Chapter 437: Do You Regret It?
Han San, I don't have to do it, I can fulfill you. ”
Lu Xiaoya endured the heat and wiped the tears with her sleeve, she is such a strong person, even if it hurts again, she will stick to her principles.
"No--- I don't want you to be fulfilled, I said I love you, this is the most important thing. ”
Hu Hansan felt her attitude, his heart tightened, and he stepped forward to hug her domineeringly.
"Heh, then let me ask you, so that I can have a clean share with those women?" Lu Xiaoya sneered.
"I ---"
Hu Hansan couldn't answer, could he? He hurt Lei Zimo, although he loves Lu Xiaoya, he also cares about Lei Zimo and Zhan Na. Will he be able to dissociate himself from them completely?
He knows himself well and simply can't do it!
"Can't do it, can you? Hansan, so be it. Lu Xiaoya slowly pushed him away and said, "Someone said that we are not from the same world at all, because the disparity in identity is too great. ”
"At that time, I didn't think so, because I felt that I knew you well enough, you are different from those rich second generations, your feelings for me are real, and now I understand, we are really not people of the same world, I can't understand the people of your world. ”
"So let's get it done, it's good for everybody. ”
After speaking, she took a deep look at Hu Hansan, and her eyes were so reluctant and disappointed. When he turned to leave, the tears that he had been holding back broke the embankment.
"Xiao Ya ----"
Hu Hansan watched her leave with difficulty, but he didn't have the courage to keep her anymore, because he felt unworthy, he didn't deserve such a good woman.
"I'm sorry I hurt all of you. ”
Hu Hansan bit his lip stubbornly, and did not wake up until he bit and bleed, and left in a lost spirit. His head was a mess, he couldn't organize any words at all, and he drove away with empty eyes.
When he returned home, he locked himself in his room, and couldn't help but replay the bits and pieces of him and Lu Xiaoya, the process of meeting twice in college, when they met for the first time, they were attracted by this girl's strong and bright appearance and temperament, and later they always made fun of her.
It wasn't until she was in the hospital that she heard her painful voice in a coma during exchange transfusion in order to save herself, but she still insisted on giving herself a blood transfusion. That kind of dedication has moved Hu Hansan to this day, and he began to fall in love with this girl who was willing to give his life for himself, and wanted to give her a lifetime of happiness.
But just facing her heartbroken eyes, Hu Hansan really felt that he was not worthy of others, he could not be called a good man, on the contrary, he would only hurt her, what reason was there to keep her by his side?
The weather outside the window, the original sunny became gloomy and dark, and it rained lightly, just like Hu Hansan's mood. He locked himself in his room until late in the evening when his cell phone rang.
He glanced listlessly, it was Lu Xiaoya's text message, and hurriedly clicked on it, which read: "Han San, thank you for taking care of me for so long, if it weren't for you, I don't think I would be able to survive today." ”
"Now that it's over, then the house you gave me will definitely not be able to continue to live in, fortunately, I have saved a lot of money for such a long time, you don't have to worry about me, I can live well." ”
"Thank you for giving me such good memories, although the ending is a little unbearable, but I am still full of gratitude to you, there is no resentment, we are good to get together and disperse, I am leaving, I left the house key under the mat at the door, come and pick it up when you are free. ”
After reading it, Hu Hansan's pupils shrank, and he hurriedly called her, but he had already prompted to shut down.
"Xiaoya, why do you have to leave!!"
Hu Hansan suddenly rushed outside like crazy.
"Yuning, you're at home, I thought you didn't come back. ”
"What are you doing in a hurry?"
Yang Tianqing, who had just returned home not long ago, saw him running down from the upstairs, and rushed out again, shouting in confusion. But he didn't respond and drove away.
Hu Hansan, who came to the community, went straight to Lu Xiaoya's house, and sure enough, he saw the key under the doormat, opened it and saw that it was empty.
His heart tingled, his eyes moistened, and he punched the wall in a frenzy, and he couldn't control it and roared:
"Why? Why is it all of a sudden, you all have to leave me, it's not what I want at all!!"
Even Hu Hansan, who is much cold-blooded than ordinary people, feels sad because he has lost what he cares about the most.
Dejected, he walked out of the house, sat in the car, lit a cigarette, and was expressionless for a while, he took out his mobile phone and called the old ghost who didn't know where.
"Xiao Hansan, since you returned to China, you kid has been drinking every day, when did you remember to call me?"
Hu Hansan was not in the mood to laugh with him, and said in a low voice: "Old ghost, I seem to have done something wrong." ”
"What's the matter? It's not right to hear the sound. ”
"I --- already have two important women who have left me one after another, old ghost, you tell me, am I really wrong?!"
