Chapter 273: About Dreams

Xiao Nan quietly tasted the fragrant tea, while listening to Zuo Longxin talk lightly about what happened after he fell into a car and was injured, although Zuo Longxin in front of him was still smiling and talking, but Xiao Nan could imagine that Zuo Longxin at that time would definitely not be as calm and calm as he is now, after all, a person is used to sitting in a high place, and when the dust falls, the psychological gap must be very huge.

"Actually, these setbacks are nothing to me, in order to save my leg, what is the big deal about more than a dozen surgeries? What I am most worried about is that I have coaxed Monga to fool around, and I have worked hard to build a GP racing team, although the first GP car we developed has been broken, but we can still build a second and third car, as long as we continue to do so, sooner or later one day will be successful-Xiao Nan, I don't know if you have heard such a sentence, called only paranoia can succeed... …”

"I've heard that, the former president of Intel. Xiao Nan replied. In fact, influenced by the family personality, she herself is also a bit of a tendon person, so this famous saying is often used by her as a spell for struggle and blessing - thinking of this, Xiao Nan suddenly found that just in this aspect, she and Zuo Longxin are quite similar.

Xiao Nan's answer was met with an approving smile from Zuo Longxin, and he nodded at Xiao Nan and continued: " But I was afraid of anything, when I was lying in the German orthopedic hospital waiting for a series of large and small surgeries, I borrowed the manpower from the group in the name of my old man was transferred back to the original unit, and the R&D team that was easy to run in a little bit was disbanded; and my team and I spent countless efforts, and even almost used one of my legs in exchange for valuable research materials, all of which were stolen by thieves along with the computer host, and there has been no news since then, in other words, I paid such a big price and finally returned to the starting point empty-handed, and at this time I was penniless, and even my life was not settled for a whileBecause I withdrew from various domestic competitions in the past year, my competitive ranking fell again and again, the signed commercial endorsement contract was broken by the other party, and the money I saved before has already been invested in the research and development of GP racing cars......

Xiao Nan noticed that the bitterness flashed in Zuo Longxin's eyes, obviously these old things from four years ago are still wounds that he is unwilling to touch easily. "I don't think you're the kind of person who can easily say anything......" she said to Zuo Longxin.

"Where did you see that?" Zuo Longxin asked curiously.

"Because I knew the result in advance!" Xiao Nan smiled: "Haven't you already built a 600CC four-cylinder sports car now?

Zuo Longxin also laughed when he heard this: "Yes, you have already seen the result directly." That's right, I, Zuo Longxin, have never been a person who will give up easily, what if everything is gone, find a friend to have a drink, get drunk and cry and then fall asleep, get up the next morning and start all over again, this is not a big deal!"

When Zuo Longxin said this, his eyes deliberately stared at Xiao Nan, making Xiao Nan feel that these words seemed to be said to her.

Xiao Nan nodded silently in approval, not everyone can have the courage to start over on the ruins of their own failures. "That'...... And then?"

"I returned to the professional team of Zongxin Group and began to calm down and resume training and participate in competitions, while regaining the honor of racing that should belong to me, while slowly accumulating strength, I wanted to save a few years before restarting the research and development program of GP racing, but only three years later, my old man called me to this office, told me that he planned to retire early due to health reasons, and asked me to inherit his career......"

When Zuo Longxin said this, he put down the teacup in his hand and sighed softly and said: " What I didn't expect was that when the old man handed over the management of the company to me, he also handed over to me the computer hard disk that was stolen and contained the research and development materials of the GP racing car, and what surprised me even more was that he also attached a thousand pages of illustrated and illustrated domestic high-end motorcycle sports car research and development report, the old man told me that in the past, I did not support you to build a domestic sports car, because the time was not ripe, now is the time, you just let it go, to realize your dream......"

"Your old man denied it so resolutely at the beginning, why did he suddenly support it again this time?" Xiao Nan asked strangely.

"I also thought it was strange like you, so I asked the old man, the old man said, in fact, he has been paying attention to the situation of the domestic high-end market, a few years ago the domestic automobile industry has just begun to develop rapidly, each city has been automobile manufacturing or sales and related peripheral industries as an important driving force for GDP growth, so the implementation of the policy of banning and restricting motorcycles is very strict, high-end locomotive products do not exist in the domestic market, so he will resolutely oppose my GP racing car research and development plan; , congestion of urban roads, environmental pollution caused by exhaust emissions, excessive increase in energy consumption demand, and even a serious shortage of urban parking spaces...... Rulers with a long-term vision have finally taken note of these aspects, and gradually realized that private cars cannot continue to grow indefinitely. Energy-saving and low-emission motorcycles that occupy parking spaces and bicycles are also a good supplement, so in some places, the local policy of extreme motorcycles has begun to show signs of loosening, of course, those old civilian vehicles that do not look high-grade will not be easily lifted, but high-end new large-displacement motorcycles have taken the lead in some large cities to have a precedent for liberalization......"

