A month and a half of waiting finally ended, and I thought I was the most confused. But when I looked at my work records www.biquge.info I found that it took me three months to transition from my second job to my third job. This time, it took about a month and a half to transition from the fourth job to the fifth job, which was half the transition time. This shows that the stage when I was most confused was still in the past......

Sometimes, when you let go, it's so hard to get it back, whatever that is. Even if it is redeemed, it has become another posture, and it is no longer the original.

When I left Xidesheng, I took the initiative to let go, and someone kept me, but I still chose to let go. Now I want to go back to Xidesheng, but it's hard......

When I first returned to China, I met a colleague who used to work together in Xidesheng, and he told me that now that it has entered the off-season, Xidesheng is no longer hiring. Also, because there is no goods to catch up in the off-season, he often has two days off, and he feels that he has no money to make, so he resigned and came out to sell roast duck with his wife. He also advised me not to enter Xidesheng again, because there was no future.

I was really entangled in my heart at the time, but I still had the feeling of wanting to go to Xidesheng. It's just that it's not hiring.

I had no choice but to choose other companies, and then locked on two goals. One is the company that I entered the door of Xidesheng before I went to Xidesheng but was chased out by the security guards, and the other is a company that was very similar to Xidesheng before, but it was acquired and became a new company.

It stands to reason that I can choose one of the targets directly. However, in my heart, I always have an expectation for Xidesheng.

Once, twice, three times, I still can't see Xidesheng recruiting. As a result, I was in a very depressed mood, and the weather at that time was full of showers, which naturally made people's mood worse.

The waiting time has been dragged on and on.

Until the day before yesterday, I went to the Bank of China ATM next to the entrance of Xidesheng to get money, and unexpectedly found that Xidesheng posted a recruitment information in the last few days. My world lit up in an instant, and it seemed that I saw hope again!

By the next day, I had everything ready! Even if I couldn't get into Xidesheng, I would choose one of those two goals!

When I arrived at the gate of Xidesheng at eight o'clock the next morning, I was shocked, there were many people! But it doesn't mean that I don't have a chance.

While waiting for the woman from the HR department to come out, I saw a girl who was a little rusty and a little familiar. Come to think of it, oh my God!

Well, that girl was in the same department as me in 2015, and she entered a few months later than me, and she was also a college student. It can also be said that she is the only female college student in our department. Originally, she had short shoulder-length hair and glasses. Now, her short hair is shorter, she doesn't wear glasses, and she looks prettier! I was really blown away......

If I hadn't left Styxon, would I have changed?

After that, the woman from the HR department came out, and although it was a recruitment, it didn't belong to my previous department. Moreover, other departments only recruit experienced people, not newcomers at all. Looking at it this way, I really can't enter Xidesheng anymore......

However, the woman said that the store was looking for someone and asked me if I would like to go.

Storefront, means to do sales. However, sales is not what I am good at, not to mention that there is too much variability, which is not conducive to my current situation. After all, I have a "heart world", and it is impossible for me to leave the "heart world" with a single assignment. So, I don't want to.

It's not that Xidesheng can't enter, but I want to go in with a different attitude, such as doing sales. However, doing sales is not much into Xidesheng at all, and almost all of them work in the store. So, nominally it is to enter Xidesheng, but in fact, it still does not really enter Xidesheng.

Therefore, there are some things that are difficult to recover once you let go. Even if it is redeemed, it is no longer the original.

I can only see through and start a new goal.

I went to the door of the company, which was going to be my fifth job, and a new turning point began......

What the heart wishes, the dream is also true.

At the door of the company that will be my fifth job, I was struggling with job postings.

At this time, there were a few big brothers chatting next to him.

One of the eldest brothers said that he went in to apply for a job and met a recruiter with a very bad attitude, a woman. The bad attitude is because he didn't get a health certificate, but he wants to take a look at the form. However, the woman said to her: "Why should I show you?!", so the description of the woman in the mouth of the eldest brother is negative, which makes people feel terrible.

I was listening at the time, swallowed my saliva, and my entanglement increased by 20 percent.