"Of course you're wrong, I told you earlier, you're playing with fire, and with your current ability, you can't bear it at all, and you'll only get yourself in trouble. The old ghost reprimanded:
"I said that you kid is destined to commit peach blossoms, and if you use it well, you will have a happy life, and if you don't use it well, it will be a peach blossom disaster, and it will harm you for a lifetime. That's why I said that the same woman must not sleep twice, with your current rank, you can't stand the test at all. ”
"I thought I had read a few books and learned from the three wives and four concubines of the protagonists, do you fucking think you are realistic? Do you think you are very powerful? That's right, you are indeed very strong, but no matter how powerful a person is, it is impossible to have three wives and four concubines, unless it is a red dust prodigal girl who is greedy for money. ”
"But look at the few people around you, which one is this kind of woman? The woman you can fancy must have something extraordinary, how can such a woman bear to share with others? Think about it with your pig brain, do you really think that your charm is enough to make them willing to be concubines? Han San, now that it is modern society, times have changed, you are not those brainless protagonists, good women are all rushing up, and they are willing to go crazy for you. ”
Hu Hansan gradually calmed down, that's right, he did have this idea at the beginning, he felt that he could also be like Li, as long as he was strong enough and attractive enough, even if one day the matter was exposed, several of them could accept each other for themselves and live in peace, but as the old ghost said, this is an extremely stupid idea.
Each of them is unique and an excellent woman, so why should they be by their side?
"Then what should I do now?" asked Hu Hansan.
The old ghost said earnestly: "Han San, the most important thing about feelings is fate, no one can say anything about fate, there is a saying in Huaxia that what should come will always come, and what should go will go." ”
"So emotional matters are not controllable by man, and you still have a lot of missions to complete, which is the only reason why the dragon chief is dissatisfied with you. ”
"I see, don't worry. ”
Hu Hansan hung up the phone, he was still very uncomfortable, he was not a cold-blooded person, but in reality, sometimes, he had to be made a cold-blooded person, since he entered the army at the age of twelve, this life was not destined to be his, he couldn't be so selfish. Otherwise, how can so many dead brothers be worthy of them? How disappointed should he be?!
Thinking of this, he lit a cigarette again, suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart, sent a text message to the letter, then bought a case of wine in the store and went straight to the nameless mountain.
Half an hour later, he came to the top of the nameless mountain, sat on the roof of the car with his wine, and looked down at the scenery below the mountain, and the breeze blew, making him more sober.
I remember that on the first night of returning to China, Tang Weier brought herself here to drag racing, and that night the third brother first showed his majesty, fascinating Cai Xin and several unscrupulous girls.
At that time, it was still the world of the underground drag racing party, and now this land has been bought by the developer, and the building foundation has been laid underneath, and I don't know when the drag racing party has shifted its position.
In just two years, he has become a different person, and now he is not Hu Hansan when he first returned to China. has grown into a thorn in the side of many bigwigs, and the upper class respects and fears the head of the Hu family, the famous king of the north.
All of this is carried out according to Chu Siyuan's deduction, every move is his chess, and Hu Hansan is the chess piece.
He suddenly found that the path he was going to take was predestined arranged by others, which was actually quite sad.
However, Hu Hansan didn't blame Chu Siyuan, as early as the moment he entered the legion, he knew very well that he was the same as everyone in the Dragon Regiment, bleeding the same blood, if he felt pathetic? What about Xin, Sister Le, and Ke Qi's countless brothers? Wouldn't it be even more pathetic? Because they were also chess pieces created by Chu Siyuan, they knew from a very early time that their young master was his successor, so they were unconditionally loyal to themselves, if they gave up, what should they do?
Thinking of this, Hu Hansan's chaotic mood completely calmed down.
At this time, a silver BMW rushed up from the foot of the mountain, and after a while, it stopped next to Hu Hansan.
The letter walked down slowly, and the bewitching and cold face looked at him with a hint of puzzlement.
Hu Hansan chuckled: "Don't be nervous, it's nothing, I just want to find someone who knows the roots to drink." ”
Seeing a rare trace of loneliness in his eyes, Xin was stunned, jumped on the roof of the car very easily, and said in a stiff voice: "What happened?"
"It's nothing. Hu Hansan threw a bottle of liquor to him and said: "Xin, I used to think that your biggest problem was cold-blooded, a cold-blooded man to the extreme, if he can't experience the seven emotions and six desires in the world, then he can't be a normal person." ”
"So you can only be a pure killer, and I am the young master who stands in front of you. ”
"But now I envy you, it's good to be cold-blooded, don't be bothered by the world, no wonder Han Yan is dead set on you, you are still indifferent, you see it more thoroughly than me." ”
Xin's expression was a little weird, and he frowned coldly: "You regret it?!"