Chapter Ninety-Seven: Secretly Sad
After experiencing a reluctant transformation into a girl, Xiao Nan knew that girls did not live as easily and comfortably as some people imagined, and for her, her life became more confused and helpless, and the pressure on work was not reduced slightly, but there were many more troubles out of thin air, such as girls' "holidays......
Xiao Nan's physical condition today is simply terrible, sitting in front of the computer desk has been feeling dizzy, a bit like running to the Internet café to play for two days LOL did not close his eyes, not only the head is a little dizzy, the body is also soft and has no strength, and the lower abdomen has been dull pain. If that's all, the most terrible thing is that the back hurts endlessly for no reason, but today's work is surprisingly busy, so Xiao Nan doesn't even have a chance to take a breath.
Early in the morning, Yang Feng threw a thick stack of information on Xiao Nan's table, the last time he contacted the product album has been negotiated with the customer, because the time is more urgent, he will immediately transfer to the layout design program, this work he completely handed over to Xiao Nan to do, and set a very strict schedule.
It stands to reason that this is an opportunity for a newcomer who has just joined the company to fully show his ability, if Xiao Nan is usually excited to put into work immediately, but for her today, this stack of materials has become a heavy burden.
However, work is work, even if you are not feeling well, you must do it - this is the professionalism that Xiao Nan has always been most proud of, and in fact, most of the professional women Xiao Nan knows treat their work in this way without exception.
People always feel that time flies in the tense work, and when Xiao Nan noticed that the surrounding atmosphere was not right, she found that most of the company's colleagues had already gone to eat after work, and only Li Tong who had been waiting for her to get off work was left around, Li Tong wanted to pull her to the street to find something delicious, Xiao Nan was uncomfortable where did she have this mood, and more importantly, she didn't dare to move around casually, so she had to say that she was uncomfortable and didn't want to eat.
Disappointed, Li Tong had to embark on a journey to explore food by herself, and Xiao Nan was left alone in the large work hall at this time, although she was very hungry but had no appetite at all, and it was uncomfortable to sit on her stomach, so she simply turned off the computer and picked up her coat, and walked to the rest area behind her with her hands on her waist, and lay down on the comfortable rocking chair with her coat.
This kind of bamboo-made rocking chair is not very comfortable to lie on, Xiao Nan feels that there is no heat on his body, and it is absolutely impossible to fall asleep, so he can only close his eyes for the time being. She lay hungry for noon, until the work area outside became lively again, and the colleagues who had eaten and rested at noon returned to the company one after another, and Xiao Nan returned to her seat lightly and continued the work that was not completed in the morning.
In the afternoon, Xiao Nan's discomfort was still not alleviated, but fortunately, I don't know why Xu Hui has not appeared in the company today, but there is one less person who always makes her mood blocked. She forced herself to devote herself to her work, thinking that she would forget about her discomfort when she was busy, even though it didn't work at all.
Finally staying up until the end of work, Xiao Nan walked out of the company gate with a small backpack in a daze, and floated into the elevator as if in the clouds. "Xiao Cheng, what's wrong with you today?" you look very bad, ......," asked Li Tong, who was off work with her. Because today after work late, there are only a few girls in the elevator who are advertising for Top, and those men who like to squeeze around with their shoulders have long since run out.
"I'm fine...... Xiao Nan hurriedly pretended to be casual. I can't gossip about this kind of thing, right?
"I really can't stand it, so I'll ask Xu Hui for leave. Li Tong said a little worriedly: "Today, you look like you are going to die or live, if you can't do it, don't hold on to ......it."
Xiao Nan's face was hot, probably because he subconsciously leaned on the table and pressed his waist and his stomach in every interval between waiting for the computer to be saved, and these small actions were seen by Li Tong next to him, so that he had already guessed something. "It's really fine, just go home and get some sleep......"
The elevator "ding" to the negative first floor, as soon as the door opened, Xiao Nan quickly escaped, so as not to say a few more words and be exposed by Li Tong, although several colleagues next to her were also girls. Before she could get to her Z4, the phone in her pocket rang.
"Hey, who's that?" Xiao Nan didn't even notice her unkind tone.
"Yo, what's the matter, who messed with you? It's like eating gunpowder......" As soon as I heard the voice, I knew that it was Huzi, a slut. "Do you have time at night, come out and sit?"
"What are you doing?" Xiao Nan asked angrily.
"What's that...... Something you want to tell you?"
"Can't you say it on the phone? I've been working all day during the day, I'm so tired that I don't want to go out at night. "Nonsense, can you tell you the real reason?
"I can't tell you on the phone...... Otherwise, I'll go to your house to find you, and I'll have a meal or something......"
