all, it's that the fear character is at a low point, the fear character is abandoned, and the fear character is unattended.
Fear that "no role exists".
My opponent is not fear, it's all unreal, it's just the presentation of graphic elements. No one will get hurt, no one will succeed, and who will jump into the movie to save what?
Those who enter the movie to change the plot are not to save anything at all, but just to highlight the attributes of their role and express the importance of their role.
Dramatic conflict is a good thing, and it may make me very uncomfortable, even curse that it all happened. But there's no denying that that's the beauty of life.
However, untrue is untrue, and there is no need to discuss these things at all.
If I'm not real, then you should abandon me. As for whether I can kill or wake up, these are beyond my control.
The character of Yuan Changwen has nothing to do with me, as if I believe that killing must touch the truth, so it will lead to fear. Because this belief itself has no basis, it is only guessed by the teacher and a little bit of information in history, and of course it will be frightening.
What else?
Yuan Changwen fell alone in the depths of the lake, and he should not be far from death, so what about those so-called disasters and sufferings?
Can it be better than death? Although I can't see the world's falsehood as much as I can now open my eyes, I can no longer take the world as real.
I'm not real, and the character of Yuan Changwen is not me. Everything is just fear, just emotional tugging. There is nothing mysterious, and nothing remarkable.
The so-called coincidences, the so-called wonderful world, and the so-called exhilarating are all just the presentation of picture elements. Unreal is unreal, there is nothing to discuss.
To break all this, to destroy this life, nothing can stop me. As for whether the killing can be completed, and whether I can throw away the role of Yuan Changwen, I don't know.
Yuan Changwen was a little angry, and he was also a scoundrel, he killed himself? I felt that there was no obstacle, but I was blocked from the door, it was really weird. There is no door, what is stopping me?
Fall, continue to devour me. Thinking about how I am still like this after ten years is indeed terrifying.
Can I change it? No, it's all the presentation of the elements of the picture, and as for what is presented, it is not up to the mind to decide at all. Because thinking itself is the presentation of a picture element.
Moreover, the existence of the future is entirely based on the authenticity of the existence of the past. ()
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