Mother, what a sacred word!

Yuan Changwen didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to move at all. Even if you know that mother's love is not great, even if you understand that you don't love your mother so much. But if you want to kill this family affection, it is far from being able to do it by shouting a few words of blood.

I don't need anyone to be accountable to me and I don't need to be accountable to anyone.

But is it really true that I am watching my mother in distress and watching my mother wash her face with tears all day long?

Finally, as the first person in the empire, my mother took a few henchmen away from the administrative star and was at ease in the mountains and countryside. Do you want to break this idleness with your own hands? Do you want to tell her, "I have killed your son"?

Wrong!

There's something stuck here, and I'm stuck in black and white again, either this or that. I can't choose either, because whichever one is a limitation, it's a perception.

Perception, on the other hand, is distorted, a false self-definition.

Therefore, I am neither "filial" nor "unfilial", but I have nothing to do with filial piety. Just like before I mentioned it, no one thought of steamed buns, that's how it feels.

it!

Control!

The whole thing still comes back to the point of controlling the future, and I have said so much, it is nothing more than still wanting to control the future, and still not wanting things to happen in the future that are not good for my mother.

In other words, I don't want to ruin my mother's idle life with my own hands.

That's the point, why should I ruin my mother's idle life?

What reason do I have for that?

I am still in control, and forcing the future must not disturb my mother's idle life, and force me to have a specific future. I am still weighing, as if it is a good thing not to disturb my mother's idle life.

What if it disturbs my mother's quiet life, my mother is grief-stricken, and then becomes a Buddha on the spot, and has an epiphany to become a spiritual master?

Perhaps for a mother, no achievement can compare to her son, but is this true?

Also, if the son knew that his departure would make his mother the first person in the empire, how would the son choose?

Damn it!

When it comes to my mother, my whole person is in a state of chaos, the words are not meaningful, and the logic is disordered.

I'm afraid, mildly, but I'm still afraid. Thinking that my mother was suffering because of my killing, I was worried every day, and there was no leisure and no smile. That's when I felt like I was panicking.

Letting go doesn't mean that you have to ruin your mother's idle life.

It's just that I let things flow and develop on their own, and I don't have any control over them, and I don't have any specific goals for the future.

If I need to ruin my mother's idle life, then I will do it. If I don't need to, then I won't do it.

A puppet without a mind, that's it.

But can I really do it?

That's my mom!

Even if the self-definition of my mother is false, even if there is warmth such as "you grow up with me, I will grow old with you", it belongs to a role. Even if I'm not sure if my mom is my mom or not. Even if time doesn't exist, those childhood memories are purely added.

Even so, I was still not sure that I could do it, and I treated my mother as a piece of steamed bun and ignored it.

However, my mother is not qualified to continue to dominate my head and keep arguing. Everyone else can be killed, and there is no reason why my mother can't touch it.

Shatter, let me stomp on the character's mask.

Mom, you shouldn't stop me.

It's like a gust of wind, let it dissipate.

You are a good mother, and you play the role of a mother perfectly. For the role of Yuan Changwen, you occupy a very important weight.

However, I'm going to kill the character, and mom is also an integral part of the character, quite an important component.

It can't be avoided, and as hard as I feel about it, it's impossible to turn back on it.

Even if I could, I wouldn't want to go back. I was manipulated by the characters, pulled by fear, and my mind was chaotic every day. Perhaps, only by diverting attention can you not find yourself in the noise of your brain.

When you criticize the other person, you won't find that your brain is noisy. When you are entertaining and entertaining, you will not find the noise in your head. However, this is not the fundamental solution, and it gradually becomes superior at all times.

This one is not right, that one is not right, this screenwriter is stupid, that one has poor acting skills, this situation is problematic, and that country is too snobbish.

Disgusting!

Mom, are you okay?

Yuan Changwen looked at the sky, and he didn't know which position was facing the planet where his mother was. Perhaps, on the back is also possible.

I'm not a good son, but you're a good mother.

It's all roles, and I don't have any strength to maintain a fake role, a good son, a good husband, a good father, a good friend?

I'm really tired, those characters are sucking my life force and making me pour all my life force into these fake characters.

In order to maintain the existence of the characters, I had to let the self-definition get the energy, and let them pull and manipulate.

I kept struggling, constantly denying the "meaninglessness of life" and looking for various self-definitions to fill the role. As soon as the character loses something, I get terrified of anxiety.

None of this would exist if the character weren't there. Of course, the elevated emotions of happiness, happiness, and joy will not exist either.

Shatter it, let my life be shattered!

In this kind of life, what is worth nostalgic, what is worth grabbing? Except for the character, who would like this kind of life!

A large number of meaningless delusions, piles of false self-definitions, and distorted views constitute the character of Yuan Changwen.

Those false self-definitions are packaged as inspirational, enthusiastic, and youthful, and those distorted views are packaged as cognitive upgrades and unique opinions.

Come on!

Let the event happen!

I don't remember anything anymore, including my mother.

If this road has to be ruined, then I will not hesitate.

Ha ha!

This sentence became "If this path must kill all the Buddhas in the sky, then I will not hesitate", and it seems to become enthusiastic. But when you turn the object of destruction into a family member, you are a bastard.

And then the change, "If this road, you have to give up the family, then I will not hesitate", this sentence became the propaganda of the state, into the oath of a warrior. It seems that there is another tragedy.

In other words, in some cases, you can ignore your mother. Even if he is promoted as a hero, he can't deny the fact that he ignores his mother.

Can I do it? I have to do it.

No one can argue in my head, including my mother. I don't think about anything about motherhood anymore, I don't worry about any self-definition of motherhood.

There is no "what must be done as a son", and there is no "what should be done as a son" or anything like that.

Noises.