I got on the train to Huhai again.

Li Jun sat by the window, looking out the window of the green train, and reflected on this business.

He felt that he was still too simple, and he had not yet come out of the simple thinking of the teacher.

Although he is now an uncle in his forties and fifties in his heart, he has long passed the age of not being confused, and it is almost destiny, but in the last life, he felt that living in the world is just for peace of mind and steadfastness.

Then after being reborn, half of his heart was cautious, but half of him still followed the old way of life, and he believed too much that people who were "familiar" with him could make ghosts grind, and he didn't know that money would also provoke ghosts.

This kind of defenselessness shows that his current psychology is actually in a situation of entering and not entering.

It's like the psychology of middle-aged people as depicted by psychology.

The height that a middle-aged person with normal intelligence can achieve in his psychological development is not only related to the social environment, but more importantly, his own subjective efforts. People who are diligent in practice, actively in contact with society, in touch with new things, constantly expanding the field of life, constantly updating their knowledge, and have the courage to explore and create, their mental abilities continue to grow throughout middle age. Otherwise, it will stagnate, or even decline early.

Li Jun has worked in the ivory tower for so many years, and has been living a simple and pure life on the campus of the ivory tower, his thoughts, world view, and values have been stereotyped, and he has been ready to do that all his life.

But his father's unexpected serious illness and his son's condition made him aware of the problem, but he has not changed his original appearance.

In the last life, his son's serious illness and the weight of living mortgages and car loans made him breathless, and he understood that it was an era when a serious illness could bring down a middle class, and he gradually walked out of the campus ivory tower and entered the society at the age of forty-five, but with a very simple heart.

But society and campus are really different, although he is a senior intellectual, but because he has always just wanted to be in the ivory tower, causing him to have a lot of social imbeciles, he can only learn from scratch like a young man, that outside era really belongs to young people, the times are completely different, his so-called ivory tower knowledge is theoretical, which makes him reposition himself, in order to adapt, in order to make more money, he practiced, worked hard, constantly ran back and forth between school and society, and changed his home that was half collapsed because of serious illness.

In fact, the essence of his psychology has not changed, and the pride in his heart has not actually compromised with the real society.

In the sound of the train, Li Jun's thoughts returned to the past.

"Doctor, you must use the best medicine, I want to save my father, I want my mother to live for a few more years, you must be the best medicine, I don't care how expensive it is. ”

So Li Jun's old house was sold.

And then the father was still ...... A life.

My father is gone, and the house is gone.

finally married his wife Wang Yao, he started anew and finally paid the down payment on the house......

Gave birth to a lovely son, a beautiful daughter.

But the son fell ill again, and he couldn't afford to be sick, and when one person fell ill, the whole family collapsed.

In that where a person is seriously ill, it can bring down a middle-class family.

The distance between the annual salary of the middle class and the annual income of tens of millions of the rich is a Great Wall, so the middle class and bankruptcy are separated by a serious illness.

The middle class can't afford to be sick with millions worth tens of millions, let alone the bottom under the gold tower.

At that time, many people were terminally ill and unwilling to drag down their families, so they asked their families not to waste money, no longer go to the hospital, and no longer take a box of life-saving pills for thousands of dollars...... And then dragged and waited for death.

Li Jun had seen a lot of people like that in the hospital, and they had to be sent to the hospital at the last minute, but it was too late, and then he saw how much they were nostalgic for the beauty of the world in their eyes in the last days of their lives, but ......

If you are not born in a rich and noble family, you do not have the right to choose to continue your life.

It feels like the ancient Mongolian steppe, in winter, when those old people are short of food, far away from the tribe, and they can't waste food anymore when they live a handful of years, so they freeze to death in the depths of the grassland, just to leave their little rations to their grandchildren.

Maybe that is the barren grassland of the past, although there is only grass, but that generation has been passed down from generation to generation, and the barren land has long been a great genius like Genghis Khan.

History is so similar in later generations, families who are not rich, families at the bottom, families who are very poor, they have a serious illness, the real situation is that they do not treat, do not leave the burden to their relatives, choose to wait for death, or watch their relatives die.

But Li Jun can't, his son is only ten years old, how can he bear it, so he forced himself out of the ivory tower, a dignified university teacher whispered to work part-time in the company, just to make more money.

In order to earn a little more money, he suffered a lot of part-time jobs, inner troubles, super loads, and accumulated overwork, so that he died suddenly.

Ambition dies before it is rewarded!

Leaving behind a good wife, a sick child, and a young daughter who don't know what kind of life and future you don't know......

In the last life, my father was like all parents,

I hope that my son will surpass himself and soar, and hope that his son will become a dragon, but people always have ideals and ambitions, although they have different levels and directions. However, not everyone has been able to achieve their ideals and ambitions as they wish. As a result, parents often place their hopes on their children for unpaid ambitions. However, genetic qualities, environmental conditions, and many other drivers and variables play a role in the development of things that cannot be influenced by individual wishes, and history and opportunity are inexorable. At the same time, the children's intentions and the parents' expectations do not necessarily match.

My father wanted to be a university scholar, a simple scholar, an intellectual, and he did what his father asked, but he lost himself and turned himself into a person in an ivory tower, thinking too simply about the sinisters of society.

At this moment, he seemed to have figured out something.

He found what he wanted.

That is, in this life, he must have his own ideals and smelt in the melting pot of society!

The future is the golden twenty or thirty years of reform and opening up, and it is a new era. Everything grows wantonly, dust and dawn rise, rivers converge into rivers, nameless hills rise into peaks, and the world is incomparably open.

Why didn't he go all out to participate in such a commercial era?

The hypocritical second generation of the factory, the greedy second generation of the factory, and the second generation of the factory who sought money and killed did not break Li Jun's adventurous heart, but instead stimulated his ambition.

In this life, Li Jun wants to enter the business world, fight all over the world, fight against predators, and fight with those future business prides!

It's so fast to think about, and he's a man with the Prophet as his back!

This adventure completely awakened the other party that Li Jun wanted in his heart.

This kind of thing is - a complete transformation of the mind that came out of the ivory tower!

He has completely let go of his hands and feet in his heart, and he wants to do it boldly!

He wants to compete with the bad guys, the wicked guys, the hypocrites, the people in wolf's clothing!