709 Different girls, same choice
Brother Dong rushed to the ward, met with me in a hurry, stayed for less than two hours, and then left again, and for the next period of time, I began a boring life of recuperation.
Shengdong Company, which used to be quite lively, is now collectively imprisoned, leaving only me and Shi Yigang, plus Zhang Lin and An Tong, the four of them got together and lived idly in Dr. Ma's private clinic.
Unconsciously, more than ten days have passed, and under the care of Dr. Ma, I can barely walk on the ground, although my body is still very weak, but there are still signs of improvement.
This morning, I took advantage of Zhang Lin's time to go out to buy food, and I wanted to smoke a cigarette secretly, but I rummaged through the whole room and didn't even pick up a cigarette butt, so I went downstairs in a hospital gown, planning to go to the supermarket outside and come back with a pack of cigarettes on credit.
After going downstairs, I stood in front of the glass door on the first floor and looked at it for a long time, and after confirming that Zhang Lin would not come back for a while, I pushed the door open and walked quickly to the supermarket across the street.
"Han Fei!" I had just walked a few steps, and suddenly I heard a female voice calling my name, and I thought it was Zhang Lin, so I turned around, with an embarrassed smile on my face, but when I turned around, after seeing the person who called me, the smile suddenly froze on my face, and I looked at Lin Xuan behind me: "...... Why are you here. β
'Smack!'
Lin Xuan looked at me, his eyebrows were full of angry expressions, and then his slender arms were rounded, and he slapped me firmly in the face: "Han Fei, you bastard! I was waiting for you to celebrate my birthday at the water spring, but you bastard, you lied to me and said that you were going to do something, and what you said was to assassinate my father, right?!I fucking treat you as a friend, what do you treat me for, are you a naΓ―ve idiot! or a three-year-old child?!!
Lin Xuan pointed to my nose and scolded with great emotion, attracting pedestrians on both sides of the street to look sideways.
"Look at what the you see, the little two are fighting, I've never seen it!" Finding that the people on the street were looking at us, I stretched out my hand and dragged Lin Xuan, and walked quickly to a small alley next to the hospital: "You are crazy, do you know what kind of place this is, you dare to come here to mess around! Once you are seen, do you know what the consequences will be?"
"Nonsense?!" Lin Xuan looked at me with an angry face: "Han Fei, do you still have humanity? At the beginning, you promised me again and again, saying that you would go to Shuiquan to celebrate my birthday, but you shot and injured my father in the back, and now I came to you to ask for an explanation, but it turned into nonsense, right?"
"That's not what I meant. Seeing Lin Xuan's angry look, I was a little speechless: "I asked you to go to Shuiquan at the beginning, it was indeed a lie I made up, because we had already set to deal with Lao Fang that day, so I didn't have a chance to go to Shuiquan at all, but I asked you to leave, just to avoid you being hurt." β
"Get out!" Lin Xuan roared and interrupted me: "You deceived me in order to protect my safety, but you went to attack my father, what the fucking bullshit logic, it was my birthday! By what you've done, you're qualified to say to me, don't you want me to be hurt?"
"I don't have a choice. In the face of Lin Xuan's series of accusations, I was full of guilt, but I responded helplessly: "Dealing with Fang Devils is the goal of our people, this has always been our goal, this has been the beginning of your acquaintance, you just know, Lin Xuan, to be honest, I take you as my friend, and you are a very good friend, but the relationship between you and me does not make me soft on Fang Devil, so even if God gives me a chance to do it again, I will still shoot." β
When Lin Xuan heard my answer, he instantly quieted down, looked at me very calmly, and after a while, he slowly spoke: "Even if it's for me, you won't let go of the old house?"
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry. After three seconds of silence, I responded softly.
"Han Fei, from the moment I met you, I thought that there would be countless possibilities between us, but what I never expected was that between you and me, everything would end before it started. Lin Xuan, who was originally very angry, suddenly showed a smile: " You are a man who can bring women's fantasies, but your ability to smash other people's fantasies is better than your ability to attract women, when I know you, I appreciate your kindness, because your kindness can bring people around them a sense of security, and many women, what they lack is this sense of security, now it seems that I still misread you after all, I only remember your kindness, but forget your other identity, in the final analysis, you are still a bastard who will do whatever it takes to achieve the end. β
"......" I was completely silent when I was refuted by Lin Xuan's words.
"I'll never have a birthday again in my life. Lin Xuan pursed her lips, shed two lines of tears, and turned to leave.
"Lin Xuan, I ......" I wanted to open my mouth to keep Lin Xuan, but when the words came to my mouth, I didn't even have a suitable reason, Lin Xuan was right, I believe that in this world, there will be no woman who will have a good impression of her father's enemy, although the devil is not dead, but my bullet makes Lin Xuan's heart cold.
