Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered his grandmother and remembered the scene of his grandmother's death.

Suddenly, that sadness was enveloped in an instant, and tears couldn't stop flowing up. All along, from the beginning of the killing, Yuan Changwen has always been in a state of wanting to cry without tears. Even if you kill that uncomfortable attack, it will only leave a tear or two.

Yes, from the beginning of the slash, Yuan Changwen's tears can be counted in drops.

But at this moment, the tears can't stop flowing upward. In the depths of the lake, tears are easily carried away, and before you can experience the feeling of tears sliding down your cheeks, the tears have completely dissipated.

I never thought that my grandmother would occupy such an important place in my mind.

I don't allow this kind of influence to exist.

Although I didn't think about my grandmother's thoughts, it was clear that I still wanted to make her happy. Before becoming the first person in the empire, he would think that one day he would be beautiful and take his grandmother around.

It's a pity that my grandmother didn't wait for the day when she was beautiful.

I'm happy because of my imagination, and on the other hand, I just don't agree with the state of the moment. Always thinking that things are turning out or that something is not right.

There is no right or wrong, but they always think that some things are right and some things are wrong. So, trying to correct those wrong things becomes the driving force behind your actions.

Poverty is wrong, so work hard to earn money. It's wrong to be lazy, so even ineffective efforts are more reassuring than resting. It is wrong for others to do this, so you must correct what others say or do. It would be wrong to harm my own interests, so I can't be harmed.

Even if it is damaged, it must be exchanged for something, which is the so-called "giving to gain", so that you can be safe in the damaged state.

But what's wrong?

The basis for those who are wrong comes from the future.

For example, it is wrong to destroy the environment because it will lead to a future environment that is so bad that it makes it easy for people to get sick. However, once one tree is destroyed, two trees can grow in an instant, so is it still wrong to destroy the environment?

Even, it doesn't have to be so extreme. Even under the existing so-called scientific laws, the environment is destroyed, and then the rapid development of economy and science and technology will save the environment again. In this way, the environment is preserved, and the economy and technology are developed, so is it still wrong to destroy the environment?

Only the real and the untrue, the rest is whitewashed.

Even if I can be sure that "if I touch the flame with my bare hands, I will inevitably get burned", it is only a guess that "if I touch the flame with my bare hands", I will inevitably get burned. Even if I'm pretty sure, I can't change that this is just speculation.

Nothing is wrong, all are just visual elements that are perceived at the moment. Time does not exist, and those so-called mistakes will not have any impact on the future.

It's like a picture of a man slaughtering a village, and then the text "This is wrong" comes to the minds of everyone next to them. It is simply absurd to use picture elements to explain picture elements, just as it was to use picture elements to prove picture elements before.

I can't believe what's in my head.

Of course, strictly speaking, there will always be something to believe. Even if you "don't believe in anything", this is a kind of belief in itself. Characters are always fake, so no matter what, as long as the character still exists, or the flesh still exists, then it must only be a fake.

Even the Buddha and Jesus are false beings.

Actually, logically, what will definitely be believed. Perhaps, it is the belief that "reality must exist". In other words, I don't believe anything, and then I don't believe in this sentence itself, so I silently watch the character's thinking from the perspective of a theatergoer.

This kind of theater viewer mode itself thinks that the characters are not real.

Perhaps, maintaining the theater watching mode for a long time is also a kind of practice.

Of course, this is just my guess, after all, I'm not done yet, and who knows what the future holds?

From a real point of view, the practice itself is also a kind of nonsense. It's like an eraser trying to wipe himself clean, which is simply not logical. The practitioner himself will be eliminated by the practice, so who is practicing and who is eliminating the practitioner?

What kind of noise is the noise of the outside world? Sound itself is a limitation, that is, a false thing, and when I stand in that position of awareness, these are just perceived elements of the picture.

It's like a painting, painting noisy sounds, painting demons dancing, but after all, it's just a picture element.

My grandmother died, and I thought about my grandmother's funeral, and more about the actions I made at the funeral. It's all the character himself, even if he cries bitterly, but it's still showing off the character's various attributes.

Character, how can you tell me not to kill you? Not only do you have to give my rubber band to the funeral, but you also have to accompany my grandmother. Perhaps, your means are skillful, maybe your tricks are endless, or you are afraid that the bewitching woman is unpredictable.

None of this is useful. Because the unreal does not exist, the worst case scenario is that you will kill like a madman in this life, but there is no progress. Unfortunately, this is the worst case scenario for reality, just one of many, and the worst is the character!

I'm still not crazy enough, I can ignore everything, just go and kill. However, there are always so many things that need to be done by yourself, and you always think that the world will not turn without you. And those people and things are all important to the characters. How important is this importance?

Which thing is important that doesn't come from fear? Is it dead without that importance? Is death a bad thing? These things are completely inexplicable, and they don't know where they come from.

I really can't know, what I think of as the past, those things in the past, are just one of the elements of the picture that I perceive at this moment. Although these emotions are very real, I can be sure that I have experienced all the past, and what childhood smiles and pains I have experienced.

It's a pity that after all, it's just a memory that I perceive at this moment. Isn't this kind of authenticity the embodiment of careful planning? I don't know if time passes linearly, but it's all arbitrary.

I know "I don't know", does that count as a kind of knowing?

Waste issues.

I'm not done yet, so why sit down and rest? Maybe the characters are so powerful that I don't think I can move forward. Or, perhaps, the fear of that voluptuous woman drag show, prevented me from discovering something obvious.

Just like at this moment, I always think that I used to be mentally retarded, and these things can be seen by anyone with a brain. But in fact, I just haven't seen it for so many years. Even if I heard about it, I just laughed.

Can you succeed by yourself? After the killing is completed, you don't even have yourself, what kind of success is this?