Then I heard the uncle who was selling breakfast at the door of the company say that he was very busy working inside! He worked from 8 a.m. to 8 p.m., and there was only one hour of rest during the period, that is, half an hour for lunch and half an hour for dinner. Many people can't stand this kind of work intensity, so many new employees can't do it after working for a day or two after going in, after all, there is too little time to rest......

Hearing him say this, I swallowed again, and the entanglement increased by another twenty percent.

I thought, such a tight working time, so tired! All of a sudden, I miss the life of Xidesheng even more!

But tired, isn't that what I want? Why should I bother?

In fact, at three o'clock in the morning that day, I hadn't slept yet, I was looking at some horoscopes and so on, of course, I only looked at what I liked, the beautiful part.

Fortunately, there is a harvest, and I saw a very appropriate sentence for me: the more difficult and difficult the environment, the more successful you are, and the more comfortable the living environment, the more you will fall into endless entanglements.

Indeed, that kind of comfort can bring me happiness at first, but after a long time, I will find myself very numb, and even wonder if I have chosen the wrong path. When I think about my second job, it was very difficult, but I opened up several areas in my spiritual world. That sense of fulfillment is indeed rare. It's just that in the end, I lost to someone who didn't know how to relieve pressure and left myself......

At the time, I had been at ease for too long and needed to reorient myself and get something important. Tired, maybe it can help me.

So, I plucked up the courage to go in and apply......

Well, I saw the back of a chubby, female figure at the front desk. I think that the eldest brother said that the woman with a bad attitude should be referring to her.

From her conversations with other applicants, I can fully feel her giant aura!

At that time, I was still a little scared......

However, when I asked her with a natural smile if she was applying at the front desk, she gave me a look. For a moment, I felt her pupils dilate a little, and then gave me a reply in a more Sven tone.

At that moment I knew that I wouldn't be in the situation that the big brother was talking about. It seems that height and appearance are still somewhat useful when necessary......

After that, I felt that she was very polite to me, and told me to drink water, go sit and fill out the form, and so on.

When she showed me the work environment, one of her male colleagues smiled and said to her, "Recruit a handsome guy!"

She smiled and replied, "Of course, who am I?!"

I don't even know if I should laugh or not......

After the final confirmation, wait for the next morning to report in.

The mood was pleasant, for a person who had been unemployed for a month and a half.

After returning to the "Heart World", I called my aunt back. Because when I applied for a job at the gate of Xidesheng, my aunt called me, but I knew that the phone might ring, so I turned it on mute. Until, I was sure to get into the company where I had my fifth job.

After the phone was connected, my aunt said that she had planned not to let me look for a job that day because it was a broken day. But, I've got a job.

Whew, but I think it was my lucky day.

If I get a call from my aunt that day and hear her say that day is a broken day, don't look for a job yet. Well, I'm sure I'll keep waiting. Once you wait, you don't know when you will have a new goal.

The woman at the company where I had my fifth job said on the day I applied for the job that they would be able to hire a few more people, and they would not recruit any more.

If I had waited any longer, that goal would have been lost.

By the next day, the weather was not very good, and it was raining. If I hadn't joined that company the day before, I'd have continued to wait in decadence, and I don't know when the end would have been. So, I'm glad I didn't get that call......

One is to enter that company, and the other is to be tired. Well, getting into that company came true. So what about being tired?

When I went to report the next day, I was told to go back for a day off and work the night shift at night.

It's the first time, and it's really the first time I've been in this situation. On the first day of reporting, I switched to the night shift, how miserable it was!

Night shifts are easier to get tired. What's more, the company's working hours are so tight that there is no rest time at all, isn't that fatal?

But isn't that what I want......? As tired as you are......

After a night shift, I finally understood why so many people couldn't do it, because it was too much of a test of one's willpower and endurance.

Tired, but not happy. That's really tiring......

So, what the heart wants, the dream is also true.

I don't really know if I'll make it up, but I hope I can keep laughing.

The more difficult the environment, the more I can achieve it?

I need to verify this......

So, I'm willing to give myself some time......

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