Watching Lin Xuan stride out of the alley from the other side, until the figure disappeared at the mouth of the alley, I stood in place and sighed deeply, I don't know why, this time Brother Kang and we teamed up to deal with Fang Devil and Mao Yuejin, it can be said that it was a big victory, but I couldn't figure it out, why I should have been happy, but I couldn't be happy at all, because of these bad things, my friendship with Lin Xuan was shattered, and the three gourds disappeared without a trace, I squatted on the ground, picked up a cigarette butt that had been stepped on, held it in my mouth, lit it, and the spicy smoke choked me and coughed again and again, I don't understand why, as time goes on, I lose more things than I gainγ
Squatting in the alley for a while, waiting for the cigarette butt in my mouth to burn out, I got up and planned to go back, when I turned around, I was looking at Zhang Lin at the entrance of the alley, Zhang Lin saw that I found her, smiled, walked forward, took out her own lady's cigarette, stuffed one into my mouth, raised her hand, and helped me light it.
Seeing Zhang Lin's extraordinary behavior, I frowned slightly: "What have you seen?" β
"I saw them all. Zhang Lin lit a cigarette for me and took another one in her mouth: "From the moment she slapped you, and then you dragged you into the alley, I heard all your actions and conversations." β
"Whew!" After listening to Zhang Lin's words, I took a deep breath, and a thought suddenly popped up in my heart: It's over, something happened again.
Sure enough, Zhang Lin looked at the direction Lin Xuan left, and her voice was a little low: "You like her, right?"
"No, we're just ...... Friend. I thought about it, and felt that this statement was not convincing, and continued: "When I was in Mongolia, Dongge asked me to kidnap her, but I experienced something in the middle, she saved my life, in order to repay her, I let her go, there are always a lot of accidents in the middle, even if the two of us know each other, but it is only a general friendship, after returning to China, there has been no contact. β
"You're lying. Before I could finish speaking, Zhang Lin interrupted me: "Han Fei, in this world, I know you better than anyone else, you can deceive others with this set of rhetoric, but you can't hide it from me, there is something in your eyes when you look at Lin Xuan, I feel that you like her." β
"Don't talk nonsense, it's impossible. I pretended to be indifferent and smiled: "Don't forget, on the night of the chief fire, I almost killed Fang Devil with one shot, with the hatred between me and Fang Devil, how could I like her daughter." β
"Even if you can fool me, but can you fool yourself. Zhang Lin took his eyes off me and looked at the narrow street scene at the entrance of the alley: "The eyes you look at Lin Xuan have a lot of brilliance that I have never seen before, and this kind of look of yours only appeared when you were with Gao Lei, but not for me or Min Yan, it is precisely because you don't have that look in your eyes when you look at Min Yan that I have the original intention and confidence to dare to compete with Min Yan for you." β
After being exposed by Zhang Lin, I was like a child who had been caught stealing, standing in place, looking helpless, just smoking a cigarette.
"I have fantasized countless times, one day you look at my eyes, there will be that full of tenderness of brilliance, you know, your eyes, has appeared in my dreams countless times, I thought you were hurt by Gao Lei, so many years have not come out, until today I understand, you are not without feelings, just simply do not like me, I thought you would be my sun, unexpectedly, you still can't hold the streamer after all. As Zhang Lin spoke, tears fell to the ground, blocking the way of the ants, Zhang Lin stretched out his hand, pushed the ant to the side with his fingernails, and said softly: "Han Fei, from this moment on, I give up on you!"
"I've said a long time ago that it's impossible between you and me, it's just that you've always been paranoid about it. Hearing Zhang Lin say the word give up, I felt a little relieved: "Strange to say, in my heart, I have fantasized about any possible relationship with you, but there is no lover this way, Linlin, you are a good girl, you should not be ruined in the hands of my scumbag, to tell you the truth, until now, I am a person who will not take care of my own life, and my resistance to you is because I don't want to hurt you." β
"Actually, you're missing the most important point. After listening to my answer, Zhang Lin wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "The guilt and protection you feel for me in your heart is exactly what hurts me the most." β
"Yes. β
"Xiaofei, I want to leave ......"
'Brush!'
After listening to Zhang Lin's words, I looked at her and shook my head very resolutely: "Impossible, I said, you must stay with me until we completely clean up the devils." β
"Is it really safe for me to stay by your side?" Lin Xuan looked at me and asked rhetorically, and then he didn't have the heart to quarrel with me: "No matter what today, I have to leave, otherwise, I will tell Brother Dong about the relationship between you and Lin Xuan, in this situation, if Brother Dong knows about the relationship between you and Lin Xuan, what will happen to her, do you still need me to tell you?"
"......" felt the threat in Zhang Lin's words, and I was stunned for a moment.