Chapter 1897: I Don't Want to Die (Extra 2)
Before meeting Luo Jiahong, inside the car.
Jiang Guangnan stretched out his hand and handed Shen Tianze a piece of bread: "Eat some." ”
"JB is going to die, how can you still have the heart to eat?" Shen Tianze waved his hand.
Jiang Guangnan forcibly stuffed the bread to Shen Tianze: "Are you scared?"
Shen Tianze hesitated, first unscrewed a bottle of mineral water, drank two sips, and then wiped his mouth and asked, "Aren't you afraid?"
The words fell, and the two were silent.
I don't know how long it took, Jiang Guangnan stuffed the dry bread into his mouth and responded in a low voice: "In my life, I have been afraid of two things. ”
"Which twice. ”
"I'm really scared this time because I have everything, it's ...... Can't afford to lose. Jiang Guangnan turned his head to look at Shen Tianze with a pale face and said, "I don't want to die." ”
"I can see that. Shen Tianze nodded.
Jiang Guangnan ate the bread, lowered his head and continued: "And when I did something for Brother Jiu for the first time, I was also afraid?"
"Kill that second brother?" Shen Tianze also tore open the bread bag.
Jiang Guangnan nodded: "Yes, it's ...... to kill that second brother in the wilderness!"
"Afraid of something?" Shen Tianze asked.
"No!" Jiang Guangnan shook his head.
Shen Tianze was stunned.
"At that time, I was mainly afraid that I would do things by myself, but I didn't do a good job, and I couldn't get along. Jiang Guangnan said very frankly.
Shen Tianze was silent for a long time and said: "In fact, among our brothers, only you know what you want best, and you know what you want from the very beginning of your career." ”
"Huh. Jiang Guangnan smiled, turned his head to look at Shen Tianze and said, "...... My dad had three brothers in his generation, and he was the second. When I was young, my uncle worked in the township, and my family lived very well. But my dad is the only one who is nothing, drinks a lot, and loves to play with money......!"
Shen Tianze listened quietly.
"When I was in elementary school, my dad was basically not at home, and as long as he came back, he must have drunk a lot of money, and he often beat my mom. Jiang Guangnan paused at this point, and said in a trembling voice: "What about my mother? In order to provide for me to go to school and earn some living expenses for my family, she does odd jobs for others in the farmers' market, I remember very clearly, twelve hours a day, I earn thirty yuan!"
Shen Tianze lowered his head and lit a cigarette.
"A family of three lives, tea, rice, oil and salt, sick injections, daily expenses, how can this money be enough?" Jiang Guangnan looked at the windshield in a daze: "So, at that time, I especially liked to go to my grandmother's house...... Because the uncles and uncles in the family are very filial and often stuff money for the old lady, I can eat something good when I go. But...... I still remember what my grandmother looked at me when she saw me...... He has three grandchildren and a granddaughter, but the way he looks at me is different, it's really different. ”
"What's so good about eating in the countryside?" Shen Tianze replied with a lot of life experience: "Potatoes and cabbage are considered delicacies of the sea." ”
"I lied to you that you were a grandson. Jiang Guangnan said with a serious face: "When I was in the fifth grade of primary school, I didn't eat a piece of meat at home for nearly a year, and the vegetables I ate for half a year were all without soybean oil...... My mother used the pork fat that the neighbor boiled out and didn't want, and put a little bit of it in the cauldron, and even if she borrowed the flavor, she would pull it in! Over the years, I have a problem, do you know what it is?"
"What?"
"I have diarrhea as soon as I eat something big oily. Jiang Guangnan said with a smile: "Wang Ran said that I am a dog's belly and can't eat good things." ”
Shen Tianze was silent.
"Oh, by the way, there's one more thing I remember very clearly. Jiang Guangnan tilted his neck to look out the window and recounted in a low voice: "One year there was no work in the farmers' market, and my mother had an illness in the autumn, and she stayed at home for two months without making any money...... But in the end, I didn't even borrow twenty dollars. At that time, I was a little sensible and felt sorry for my mother...... At night, he pushed three wheels to steal coal. But I didn't dare to go to other people's houses, for fear of being caught and beaten, so I went to my third uncle's house to steal ...... Once, when I went at eight o'clock, he had drunk and had not slept at home...... When I heard there was movement outside, I was blocked in the toilet......!"
Shen Tianze frowned when he heard this.
He ...... Knowing it's me...... I didn't say anything...... The wooden door of the toilet was screwed shut with wire from the outside. Jiang Guangnan lowered his head and said: "It's more than 20 degrees below zero, I shouted in the toilet for more than two hours, and he didn't care about me...... Later, my mom came to find me...... Seeing that I was shivering from the cold, my emotions were a little out of control...... I shouted to him, do you know what my third uncle did?"
Shen Tianze took a hard puff of his cigarette.
"He slapped my mom in the face of me. Jiang Guangnan glared at the beads and said, "My third aunt and cousin are all watching at the door, and no one is pulling ...... I still remember the way they looked at us. ”
"You were harder than me when you were young!" Shen Tianze sighed.
"Xiao Ze, I have understood a truth since I was very young, if this person is not doing well, your relatives with the strongest blood relationship will look down on you!" Jiang Guangnan said in an excited voice: "People like us can't compare with Luo Jiahong, Luo Jiajun, Lu Tao, and Ai Qing." We don't have a rich and powerful dad like Lao Luo, what we like, we can only rely on ourselves...... So I told myself from the very beginning, either don't enter this circle, or if you do, I'll have to be a master! Lao Tzu can't be a rich second generation by himself, so let his son do it! Others are lazy, I work, others work hard, I work hard, I work hard, I work hard, I work hard...... I can't decide where I want to go, but I can definitely decide who will get to the finish line first. ”
Shen Tianze looked at the emotional Jiang Guangnan in a daze, and suddenly asked, "Do you think so now?"
"......!" Jiang Guangnan was silent.
"Do you think so?" Shen Tianze asked.
Jiang Guangnan turned his head to look at Xiao Ze, grinned and said, "Jiang Guangnan would have chosen that way in the past, but now it may not be." ”
The two looked at each other, and Shen Tianze grinned: "Hehe, this is true!"
"Knock knock!"
The sound of banging on the car window sounded, and Lu Sang-hyuk shouted in a low voice: "It's almost, it's time to go." ”
Shen Tianze paused for a long time, stretched out his hand to push the car door, looked down at Jiang Guangnan and said, "...... After tonight's business, I'll find a way to change your identity in Myanmar D and make you disappear completely!"
Jiang Guangnan nodded, looked at Ozawa and said, "If I can't get out......!"
"!" Shen Tianze immediately interrupted when he heard this: "Hehe, the sky is more than 20 degrees below zero and you haven't froze to death, what is this matter, let's go together!"
Jiang Guangnan grinned: "Well, let's go together!"
PS: Today's five chapters are updated, and tomorrow's update will return to normal.