There are still two days left to report to the new company next Monday, and Xiao Nan, who has a job to settle, suddenly has a sense of tension, because she has never gone to work since she underwent transformation, in addition to going back to her hometown and going out to find a job, there is also an indispensable morning exercise every day, Xiao Nan has stayed the longest in this small standard room, and the person who has the most contact every day is probably the aunt who sells breakfast downstairs, so when I think that I am about to go to work in a company with dozens of people, I work with more than 20 real girls all day long in that open working environment, and I am the soul of a boy wrapped in the shell of a beautiful girl, I can already feel an invisible pressure, like an impostor, crappy candidate, when facing a full field of examiners with sparkling eyes - thorns in the back, like pins and needles.

"Go! I'm idle, why scare myself!" Xiao Nan wiped his face with both hands, and jumped up from the bed with a flick of his legs. "Instead of worrying about it here, why don't you do something meaningful......

Xiao Nan's so-called meaningful things are just washing clothes. After all, girls need to pay more attention to neatness and neatness than boys, Xiao Nan's clothes naturally have to be changed more diligently than when she was a boy in the past, and her women's clothes are so few, and she has already changed them all over the week, plus her routine of daily morning exercises, and sometimes punching bags for a while before going to bed at night, intense exercise makes her close-fitting clothes always soaked with sweat, and she has no choice but to change them when she sweats, and now the clothes changed in the big basin in the corner of the bathroom are about to pile up into a hill.

Fortunately, there was a broken washing machine abandoned by the previous tenant in this rented standard room, and when Xiao Nan first moved in, the washing machine would not turn at all - otherwise it would not have been abandoned. She gave full play to her mechanical and electronic expertise, disassembled it to find the problem, bought some parts and tossed it for two or three days, and repaired it, otherwise so many clothes would have been rubbed by impatient guys like Xiao Nan with their hands, which would really kill her.

Unscrewed the timer, the broken washing machine in the bathroom "rumbled", Xiao Nan kicked his slippers back to the bedroom, and pulled out a notepad and ballpoint pen from the drawer, intending to allocate the schedule for the next two days. This time I finally waited for the notice to go to work, Xiao Nan has been feeling that there is no decline in his heart, and finally a stone has fallen to the ground, living alone in this city, when he has no work, he always feels like a rootless duckweed, and now he finally finds a down-to-earth feeling.

It's just that the price paid is to lose the right to spend your own time freely, and you can't have any weekends when you work in a small and medium-sized private advertising agency like Top Advertising, and you should be thankful that you can not be called to work overtime and have a complete Sunday off. As for working overtime on weekdays, it is simply commonplace, and if you encounter a particularly important job, it is not surprising that you stay up all night and work overtime.

"Taking advantage of the last two days of free time before reporting to the company, I should hurry up and finish all the things that need to be done, otherwise I may not have time when I get to work, and I can get everything done in these two days......" Xiao Nan gently bit the ballpoint pen with his mouth and carefully recalled what else he still needed to do:" The Z4 modification parts I sent from Taobao should also arrive.,The modification thing can't be delayed.,There's no time to toss when you get to work;This time looking for a job, Huzi helped me a lot.,I should invite this soul to have a meal and thank you;and...... I should...... I'm going to meet Xiaoting......"

Speaking of Xiao Ting, Xiao Nanxiu frowned and couldn't help but feel sad again.

"Just like what Huzi said when he enlightened me that day, the lives of Xiaoting and I have been integrated through the ritual of Dr. Shi, and no method can cut off the connection between us, this truth has already been understood by myself, but I have never thought that Huzi said it as thoroughly. Xiao Nan leaned on the head of the bed and pulled the ends of his braided braids, thinking silently in his heart: "However, it's one thing to know the truth, I really want to face Xiao Ting, and face the relationship that I paid a heavy price for but was destined to part, I really ...... I can't bear the bitter reluctance in my heart......"

She sighed faintly and thought: "But I can't never show up, what should come will definitely come, I can't escape forever for the rest of my life, reveal my true self now to face Xiaoting, this is what I have to do sooner or later...... Even if it's not this time, even if I don't speak this time, it's good to look at her from a distance...... With Xiaoting's personality, she must have had a hard time during this time...... But what kind of face, what kind of identity, and what kind of way should I face her..................?"

A pair of feet in cotton slippers gently lifted and fell gently, and the owner of the foot consciously slowed down and walked carefully on the log floor. The hallway echoed with the sound of music that seemed to be nothing, like a transparent fiber floating in the air, so ethereal that it was difficult to capture.

At the end of the short hallway, a soft light leaked through the crack in the door, and the sound of music was obviously coming from the narrow door. The woman in cotton slippers quietly walked to the door that was not closed tightly, and hid in the shadows and looked through the crack in the door.

