Whether the character is evil or good, it doesn't affect me in the slightest.

I'm just that awareness, and the role of Yuan Changwen is just the content of awareness.

Therefore, I don't need to care about how Yuan Changwen's character thinks and chooses, these are all things for the character.

The reason why I don't want to admit that this thinking is a definite number is not that the character wants free will or anything like that, but that it is not a definite number in itself. Because the word definite number is itself based on the linear passage of time, once time is removed, these words disappear like a bubble.

There is not the slightest trace.

Why, then, should I discuss so many chapters on the basis of a hypothesis?

In fact, even the above question has an unverified assumption that I did type these words. Unfortunately, I can't confirm this at all, and I can only say that I remember to write so many chapters thinking about fixed numbers.

Or is it that already rotten sentence, how do I know that I really wrote these words?

I don't know, it's just that I have relevant memories in my head and the surrounding environment matches the memories in my head, that's all. If you make an inference based on the content of this perceived picture, it can only be said to be a guess, and it is just an unverified self-righteous association.

I've always been unable to figure out that since the words and deeds of the characters are a fixed number, then the incomprehension at the moment is also a fixed number. Moreover, I am only aware of it, and the words and actions of the characters are only the content of awareness.

This feeling of being out of control is very uncomfortable.

Once the time is removed, I actually don't know what this character called Yuan Changwen is. Why does the character make this choice? Why does the character continue to think about reality? Why does the character always think that he is real?

I don't know what kind of role the so-called Yuan Changwen is.

Even, this not knowing is only part of Yuan Changwen's thinking, thinking that he doesn't know what his role is. That awareness doesn't think that it doesn't know anything at all, and it doesn't think about anything, it's just awareness.

Moreover, that awareness is everything, so this false world is in fact "that awareness." There is no role of Yuan Changwen, there is no hot and cold, high and short, good or bad, it is just the illusion of that awareness.

It's all hallucinations.

I don't understand what the role of Yuan Changwen is all about, and this unknown is like a stone in my heart.

Yuan Changwen seemed to feel that the speed at which he was falling was getting faster, and this discomfort had not appeared for a long time, as if the stone was not pressed in his heart, but on himself.

What exactly are the efforts of so many chapters doing?

Do I want to sort out the distortions in my mind one by one? If they are distortions, how can they be sorted out?

Why can't you just throw away the role of Yuan Changwen?

I am that awareness, and these parts of the body, the mind, the environment, and so on, are just the content of the awareness. On the other hand, it seems to be normal to perceive that Yuan Changwen's character's thinking is not clear at this moment.

What character's mind can make sense of all this?

This assumption is inherently unreasonable, so any attempt to answer this question is a waste of time. If the mind of the sure character can figure it all out, then I'm trying to figure it out now that I don't understand it.

But I don't even know if the character's mind can understand all this, and what is there to discuss why I don't know, or how to know and so on?

The character is thinking, and I just feel that the character is thinking. This sentence has been clear for a long time, but this time it seems to be a little different heavy. I can't tell what the difference is, but if I think about it, what can I say?

Do those self-righteous affirmations, those knowledge and laws that distort the world really guide one's life to glory? No matter how I look at it, I think that the result of believing in the distortion of my mind is that it takes all my strength to keep the ship of life from crashing.

Why does the character think this way, and why does the character choose this way?

I don't know, even though I used to think I knew, and I think I knew very well. But now, I don't know, I don't know at all, I don't have a clue at all.

Can I really control the character?

The game's metaphor is also problematic, as if I have perfect control over the character's choices of words and actions, but in fact, I was just aware of everything about the character. Who is in control, I don't know anything.

It seems that the character's mind is in control, but how do I know that the mind is matched with the character? I am just aware of this part of the body and the mind, how can I say that the two are interconnected?

Even, at this moment, the distortion in the character's mind is only what he perceives. I understood this sentence a long time ago, but this time it really felt different. Perhaps, now is just the beginning.

If I had thought about this before, I guess it would have been very uncomfortable. But now, it doesn't seem to matter, it's just the beginning, it's just the beginning, anyway, it's just the content of the awareness.

I felt that the character was thinking, that the character was having uncomfortable emotions, that the character seemed to be breaking down at any moment. So why don't I be aware? Instead of thinking about all sorts of things?

However, the above thinking also belongs to the role, and after all, it is only a simulation of that awareness.

So, what the hell is all this all about?

The glory of the empire, the car, the house, the first person in the empire, the career and family, what the hell is these?

What I don't understand the most is, what is going on with the mind that is aware of it at this moment?

The definite number is based on the assumption that time passes linearly, and if time is removed, then only the content of the picture is perceived at the moment. Why are these images presented, and why are these elements presented?

Everyone is chatting, talking about uncertain things, either their own stories or some popular theories. What is this? Why are people still nodding, why are the corners of their mouths still smiling?

The question of who I am or what I am should go a step further. What exactly is a character, and what is the mind that connects the perceived elements of the picture?

Yuan Changwen was very confused, originally thinking that even if he didn't start, at least the road was clear. After all, the only truth is that "I exist". But the current situation is as if a madman is about to be born.

It's very chaotic in my head, like someone is stirring it up with a stick.

That's it, the so-called don't know.