Chapter 1296: Heartache
"Dad, can you give me another chance, can you come back to life, I think you really shouldn't be at your age, you know? For many people over eighty, your life has just begun, how can you die in your sixties? How can you leave me alone in this world, you know? Qin Feng, the good son-in-law in your mind, he doesn't want me, he can't fit me in his heart, it is useless for you to match again and again, and it is useless for you to faithfully entrust before dying, because the family didn't help me at all, in fact, I can't blame Teacher Yao Jiali, and then the family can't help at all, because Qin Feng doesn't listen to Teacher Yao Jiali, Yao Jiali says what Zhuo Qin Feng opposes, and he always ......"
Zhuo Qinfeng again?
Hearing this name, Zha Xiaoyu seemed to have a strange feeling in his heart, and he didn't know how many times he had heard this name today.
Obviously, this man doesn't love the boss at all, obviously this man is not good at all, this man's temper stinks, this man can't speak, this man puts on a stinky face all day long, pulls a face all day long, in fact, when he is happy, he has never seen this man laugh, even if there are good things, this man can't laugh happily once, why does a woman always worry about a man like this, why does a man like this always make this woman forget?
There are so many men in the world, and there are so many excellent men in the world, why can't the boss open his eyes and look at others, for example, look at me next to him?
Me?
When Zha Xiaoyu thought of this, he raised his hand and slapped him lightly in the face, how did he do it? Why do you always think of yourself? Why do you always think of yourself and have a relationship with your boss? No!
The relationship between the boss and the boss is just the relationship between the worker and the boss, just the kind of employment relationship, just a relationship between work and service, how can it be an emotional relationship with the boss, in fact, all the women in the world are dead, and it is impossible to have any love relationship with the boss, because love is love, because career is career, because part-time work is part-time work, because the people at the bottom of society are the people at the bottom of society, and the people at the highest level of society are the people at the highest level of society, these two kinds of people are two worlds, but-
Zha Xiaoyu thought of it again, this hard truth, how can people from two worlds walk together?
So I can't walk with Yan Xiaotong, a little gangster, So everyone is a gangster, but his own gangster seems to be different, his own gangster seems to have a clear conscience, because he did not deceive others, because he did not build his own pain on the pain of others, nor did he build his own happiness on the pain of others, his own pain, just his own pain, his own happiness, only happy himself, mixed with himself, only mixed with himself, he only suffered his own loss, he only suffered his own loss, he wanted to be happy, he was only happy with his own happiness, his own happiness never affected the happiness of others。
However, Yan Xiaotong was different, he thought to himself......
Zha Xiaoyu thought of his girlfriend again......
No, no, no!
It's a former girlfriend, when he thinks of this woman, his heart hurts, although he has no love with this woman, although there is no real love that exists, although that love has never come at all, but when the day of loss, maybe it's a family relationship, maybe it's getting along with this woman for a long time, maybe it's sharing hardships, so this boy still has a trace of sadness in his heart, or that kind of faint sadness, his heart is painful, not for the lost love, but for the two worlds people can't be together, and sad。
He mourned his sorrow, he agonized his pain, and he did not know how to forget.
Zha Xiaoyu really wants to live again, just like his boss said, he really wants to live again, if he gives himself a chance to live again, then he will definitely choose Tong Xiaoyan. If you give yourself another chance, then you will definitely pursue Miss Tong from high school, you must catch up with Miss Tong in front of Yao Zhihang, and you must choose to know Tong Xiaoyan in high school.
However, fate is so unbearable, because Tong Xiaoyan and himself were arranged to meet in high school, because there was no same class in high school, because the two people in high school were in different schools, and because they were lucky enough to come together in college, but when he thought of this, this boy had a little doubt about himself, since they met, they didn't necessarily love each other......
Zha Xiaoyu suddenly thought of a question, he thought that Tong Xiaoyan and Yao Zhihang knew each other first, the two of them were the real childhood sweethearts, the two of them knew each other first, but did Yao Zhihang get Tong Xiaoyan?
