The role is not complete at the moment, which is not a problem.

The character can't be completed in his lifetime, and that's not a problem.

I don't think things should be the way they should be, because all the "I think" is a twist in the head. No matter how subtle this "I think" is, for example, I think that being a human being should be at ease, and I think being a human being should eat and every day.

These are all distortions.

Why do you have to eat and? It seems that "man must live" is an iron law. But why live? This kind of thinking directly affirms that death is a bad thing, and that human beings must strive to live.

Once asked, why live, then no answer can be given at all. Because all the answers only prove one thing, the phrase "must live" is just a contrived distortion.

I'm happy to die anytime and anywhere, and I don't neglect to be tempted by the fact that I will die doing it. There's no point in living, I just don't happen to be dead.

If there was a chance to die, would I refuse?

Yuan Changwen found that this question was really funny, wasn't he dying? Maybe, he would refuse, maybe not.

Why set a rule for yourself in the first place? Let the flow of life lead the way, wouldn't it?

There is no reason to live, and there is no reason to die.

That's it, I don't know what it's all about, but I'm starting to like the feeling of not knowing. I used to be in control of myself, I always thought that I had to plan before I did something, and I was proud of it.

It's ridiculous that these plans are not planning a complete life, nor are they creating a life, but completely blocking out life. What can be touched is only the high wall of thinking, and even the future route is a high wall of thinking.

Stop believing in the distortion in your head, it's definitely not an easy thing to do, and it's not an easy thing for me to be alive. Even if all the people in the world have discarded the distortions in their minds and live in a heavenly life, it has nothing to do with me.

It won't stop me from continuing to kill.

Obviously, I'm not done yet. This is the truth, and it is the picture that I am aware of at this moment. Maybe there's something the character ignores, but I'm not interested in dwelling on it. Maybe the character can find where to move forward, maybe the character can't find it, it doesn't matter.

Nothing important.

I used to think that the important thing was to move forward, and it was important to go further. But now, it seems that there is no need for this, the characters will always be false, that is, they will never be able to touch the truth.

Of course, maybe the next moment I'm going to suddenly have to continue slashing, and suddenly I find the anger in my heart or something. It's all possible, but what can't happen?

My biggest problem was that I thought things were going to be the way they should be, but they weren't.

A distortion in the mind, whatever it is, is just a distortion. So, when I don't think it's supposed to be, it means that anything can happen.

Including the role is not completed.

Wasting your time?

These are just words of fear manipulation, the character does not exist in the world is false, may I ask the character of Yuan Changwen in this world, what topics such as time and life are discussed?

No problem, you can do anything.

Can the role of Yuan Changwen be completed? Can it be cultivated to the truth? Or, can the role of Yuan Changwen be killed?

Who knows? Who can be sure?

I wanted to keep trying, and I wanted to tell myself that I hadn't reached the top of the mountain yet. On the other hand, these actions are not something I can control, that awareness is only the awareness that all this is happening, how do I know if I can do it?

The character's thinking, the character's words and deeds, are not under my control. It's uncomfortable to talk about this, because the education you receive from an early age is to exert your own initiative. But now, if someone else is in front of me, they may disdain it and say, "The loser just makes excuses" or something.

I didn't know, and then I started to enjoy this "I don't know" state, there was nothing to be afraid of, nothing to worry about. The most terrifying thing may just be death. But in my eyes, the Grim Reaper cutie is just waiting for me to come home.

Life is better than death, I don't know what this word is trying to say. Is it so painful that you want to die? Or is it better to live than to die because of the great responsibility on your shoulders?

I don't know what's going on, it's a big responsibility, just throw away the responsibility, what's the problem. Carrying the responsibility on your shoulders, in order to strengthen certain attributes of the character, then what is there to complain about?

Of course, this kind of complaint is also a character attribute, and while complaining about the responsibility, it is the setting of this role. That's all, why should I care about other people's lifestyles? It's just an NPC, it's just a lot of dreams.

Maybe you will argue with people, maybe you won't talk to people, these are no longer problems. If the flow of life requires it, then do it. It's gone, and that's the end of it.

There is no need for a theory to explain the world, and there is no need for a theory to explain the universe, everything has to be discarded. Again, this is my life, please feel free to do so. However, if you can see the officials here, you may not be able to be casual at all.

Yuan Changwen found that the temperature of the lake began to rise. It's faint, but it's still felt. I don't know why, but the water temperature in the depths of the lake is not as cold as expected. So, what do you know?

All fear is based on distortions in the mind, and without distortions there is no fear. How can a person who doesn't know anything be afraid? Only if he knows something, but is not an omniscient and omnipotent being, he will be afraid.

Because it is obvious that the knowledge in your head is limited, then there will definitely be things that are beyond your imagination. Stop believing in the twists in your head is the beginning of "not being afraid of life".

But the distortion in the brain is not the same as the pounding heart. I don't force myself to think that the sun will rise tomorrow, but when I need to believe that the sun will rise tomorrow, then I will still believe it.

This knowledge, if forcibly believed and thought it should be, then this is a distortion. If it's just a dispensable existence, then it's information that can be used in a heartbeat.

Yuan Changwen slowly felt the temperature of the lake, and it was already dark all around. However, there will always be times when I am in a trance, and I seem to see the light.

Since then, there has been no such thing as hallucination. Because all of them are hallucinations, how can it be said that those that appear briefly are hallucinations, and those that appear for a long time are not hallucinations?

It's nice to enjoy the state of "I don't know".