The road of life is never smooth sailing, full of ups and downs and full of opportunities. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoIn the same era, some people will have regrets of love under the trick of fate, and some people will rekindle the courage of love because of each other's persistence......

Three days after Hong Yanwen arrived in the capital, Chang Xianzhang, who was far away in the "Wuqi Cadre School" in Xingkai Lake, also had to face his true feelings.

Chang Xianzhang really didn't expect that he had been away from the capital for eight years, and in addition to his sister who stayed there, there would be many people who were deeply thinking about him. They were his two former students, Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan, and his former lover who had automatically cut off all contact, thinking that he had already married another woman.

On the desktop is a letter written to him by the "head teacher", which was specially brought to him by Hong Yanwu and Chen Liquan. According to them, it was all the head teacher who could not send it, and in order to send his thoughts, he had to sandwich a small part of the old books in his home.

Yesterday, I don't know if it was out of fear or guilt, he didn't dare to look at it at the time, and he didn't even dare to ask in detail. It wasn't until this morning, after putting two students who had come to visit him on the train, that he finally mustered up the courage to open the letters.

This look was out of control, he didn't let go of every word, it was simply tears and sincerity, which brought a great impact to his soul.

“…… I know you love me, and I love you even more madly. Love is a flower that has been watered since the beginning of human beings. Why should we suppress our emotions and make this flower wither? You say that our situation is bad, but no matter how bad the situation is, we can always accommodate this little flower of love. You know what? When we were in two places, I used to have sleepless nights. The only hope was for your reply, but you were so cruel that you stopped writing back to me and sent me all my letters. Tell you, I can't find any other happiness than you say......"

“…… My family forced me to meet a lot of people, but no, I think of everyone I see. You should know that emotions can't be fake. True love is only once in life, and I can't fall in love with a second person except you......"

“…… I advocate freedom, first and foremost the freedom of love. Pei Duofei's poems are ridiculous in their opposition to love and freedom. This thorny world is really bad, but did you know that there is another word called 'duel'? Why can't we fight a duel with the hateful outside world, and for the sake of love, we should break through all cages. Frankly speaking, even if you don't want to fight with me, I have already decided to declare war on the world, even if I am the only one! Even if you are willing to start a family with someone else, I will never marry someone else, this is probably what you often say, my stubbornness lies......"

In a trance, Chang Xianzhang remembered many past events that had been sealed for a long time, those memories that were only indifferently avoided but never forgotten, as if they were illuminated by a burning light source at the same time, all of which were vividly presented in front of him like movie pictures.

He remembered the whispering with her under the old elm tree on campus, he remembered the joy of watching lotus flowers with her by the Guanzi River, he remembered the boat with her on Fanzhou Lake in Beihai, and the rain that day, the umbrella that day, the two hands holding together, and the sweetness that will always ripple in his heart......

Yes, he finally figured out what the emotion that had been haunting his soul was, it was clearly a kind of sorrow, a kind of regret, what shocked him was that he had never felt this way when he was so old, this feeling came so suddenly, so strongly, it made him difficult to restrain for a while.

He thought that returning the letter from the "head teacher" would make the girl change her mind. But who would have thought that the "head teacher" would be such a passionate woman with such a strong feeling. After such a long time, she is still waiting for him stupidly.

To be honest, for so many years, he has been strengthening his belief with "for her good". But now that I think about it, I'm afraid that the truth is not that he has the courage to sacrifice for love, but that he is avoiding love out of unbearable weight. He has not only broken her heart, but also delayed her youth! How cowardly, how low, and how bad his actions were.

As soon as he thought of this, Chang Xianzhang couldn't stand it, he suddenly felt a blockage in his throat, and a hot current gushed out from the depths of his soul, and at this moment, his stubbornness for many years completely collapsed......

He had never cried like this, it was a heart-wrenching pain, and he tried his best to suppress himself, biting the corners of his mouth so hard that he would not cry out loud, this feeling was so uncomfortable. He felt that he could not breathe at all, and the heat that was rushing out of his breath could not find an outlet, churning and rushing in his body, causing his body to twitch violently. And he didn't control it in the end, and couldn't help but howl......

Chang Xianzhang's father, Chang Zhongkun, and his mother, Xu Meimei, entered the house at some point. They couldn't help but glance at each other when they saw the letters on their desks. Regarding this matter, in fact, through Hong Yanwu, they also learned something about it yesterday, and now they are not ignorant.

Xu Meimei couldn't help but comfort her son, "Xianzhang, you cry, it will be better to cry, and men will cry too, this is not a shame." ”

Chang Zhongkun also said, "It's not a shame, it's worth it for such a girl." She...... What's your name?"

"Gu Lingye, her name is Gu Lingye. ”

Chang Xianzhang finally cried enough, wiped away his tears and calmed down, he was silent for a while, and completely made up his mind.

"Dad, Mom, I'm going back, go back to the capital to find her. ”

But unexpectedly, it seems that his parents had expected this, and they were all very supportive.

Even Chang Zhongkun said very approvingly, "In my opinion, you should go back." Didn't those two of your students say that the capital is about to change drastically? Maybe you can go back and try your luck, maybe my hat will have a chance to take off as soon as possible, and in that case, you and that girl will not be a problem. ”

Chang Xianzhang was very surprised when he heard this, and couldn't help but ask his father.

"Dad, aren't you the most disgusted with running relationships and going through the back door? Why are you ...... now?"

Chang Zhongkun sighed lightly and said in a low voice, "I think the same way now, and I oppose relying on favors to do things." However, there are exceptions to the human life. It's still your student named Hong Yanwu, who made me through yesterday. I don't think about myself, I have to think about you, not for you, but for that girl. You'll be forty in a few years, and the girl will be over thirty. I can wait for rehabilitation, but you and that girl can't afford to wait. After all, I am a mortal body, how can I let the two of you completely delay my life for my personal principles. It's a pity that it's not enough to run a relationship just by friendship, but the current situation of our family ......"

"Dad, don't worry. I have money, and when my two students left today, they left me 500 yuan and 100 catties of food stamps, just for me to go back to the city to run relations......"

Chang Zhongkun and Xu Meimei were very unexpected, and after glancing at each other again, they couldn't help but sigh heartily together.

"Son, you haven't been a teacher in vain in the past few years, such a student, the two of us have been doing education for half a lifetime, and we haven't met a ......" (To be continued. )