"Before that, I wanted to know what Lili really thought. ”

One of the things that Su Yuqing is more worried about now is that in front of others - except for Gao Zixiu, she is still the same as before, but it seems that just like in front of Gao Zixiu, her mood seems to be unstable, and it is easy to think of something like depression...... It's better not to have it, but this disease is psychological, and in normal times, if the other party doesn't show it, it won't be reflected at all.

If not, it's the best.

But if it is......

Su Yuqing hesitated, but for a while, she didn't know what to do.

I had to say: "But before that, you ......"

"I know. Gao Zixiu whispered, "I won't bother her for the time being." ”

Su Yuqing didn't know if this was right, she took a deep breath, turned around and returned to the ward, and saw that Shi Zeli had already laid back on the bed, and when she heard the voice, her whole body trembled at a frequency visible to the naked eye, but she still didn't look at it, and the roses on the ground were still lying on the ground alone, with a bit of hideous red.

"Lili?"

Shi Zeli seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, turned her head, her face was a little pale, her eyes stayed on the ground for a moment, and then she quickly turned her head: "I'm sorry...... But can you help me deal with the flowers on the ground, I don't want to see it right now. ”

Su Yuqing looked at the roses, nodded and put them away in a small bag. stepped forward and gently held Shi Zeli's hand, her fingers were still a little cold, and the small one in her hand trembled at the moment she touched it, and her fingertips were even colder.

“…… Can you tell me what's going on?"

Su Yuqing said in a low voice: "High...... Everybody's worried about you. ”

Shi Zeli lowered her head and was silent.

Just when Su Yuqing thought she wouldn't answer, she suddenly whispered, "Nightmare." ”

"Huh?"

"I keep having nightmares. ”

In the dream, there was a bright red patch, like a large bouquet of roses, and among them there was a small clump, with a hideous bright red, twisting the limbs that had not yet grown and stretched out to her...... Dreaming over and over again, she didn't dare to show half a cent during the day, but at night she kept waking up from nightmares.

These...... She didn't dare say anyone.

She clearly didn't want to treat Gao Zixiu like this, but she couldn't control it.

Especially when you see that big bouquet of roses...... It's just devastating!

She didn't want to!

But she just can't control it!

Even now, she can only vaguely tell Su Yuqing that she just had a nightmare and was in a bad mood.

She didn't want people to worry about her anymore...... So even if the pain in my heart was extreme, I didn't dare to say half a word: about the unborn child.

But even so, she still hurt Gao Zixiu.

She was so distressed when she saw that face full of tiredness and pity, but she was so scared, afraid that he would reproach her, that he would ask about the child...... Every time she saw Gao Zixiu, she always thought of that child, and her heart was like a whirlpool of countless fears that could not be remedied.

She really, really regretted it.

So he didn't dare to face Gao Zixiu more and more.

Su Yuqing saw that Shi Zeli had been refusing to speak, but her eyes were lowered, and her lips were bitten straight and white.

She confirmed her previous conjecture, and even choked up a little involuntarily.

Shi Zeli tilted her head slightly, and when she saw Su Yuqing's face, her smile gradually became bitter, she leaned on the pillow, and suddenly whispered: "Actually, you don't have to hide it from me...... That kid, I originally wanted to surprise Zixiu. ”

"Lili ......"

Although it had been confirmed, the moment it came out of Shi Zeli's mouth, Su Yuqing's heart was still shocked, and the sourness and distress suddenly flooded into her heart: "You...... You already knew?"

Shi Zeli smiled, her face pale as white paper: "How could I not know?"

The kid ...... She found out when she went to check her body before.

She also tested Gao Zixiu, lying beside him when he was sleepy, and asked him softly:

“…… Shall we have another child?"

He didn't answer, just took her in his arms.

He should have been willing.

She wanted to have another child, one who looked like him, preferably with eyes like him and lips like herself, and was by Dina's side...... Then she won't have to be afraid anymore.

No more loneliness.

That's why she was a little pampered, wanting to make Gao Zixiu nervous - so this is God can't see her pampering, right?

Otherwise, how could she take away this little baby full of her slow surprises?

“…… Sunny and sunny. ”

Shi Zeli stared at the front, and finally couldn't help but shed tears: "I was really wrong." ”

She shouldn't be so headstrong......

"It's not your fault!" Su Yuqing stepped forward, gently held her in her arms, and choked in a low voice: "That child will come back to you, he will definitely come back." ”

Shi Zeli didn't speak, and after being silent for a long time, she whispered: "I didn't mean to get angry at Zixiu...... I know he's having a hard time right now......"

"But I really can't control ......"

"Can you help me go and tell him I'm sorry?"

"He won't blame you Lili. Su Yuqing said: "He was ...... just now"

"I know. ”

Shi Zeli chuckled, her lips pale: "That's why I like him." ”

The look he was careful not to let her get hurt when he guarded the person he liked, she liked it so much, she liked it so much that it didn't matter if the person he liked wasn't her.

This person's heart is the softest.

"I can't see him now. ”

Shi Zeli's eyes were full of tears, but she was very calm, and said word by word: "I don't want to do something that I will regret in the future." ”

“…… Good. ”

Su Yuqing whispered, "I'll help you tell him." ”

Shi Zeli probably said that she was tired, and she quickly fell asleep again when she lay on the bed. Su Yuqing sat on the side, and suddenly heard a slight movement at the door, Gao Zixiu was wearing a dark windbreaker, and with the coolness of the outside, he walked to the side of the bed, and looked at Shi Zeli with his eyes down.

Su Yuqing walked out very interestingly, leaving only these two people in the ward.

She closed the door gently, looked at Gao Zixiu's silent figure, and slowly shook her head, and after a while, Gao Zixiu walked out, and her eyes were still a little red.