Zuo Longxin said this, his eyebrows raised, and his eyes became sharp: "The high-end large-displacement motorcycles that have been released are almost all famous foreign brands imported through the big trade procedures, what Harley-Davidson, BMW, Ducati...... The door of the domestic high-end locomotive market has opened a narrow gap, the bright market prospect has illuminated our entire industry through the crack in the door, and more importantly, the domestic parts processing industry has made great progress in the past three years, both the quality of manufacturing equipment and skilled workers has been greatly improved, so the old man believes that the time is ripe for the official launch of the GP racing research and development program!"

Market situation analysis is not Xiao Nan's forte, Zuo Longxin's high-minded talk has no room for her to interject, she can only hold the teacup in her hand and listen quietly, and nod her head in approval when she hears the place of agreement.

"Xiao Nan, do you have a dream?"

Zuo Longxin was talking and suddenly changed his words, and the sudden question made Xiao Nan, who was holding the fragrant tea, stunned, and didn't know how to answer.

As long as a person has not completely despaired of life, then he will definitely have dreams. In many cases, those who are in adversity can only rely on their dreams to support themselves from being crushed by many difficulties, and those who have lost their dreams will even lose the courage to live at the same time, even if they also do not have the courage to die, at most they are as insensitive as a walking corpse.

"Why did you suddenly ask about this?" Xiao Nan blinked and looked at Zuo Longxin, not knowing what kind of medicine was sold in his gourd. "Speaking of dreams, I ...... I have, at least...... There used to be ......."

"So, what is your dream?" asked Zuo Longxin curiously.

"What does this make me say?" Xiao Nan lowered his head and looked at the empty cup in his hand, muttered for a long time, and finally raised his head, and used his little finger to hook the hair that hung down to his forehead and pinned it to his ear.

"My dream was to open my own design studio...... After making a name for himself in the industry, he found a beautiful and inaccessible place in the mountains to build a few houses, and then moved all the studios to the mountains, leaving only one or two assistants in the city to run business, and the two sides relied on broadband Internet to connect, if he was tired from work, he would go out to look at the magnificent Taihang Grand Canyon, and walk hand in hand with his beloved along the stream full of wildflowers......"

"It's a pretty good dream!" Zuo Longxin smiled when he heard it: "Career and love are taken into account, work and romance go hand in hand, I feel tempted when I hear it......! Why did you say that this was your dream, and now your dream has changed?"

Xiao Nan shook his head and sighed softly, with a bitter look in his eyes: "It's not that the dream has changed, but the foundation for realizing this dream no longer exists......"

"I don't understand......" Zuo Longxin looked at Xiao Nan in confusion, the deep melancholy and sadness in Xiao Nan's eyes were like thorns on a rose branch, and inadvertently pricked his nerves. "Can you tell me more about it?"

"There's nothing to say about it...... Xiao Nan laughed bitterly: "It's okay anyway......"

Zuo Longxin stared at Xiao Nan's eyes for more than ten seconds, and suddenly said, "Xiao Nan, do you know what the deepest impression you left on me?"

Xiao Nan shook her head. "I don't know ......"

"Since I met you for the first time, I can always see deep melancholy and sadness in your eyes, but this is just the appearance!" Zuo Longxin propped his elbows on the table, leaned his upper body in the direction of Xiao Nan, and said loudly with his eyes firmly fixed on Xiao Nan's eyes: "More often, you give me the impression that you are confused. That's right! You are like a lost lamb, you can't find the direction of life at all, you don't know where you should go, you don't know what kind of life you want, you don't know what you should fight for, you have lost your goal, you can only go around in a confused place, it is precisely because of this that you will give up again and again the opportunity we send you to the door, and would rather stand still in the same place than dare to take even one step forward! Cheng Xiaonan, why don't you want to give yourself a chance to try to find a new purpose in life?

Xiao Nan was stunned by Zuo Longxin's words, although she has been reluctant to admit it, but Zuo Longxin doesn't seem to be wrong, it is the confusion about the future that makes her afraid of all new attempts, so that she doesn't dare to try to find her direction again.

"Cheng Xiaonan, you don't know what dazzling light you have! Why don't you show your most dazzling side to the whole world? Don't worry too much, give us a chance, and also give yourself a chance......" Zuo Longxin stood up violently and stretched out his right hand to Xiao Nan: "Come, join our plan!"