The standard room rented by Xiao Nan was pitch black, and the only ray of light penetrated through the window and the shadow of the thick curtain shone on the wall, and the breeze outside the window gently stirred the curtain, and the light and shadow kept changing on the wall with the swaying of the curtain.

There was a faint sound of music in the small living room with a low volume like a mosquito humming, and a small green LED light on the ground was flashing rhythmically with the music, which turned out to be a Bluetooth headset stuffed in the ear, and the flashing light illuminated the jade-like and flawless face of Xiao Nan next to him.

Xiao Nan pillowed his arms, a pair of eyes half-open and half-closed, long eyelashes flickering in the dark, and the pupils under the eyelashes reflected a faint light.

The tiny sound of music is leaking from the resonant tube of the Bluetooth headset:

"Because fate once told you, wait

Because in the lonely night you still have yourself

There's no reason to cry, don't be sad about the past

Because there is still bright news in your dreams

Remember that separation, you have wiped away the tears

Why do you always hesitate and dare not continue?

I want to hug you every time and tell you how much I love you

I want to stare at you every time and stop crying

Every time I want to tell you, don't be sad about the past again

Beyond the silence of dawn, there is always sunshine waiting for you

……”

10 minutes ago......

After being drunk, Huzi had a lot of strength, and he pulled Xiao Nan down on his body with one hand, and hugged Xiao Nan's waist tightly from behind with his other hand. Xiao Nan was shocked, the originally dizzy brain suddenly sobered up, and quickly raised his right arm and used his elbow to push Huzi's neck to prevent this guy from bringing his mouth up, this time the force was not small, and he directly rolled his eyes at Huzi;

"I'm ...... This soul fades...... I almost took advantage of him......"

Xiao Nan raised his eyes to look at the guy on the bed again, and actually turned over and fell asleep again. "I'll let you eat my tofu!" Xiao Nan raised his foot and kicked hard on Huzi's buttocks, feeling relieved in his heart, so he turned around and took the camping sleeping bag and moisture-proof mat from the closet, and when he was about to go out, he thought about it and turned back, pulled up the blanket that was kicked to the feet of Huzi, unfolded it and threw it on Huzi, and when he saw that the cover was tight, he turned around and closed the door and returned to the living room.

After laying out the moisture-proof mat, Xiao Nan took off his coat and spread out his braids, turned off the light, shrunk into the sleeping bag, pulled the zipper of the sleeping bag from the inside, and lay down in what he thought was the most comfortable position.

Huzi's hug just now made Xiao Nan break out in a cold sweat, and although his head was slightly dizzy under the influence of alcohol, he was still sleepy, so he stretched out his hand and took out his mobile phone and Bluetooth headset in the coat pocket on the stool next to him, stuffed the Bluetooth headset into his ear, turned on the music player and turned on the minimum volume, and sang an old song softly in his ear......

Xiao Nan was lying on her back with her arms on her back in the dark, her eyes flickering in the dark, and the past of a few years ago turned into countless freeze-frame pictures in front of her eyes, turning page by page......

Fei'er, is the name of the girl in the photo in the pendant, the flower of the 2005 Department of Decoration Art and Design of Q Academy, and Huzi's girlfriend in college. The photo was taken in the summer of 2005, when Huzi and Xiao Nan helped the team win the academy championship as the main players, and as a prior promise and reward, Feier agreed to officially date Huzi, and this photo was taken outside the basketball court where the game was played.

In the past two years, the relationship between Huzi and Fei'er has progressed very smoothly, and on any occasion it is a pair, Xiao Nan, who was originally a close friend + roommate, has been gradually marginalized. Of course, Xiao Nan is also happy to see this couple come to fruition, and sincerely wishes it.

However, there are unforeseen circumstances, just when the relationship between the two is so good that the honey is blending oil, Feier suffered a sudden attack due to an acute heart attack in 2007, and in the most beautiful years of a girl, she instantly withered and left Huzi forever.

Afterwards, only 1 month, Huzi, a wild bull with a height of 185 cm and a weight of 150 pounds in the past, was emaciated to only 130 pounds, and what was even more terrifying was that his entire spiritual world collapsed, and every day he just went to class with a wooden mind, went to eat with a wooden mind, went to sleep with a wooden man, didn't cry, laughed, didn't get angry, didn't talk to anyone, neither went to play basketball nor went to the Internet café to charter a night game, just lived like this walking corpse.

During that time, many of his past friends left this suspected psychopath-like Huzi, and in the end, only Xiao Nan, his only friend, was left by his side.

One day, Xiao Nan couldn't stand it, and dragged Huzi to the street, at this time Huzi had become like a homeless man, his long hair became locks and locks like a mop, and his beard stubble was about to cover his face.

Huzi was still not interested in anything, and was dragged away by Xiao Nan. In fact, he knew that Xiao Nan was kind, and after a few months, Fei'er's death was no longer as bloody as it was at the beginning, but became dull, and he didn't think about it often, and when he thought about it, his heart was like being smashed by a sledgehammer. When I didn't think about it, it wasn't so tingling.

It's just that at this time, Huzi has fallen into some kind of emotion that he can't extricate himself from, as if he is self-hypnotizing, reminding himself every moment to continue to immerse himself in this emotion - sadness, despair, helplessness......

So Xiao Nan felt that he should find something interesting to stimulate this guy who was so numb in spirit and body that he didn't know how much it hurt to prick. Of course, at that time, the store was not in the current location, the business scale was not as large as it is now, and the personnel and vehicles were not very good, but Peng Peng's professional skills and enthusiastic attitude were absolutely unquestionable.

When Xiao Nan proposed to try playing with motorcycles, Huzi still answered with a blank attitude. So Xiao Nan took out his New Year's money + scholarship + pocket money, bought his DIO22 two-stroke pedal, and used this poor little sheep to carry 120 pounds of himself and 130 pounds of tigers, two people with a map to find all kinds of interesting places, the farthest time they took advantage of the National Day holiday to run up to Taihang Mountain, even push and pull two people to drive this combustion chamber only the size of an inkwell to the top of Taihang.

In the face of the majestic Taihang Grand Canyon, Xiao Nan couldn't help but let out a long howl, but unexpectedly got the warm response of the tiger who has been like a piece of wood, the two stood together on the cliff and howled in the air, the roar of the tiger from the beginning of the grief and indignation to the later agitation and heroism, as if this long howl shouted out all the sadness and depression in the tiger's chest.

After coming down from the mountain this time, Huzi seemed to be a sudden change of person, and became enthusiastic and confident again, Xiao Nan knew that he had finally walked out of the shadow of Fei'er's departure, but unfortunately this medication had side effects, and a big boy who was originally quite simple gradually degenerated into a harmonious horse.

In fact, Xiao Nan faintly felt that the pain left by Fei'er to Huzi had been engraved in the deepest part of his heart, and it would never be able to heal with blood. Huzi's change of girlfriends one after another is nothing more than a hint that he doesn't care about women, in fact, these girls just haven't been able to enter Huzi's heart, because Huzi's heart has been thickly wrapped by himself, and no one can easily walk in.

Of course, understanding is one thing, accepting is another, Xiao Nan is still quite dissatisfied with Huzi in terms of feelings, but this kind of private matter as a friend can't say too much. Especially now, Xiao Nan, who has become a woman, is even more inconvenient to say anything.

"Huzi, this stubborn guy, there is really nothing to do with him......"