"It's so beautiful! don't even think about it!" Xiao Nan immediately became nervous when she heard it: "You are not allowed to come today, have you heard!"
"Uh...... If you don't let you rub the rice, forget it, why are you so fierce?" Huzi was a little depressed, and he didn't know who provoked this little aunt today, but he hadn't seen her so fierce for some days. "That'...... Will it work tomorrow?"
"Not tomorrow! Not the day after tomorrow!"
"Then when do you say, I really have something very important to tell you......"
"I don't know! Anyway, I can't do it lately, I'm not allowed to come to me, that's it, hang up!"
Xiao Nan puffed up and pressed the hang up button. "Damn fellow, don't pick a ...... time"
A few female colleagues who watched Xiao Nan's whole process of answering the phone not far away asked Li Tong in a low voice: "What's wrong with Xiao Cheng......?
"It's okay, it's okay!" Li Tong explained to the other girls nonchalantly. "It's time for a period......
Li Tong's words were like a basin of cold water pouring Xiao Nan from head to toe.
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As soon as Xiao Nan entered the house, he threw down his backpack and helmet and hurried to the bathroom, took a moment to clean himself up and returned to the bedroom, and fell down on the small wooden bed and felt like he was falling apart.
Huzi was quite obedient, and he really didn't dare to come to Xiao Nan after making a phone call, but Xiao Ting that Xiao Nan was looking forward to seeing the most never came to her again, but just sent a few text messages to tell her some precautions, such as not being exposed to cold water these days, paying attention to keeping warm or something, so that she must take care of herself.
Xiao Nan was half-lying at the head of the bed holding the hot water bottle, in a very bad mood. Maybe people will be in a bad mood when they are not feeling well, and they will be cranky when they are in a bad mood, for example, when she recalled that she was a boy, she sometimes met Xiaoting to menstruate, his boyfriend has always been taken care of before and after running, what delicious food you want to eat, no matter how far away you immediately drove the locomotive to buy it, boiled brown sugar ginger slices to drink, poured a hot water bottle on her stomach, and specially bought an electric warm baby for Xiaoting to send to the unit, and send her to work to pick up ......
But what about herself? Except to take care of herself, who else would think about her at this time? The hot water bottle had to be boiled and poured by herself, the brown sugar water had to be boiled and served by herself, and the sheets had been stained and had not been washed, but she could not be exposed to cold water these days, and her blood stains could not be washed with hot water...... She hadn't eaten since noon, her stomach was so hungry that she didn't want to move......
"Damn! what the hell am I thinking!" Xiao Nan patted his face vigorously with both hands, so that he could quickly wake up from this self-pity emotion: "I'm not a real girl, I don't need someone to take care of me!"
That being said, Xiao Nan's mood did not improve a little. In the past, Xiaoting would always lose her temper in such a situation, but today I finally understand that this bad mood is really difficult to control. Xiao Nan was lying on the bed alone and secretly sad, and suddenly the phone rang again, Xiao Nan immediately got up from the bed and threw it in the pants pocket at the head of the bed and took out the phone. She couldn't figure out why she suddenly became so excited when she heard the phone, maybe in her subconscious there was a thought of "someone is still thinking about me after all", right?
"Hey, who's ......" Xiao Nan's voice was low and full of tiredness.
"Son, I'm your mother, how are you doing lately? Don't say call home, it's really ......" There was a big voice full of strength from my mother Li Chunhua on the phone, a friendly native accent, and a familiar tone, which made Xiao Nan's heart melt in a warm family in an instant.
"Mom......" Xiao Nan couldn't finish a word, and the tears of grievance poured out of her eyes like a broken faucet, and she was out of control......
When you grow up, you will leave your parents, and in front of your girlfriend, you can only show your strong, tough, gentle and careful side, as if you can't be crushed by any difficulties, and you can't beat any illness; in front of your colleagues and friends, you are only willing to show your warm, sunny and sincere side, you seem to never be sad and sad, and you are full of sunshine everywhere you go.
But in fact, you are just an ordinary boy, you will also be sick, you will be sad, you will also have weak moments, and even suddenly one day, you are no longer a boy, you are just a weak girl, but you are holding on to the so-called man's self-esteem, thinking that you can still be the same as before, in fact, everything is different for a long time, but you don't admit it......
In front of their parents, children will always be children, if you feel wronged and sad, cry happily in their arms, only they, will never laugh at you, they will use their warm arms to hold you in their arms, just like when you were a child......
"Son, girl, what's wrong with you!" Li Chunhua was startled by Xiao Nan's cry. "If you have any grievances, just tell your mother!"