Chapter 186: The First Step 486

It's all magical, and without the twist in the mind, the world becomes magical and interesting.

Unfortunately, I don't have the heart to laugh like a child.

Now, in the decay and devouring, once you face up to the killing, you will fall into an inexplicable depression. It's as if it's so low that it's about to explode.

This has become an automatic behavior and seems to be a state of non-compliance. For me who used to be, this state of course needs to be avoided, right, negativity, depression devouring darkness, etc. However, that part of the judgment has been killed by me, and I don't think so.

Wrong.

Yuan Changwen found that he seemed to be arguing with reason.

This feeling of devouring the low voice, I interpret as no judgment. When I don't judge the good or the bad, then the negative emotions just appear.

However, when self-definition pulls on me, I use personal preference to shirk and kill.

The question is, why do I kill when I don't hate falsehood? Is it because I think devouring represents progress, represents false brokenness, so I let it go?

Even, they will look forward to the appearance of negative emotions.

Yuan Changwen felt that something was wrong, all of them were the presentation of picture elements, what was he entangled in? The character was false, what was he trying to sort out?

The whole judgment should not exist, thinking that the feeling of devouring represents progress, which is just the teacher's words. I don't know, and I can't be sure. Perhaps, this simply means stagnation.

No, you can't say that, you can't be sure is you can't be sure.

I'm just aware of the devouring sensation at the moment, that's all. There is no meaning, no deep hidden meaning, none.

The busty character seems to be a spontaneous act of fantasizing about punching and kicking himself in different scenes. Maybe the content of everyone's fantasy is different, but the goal is the same, that is, the character must win.

Like a madman, he wants to destroy everything in front of him, including himself. I don't want to continue to live, and the anger in my heart wants to break through and tear my body apart.

There is nothing important, but there is always something important to be deceived about. There is nothing real, but everything is true. Is it true that because everything is false, it is reasonable to take falsehood for truth?

I don't want to know why, and I can't know why. Yes, these are all representations of pictorial elements, but so what? This sentence is not an excuse to stop killing, it is just a description of the state.

The picture element directly presents "I take the false as the real", so at the moment, the picture element is presenting "I am killing", is there any problem?

There is no need to explain, personal preferences are personal preferences, there is nothing to say.

Funnily enough, when I think that the visual elements directly present "I take the false as the real", it means that I can't do anything about it, so it's just a simple endorsement.

So, when I think that the picture element directly presents "I'm slashing", why don't I simply recognize it and watch myself slash?

I was caught up in thinking about the future, always trying to find the perfect criterion for what I should be doing. It's ridiculous, who knows what they're supposed to do?

Don't be funny, thinking is just a hindrance. It doesn't matter what the character is supposed to do, unreal is unreal.

That's right, it doesn't matter if you kill or not. It's not that the elements of the picture directly present "I take the false as the real", so I don't kill it. Or, find a reason to continue slashing.

There is no connection between the two at all, just a distortion in the mind that binds it together, as if there is a causal relationship. I've been doing this all my life, judging, analyzing, and then acting. It never occurred to me that judging the analysis itself is.

When I choose not to act, I have already determined something, which is a subjective judgment. The so-called resignation is such a misunderstanding.

It's not "sitting still", it's not "moving", it's that I don't know.

The picture element says, "I take the false as the real," and then what? I can't do anything about it, and then what? Is this a reason for me to continue killing or to stop killing?

Any reason is, and it needs to be killed in itself. A kill based on a certain reason is just the product of a distorted trade-off in the mind, and it is nonsense in itself.

There's no reason, just do it.

Yuan Changwen felt that he had been entangled in this problem for a long time, but it was still not destroyed. Every now and then, this question arises and then leaves yourself at a loss. And there was a state of resolution before, but it seems that it needs to be killed again.

Let's kill slowly, anyway, I don't lack time, it doesn't matter at all. It doesn't matter what the role of Yuan Changwen is, it's just the presentation of the picture elements, what's important? It's just the conclusion judged by the distortion in the mind, is it worth believing?

Roles are important, life is important, life is important, money is important, happiness is important...... These judgments seem self-evident, as if they should not be discussed at all. However, when I wanted to discuss it, I realized that it was all a product of emotion.

Where am I important? Where is life important?

No matter how you interpret it, it is wishful thinking and an unfounded affirmation. It's as if I was born to think that I was important, and I was born to flesh out the role.

Even, the presentation of picture elements in this way will make me feel ridiculous.

No matter what I do, it's a presentation of the elements of the picture. It doesn't show what I didn't do, which is called the future. But as long as I do it, then it's the presentation of the picture elements, and what can I do with the things that have already been presented?

Also, I can't tell which presentations are good and which ones are bad. Because this is simply a distortion in the mind, this judgment is only the result of humble and narrow cognition and knowledge, which can only be described as pitiful.

What should I do?

This question is, how do I know what I should be? Believe in the distortion in the head, then directly use the brain to judge and weigh. If you don't believe in the distortion in your head, then follow the flow and choose according to the heartbeat.

Either way, you can't predict it in advance.

Yuan Changwen felt that he was chaotic, as if he could not organize effective thinking at all. "It's all the presentation of picture elements", this sentence is like a-stirring stick, which completely confuses your brain.

I don't have to dwell on the characters, it's all unreal.

Damn it.

Yuan Changwen was completely chaotic, and the depths of the lake were no longer calm, and countless bubbles slowly rose, as if witnessing struggle and chaos.

What I thought was the dawn was actually just the evening? (https:)

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