147 Broken mirrors have always been difficult to reunite

"Phew... It seems that I have a very strong sense of rejection for cigarettes!"

Bai Xiaosheng wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, but then she regretted it a little, the nausea in her mouth and throat made her want to vomit. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Originally, although I had quit smoking for many years in my previous life, I had no problem smoking one or two cigarettes.

But this body in this life... The rejection of the smell of smoke was so strong that when she smoked now, it felt like a large amount of haze mixed with sand and dust, all choking into her throat.

Her body is not suitable for smoking at all, and she has a slight allergy to the smell of smoke.

There is no way to get allergies.

This series of changes made Mu Zeyang stunned, and then before he could react, the girl patted the rippling chest. But he smiled a little awkwardly.

"Come to think of it, I'm still not a good smoker. ”

Bai Xiaosheng eased his breath and glanced at his subordinates, just blinking, looking a little playful.

"Well, this is normal, many girls are not used to cigarettes..."

Mu Zeyang didn't know what to say for a while, but just smiled cooperatively.

However, Bai Xiaosheng didn't take the conversation, but pondered for a moment, looked at Mu Zeyang, and suddenly said, "You are too obsessed. ”

“... Why did the boss say that?"

Mu Zeyang was silent for a few seconds, but then said so.

Bai Xiaosheng looked at the floating misty smoke and whispered: "Your eyes, your expressions, and your movements all show that you are addicted to past memories and can't extricate yourself." ”

The girl sometimes looks at the mirror so stupidly, and the expression in her eyes is similar to Mu Zeyang.

Infatuation will always be ruthlessly hurt.

Mu Zeyang was even more silent, although he wanted to refute, and even wanted to pretend to be generous, but in the end he sighed deeply.

He looked at Bai Xiaosheng's deep eyes, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Boss, you look so delicate, but you speak so old-fashioned." ”

"Maybe I'm more mature!"

Bai Xiaosheng shrugged his shoulders, his long eyelashes falling on his eyelids, casting a thin shadow in the light.

In terms of the age of the two lives combined, she and Mu Zeyang can be said to be the same generation.

"A genius like the boss is really extraordinary everywhere!"

Seeing the girl's pretended old-fashioned appearance, the haze in Mu Zeyang's heart dissipated a little, but he couldn't help laughing.

This can't help but make him feel a little emotional in his eyes, if he hadn't been deceived by his fellow villagers for the first time in his business, if it had gone well, he might have gotten married a long time ago, maybe his own children would have been the age of the boss by now.

When he thought of his children and his marriage, he couldn't help but think of the woman who had been with him and had gone away, and the cigarette in his hand was unconsciously pumped into his mouth, hoping that the misty smoke would fill his throat and lungs, and then anesthetize all his emotions.

"Cigarettes and alcohol are good things, numbing the human nerve touch, relieving emotions and stress, but..."

Bai Xiaosheng looked at her subordinates quietly, and then glanced at the snuffed out cigarette in her hand, the white cigarette butt was matched with a charred black fire mark, and the thick smoke made her feel dizzy.

She said slowly: "This numbness is only temporary, and smoking and alcohol can't get you out of this confusion and haze of the mind." ”

Bai Xiaosheng didn't want to pour this kind of chicken soup on Mu Zeyang.

But the other party's situation is somewhat similar to what she once encountered, so that trace of resonance makes her want to enlighten this capable subordinate.

"Boss..."

Mu Zeyang's expression was a little complicated, but after hearing Bai Xiaosheng's words, he couldn't help but pause as he smoked a cigarette in his hand.

He didn't expect that a man in his forties would be lectured by a girl less than twenty years old, and this sense of contrast was a little uncomfortable for him.

However, he has seen a lot of miracles brought by the girl boss, and deep down, he doesn't completely treat the boss next to him as a little girl.

Bai Xiaosheng said: "Ask yourself, did that woman love you?"

"I think I've loved it. ”

Mu Zeyang was stunned for a moment, and then nodded slowly.

Tan Rong and he graduated from the same university, although they are several years apart, they also learned about it by chance in the company later. The two have this identity at work, and they naturally get along with each other with a little more intimacy than others.

At that time, the other party was still a very young college graduate.

From colleagues, to friends, to lovers, to ex, in a blink of an eye, but more than ten years have passed...

Bai Xiaosheng asked, "Then do you still love her now?"

Mu Zeyang shook his head, a little confused: "I... I don't know. ”

"She is already married to a wife, even if she divorces that Duan Long, will you still be with her?"

Bai Xiaosheng smiled, his fingers crossed together, the black nail polish contrasting with the white knuckles.

"No... No, it won't. ”

Mu Zeyang was silent for a few seconds, and then shook his head with some difficulty.

Now that the matter has come to this, he thought about it, if this kind of thing really happens, he will not go back to the past with Tan Rong.

Even if he lets go of his dignity and principles, he can't let go of the thorn in his heart.

"Yes! It is difficult to reunite when the mirror is broken, and it is difficult to collect it when it is covered with water!"

Bai Xiaosheng suddenly got up and stood up, patted Mu Zeyang's shoulder, and showed some complicated emotions between his eyebrows.

She walked to the door and pushed the door of the office open the crack, and a little light shone in from the outside, falling on Mu Zeyang's face, this change of light made the middle-aged man squint.

"There are only a handful of loves that can withstand the test of reality. ”

Bai Xiaosheng smiled slightly, but couldn't help but think of Su Susu, that little girl's love for her was very rare.

Emotions that can even be crossed over by life and death.

"The better you are, the more choices you have, and there's no need to hang yourself from a tree. Sometimes, if you look at it from a different angle, you may see different things. Bai Xiaosheng stood at the door, the light outside the house was against the light on her body, if the enchanted demon girl descended on mortal dust, she said calmly: "Mu Zeyang, you are my very good employee and subordinate, I hope you will devote your limited energy to a bigger cause, rather than being limited to some things that are long between men and women." ”

"When you make a choice, ask yourself first, what do you really want?" Her pupils were as bright as pearls under her eyes, so radiant and moving, "I will help you solve Duan Long's matter this time, but I hope that you can really be on your own in the future." ”

After the girl finished speaking, she didn't look at Mu Zeyang again, but sorted out her clothes and walked out slowly.

Leave Mu Zeyang to sit here alone.

"Old... Boss..."

Mu Zeyang held a cigarette in his hand and looked at the girl's departing back motionlessly, and after a long time, he spoke a little hoarsely, and then suddenly snuffed out the cigarette in his hand. (To be continued.) )