“…… I was strolling in the sunset that day

A pair of lovers are seen snuggling up to each other

At that moment, the past came to my mind

In an instant, tears rained down my eyes

Last night I stood still in the rain

Looking across the street motionless

It was like going back in time

I couldn't help but burst into tears......

…… Life is like a farewell

Goodbye from the beginning to the end

What you have is gradually scarred

When I look back at the way I came

We met that day on the street

Greet each other and smile in return

We hugged each other and waved goodbye

When he turned around, he was in tears......"

The mini stereo in the room plays a slightly sad melody, and Xiaoting sits at the head of the bed in a light beige pajamas printed with cartoon bears, listening to music while repeatedly wiping her pink sports helmet that she wore when she was in a car accident.

The soft cloth gently rubbed the large shocking scratch marks on the right side of the helmet, even if the fingertips were through the fabric, the depth of the scratches on the helmet could be clearly felt, and Xiao Ting's heart felt an involuntary throbbing. To this day, she still didn't dare to take the initiative to touch this ominous memory, and her fingers quickly swiped over the large and terrible marks to move to the back of the helmet's head, and finally rested on the sunflower reflective sticker.

"Lovely Sunflower, always smiling, warm everyone around her with her lovely smile......" Xiao Nan wiped the position of the back of the helmet with a soft cloth, uncovered the adhesive of the sunflower reflective sticker and carefully pasted it on it, and took out a marker pen as if by magic and wrote "Give it to my favorite Ting'er, love you forever Nan" This line of small words.

"Here you go! Put it on, and you won't be blown to tears by the wind and lose the makeup on your face in my car in the future. Xiao Nan handed the helmet to Xiao Ting's hand: "Remember to wear it when you get off work in the afternoon, you will use it when I drive the motorcycle to pick you up." ”

The line of small characters written by Xiao Nan has now been rubbed so blurred that the handwriting is almost unreadable, and only the words "Ting", "Love You", and "Nan" can barely be seen. Xiao Ting's slender fingers gently brushed this line of handwriting, as if brushing Xiao Nan's gentle lips, and her vision blurred a little for a moment.

"Good, don't move...... Xiao Nan put the long hair on Xiao Ting's forehead behind her ear with her hand, put the pink sports helmet on Xiao Ting and help her buckle the safety buckle, then took two steps back and looked up and down, and nodded with satisfaction: "Not bad! I look like a female knight when I put it on, and then I walked over and grabbed Xiao Ting'......s little hand: "Let's go, let's go to the mountain road to bend!"

"But the weather isn't very good today, it's cloudy outside......"

"What does it matter! From now on, you are my sunflower, and every day with you is sunny ......"

"What about you, what are you?" asked Xiao Ting with a smile.

Xiao Nan winked at Xiao Ting playfully, turned around and pointed to the back of his helmet's head with his hand: "I am a pea warrior, a knight who guards Princess Sunflower......"

One drop, two drops...... A few tears silently dripped down the helmet in Xiao Ting's hand. "Xiao Nan, the injured princess has stood up again, but the knight who swore to protect the princess, where are you now?

"What is the child's mind...... Still can't let go of that Cheng Xiaonan......" Liu Juan, who was quietly standing outside the door, shook her head, turned around silently, and quietly left the door of her daughter's room along the corridor as she came, and from the crack in the door that was not closed tightly, there seemed to be a slight sigh.

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The duo of the mobile phone alarm clock software and the mechanical alarm clock on the table woke Xiao Nan up from her chaotic and clueless sleep, and a new day began again.

"Sigh" opened the curtains, the sky outside the window at six o'clock has been white, Xiao Nan yawned and got up to wash and comb his hair, when he got dressed, he found that he actually washed the last coat he wore when he washed his clothes last night, and those washed coats are still hanging on the balcony and have not dried yet, and now he has no coat to wear.

"Oh, why am I so stupid, how can I get out of here!" Xiao Nan ran to the closet and opened it with a hint of luck, and there was only a pair of unopened black leggings in the bag, which was bought by her sister-in-law An An and given to her. Other than that, the closet was empty, except for a large cardboard box, which contained all the clothes she wore as a boy before her transformation.

Lifting the cardboard box, these boys' clothes were neatly folded and placed in the box, remembering that Huzi had persuaded Xiao Nan to donate these clothes to the mountainous area, anyway, she couldn't wear them and put them away, it was a waste of resources, but Xiao Nan didn't agree - she had always imagined that one day, she could have the opportunity to wear these men's clothes that once belonged to her, but she didn't expect this day to come so soon.

It's just that at this time, she is still a beautiful girl and has not changed back into a boy......