Tong Xiaoyan fell in love with Yao Zhihang, right?
Never, never regarded Yao Zhihang as a man, never regarded Yao Zhihang as a best friend, however, Yao Zhihang is still so pursuing, from high school, until now, I don't know how long I have been chasing, and I haven't chased Tong Xiaoyan. However, when he was in high school, he was able to catch up with Tong Xiaoyan if he knew Tong Xiaoyan before Yao Zhihang, right?
Maybe not, if you love someone, if you have affection, then you should love each other......
Zha Xiaoyu thought, if Tong Xiaoyan's heart is intentional, even if it is not too late to know Tong Xiaoyan now, if Tong Xiaoyan does not have this intention in his heart, then what if he continues to know him in his mother's womb?
That's not good, just like uncle and Tong Yue, even when they were young, even if they met once when they were uncles and students, at that time Tong Yue was just his substitute class teacher, but when uncle and Tong Yue met, they didn't feel it at all, but now maybe their mentality has changed, maybe their mood has changed, so they will have a kind of admiration for Tong Yue, it should be like this, right? This boy thinks about it, and seems to feel that he knows a lot, if he also changes-
Zha Xiaoyu finally figured it out, he raised his head suddenly, looking at the sky, the sky in this suburb is so blue, the environment here must be very good, because the sky here is Chunlan Chunlan, there is no trace of pollution, and there is no haze, the sky is so pure, so clean, as translucent as the eyes of the woman he loves the most, so thorough, so clear, it makes me feel relaxed.
However, if the mood changes, if the mentality changes, if your aesthetics also change, maybe you are not in love with Tong Xiaoyan, maybe you will have a woman who loves you very much, maybe there will be a good woman.
Zha Xiaoyu really thinks that love is destined, and love is not artificial, his idea seems to be a little too extreme, he seems to be waiting for a real love to appear, he seems to feel that Tong Xiaoyan and himself are still not fated enough, but at present, since Tong Xiaoyan is not married.
Since Tong Xiaoyan is still single, since he is still single, then he should work hard to pursue the same primary school, no matter whether Tong Xiaoyan loves himself or not, whether he can persist or not, whether he is poor or rich, no matter what his own conditions are, no matter whether his talent can be compared to Tong Xiaoyan.
Of course, his talent can never be compared to Tong Xiaoyan, because this is the case at school, he himself is just a scumbag, and Tong Xiaoyan is really a scholar.
"Dad, I really don't know you left so early, I, I don't know why my mother left us so early, maybe if my mother is here, you don't have to be so sad, you don't have to be so melancholy, you don't drink often, I know you don't have a good time, so you often drink too much, that's why you make your blood pressure so high, so your body will get worse and worse, right? If I am given another chance, I will definitely be a good daughter, I will definitely be a good student, I will definitely be a good employee, I will definitely help you shoulder all the responsibilities of the company, I feel very tired now, I feel that I have to look at the family after work, I feel very tired, I don't know how you did it in the first place......"
Zha Xiaoyu listened from the sidelines, he didn't know why this eldest lady always regretted it there, and kept regretting it.
Isn't it the same to work hard now?
It's just a lost loved one who doesn't come back, does it make sense if you continue to work hard?
The question seemed to slash at the man's brain like a thunderclap, making the man's brain buzz. If this theory is correct, then all your efforts are useless?
His parents are gone, his grandparents are gone, his former glory and wealth are gone, he hasn't had time to enjoy, he hasn't had time to spend money, he hasn't had time to show off, he hasn't had time to show how rich and noble he is, and now he has nothing......
Zha Xiaoyu thought that he was still asking for what the boss said, and he was still listening to what the boss said, these words felt meaningless, in fact, his thoughts were not the same, if he gave himself another chance, he would definitely be a good student, a good child, and a good grandson in the eyes of his grandparents.
It seems that since elementary school, my parents seem to think that they are not a good child, and my grandmother seems to feel that she does not like to read, and she is a sinner.
Because of good learning and well-behaved, I don't seem to have either of these things.
He once asked himself how well he studied and how well-