Chapter 179: Tell the Truth?
The black night covered the land, and the Buyi Palace's palace was silent, with guards patrolling back and forth in the house, torches in their hands illuminating every corner.
Mi Li'er sat on the stone bench in the back garden with a fruit bowl, and she was very surprised that the master actually gave her a plate of fruit and let her finish it here.
Several times she wanted to take it back and eat it, why did she have to eat it outside, how good it was to eat such fruit in the room, and then sleep after eating.
Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps behind her, she stood up with a smile and turned around and said, "Master, you ......"
In the night, Lin Xuanbing stood there in a beige robe, his long black hair scattered in the wind, and the ribbon of his hair fluttering in the wind. His eyes were so clear, his lips were slightly open, as if he had something to say, but there was hesitation in his eyes.
"Young Master Lin?"
Mi Li'er recognized Lin Xuanbing, and suddenly remembered that these days, she was a little ashamed of his indifference and bad words who didn't know his true identity.
"I didn't know it was you......"
She was a little embarrassed, so cramped to stand there, like a child who had done something wrong.
The handkerchief in his hand was about to be crushed by him.
"Miss Mi Li'er, I actually have something to say to you. ”
Lin Xuanbing finally spoke, he was not a fool, he wouldn't not know what Mi Li'er thought about him, if it weren't for this, he wouldn't have been able to hide from those guards last time and take Ouyang Heyue away.
The last incident killed a lot of people, and she was wronged.
Maybe this is the selfishness of love, the giving of love.
"Huh?"
Mi Li'er's face turned red instantly, her heart beat suddenly, and she felt that she was about to go crazy.
Facing the person she likes, she blushes and her eyes dodge. "I think I should tell my master about this first, I'm afraid she will be unhappy if she finds out. ”
"No, it won't. ”
Lin Xuanbing stretched out his hands, held her trembling shoulders, looked at her flushed cheeks, and some words were suddenly unspeakable, but the long pain was better than the short pain. If he doesn't sue her. This is irresponsible to her.
Mi Li'er's long eyelashes fluttered, and her bright eyes were full of anticipation and excitement.
"But ......"
Mi Li'er remembered what Ouyang Heyue said to her, although this time it was he who saved the master. But who would have thought that he would not come to her now to harm her master again.
She glanced at him with some concern, "Don't you want to take the opportunity to get close to me again and hurt your master?"
He smiled. This time the smile was so warm, "If I'm going to hurt her." There are enough opportunities these days, so why bother to harm you again. ”
Mi Li'er's eyes flashed, it seemed that he also knew that he had used her last time and made her suffer a lot.
But it's nothing for her to suffer. Just sad for the innocent dead guards.
"That's good. But I still think that I have to talk to my master about this matter first. ”
Mi Li'er's heart began to beat suddenly, wanting to hear his next words. But I was a little overexcited and a little scared.
"Mi Li'er, you are a good girl. ”
Lin Xuanbing looked at her expectant eyes. The hands that held her shoulders couldn't help but use some strength.
"I think if you have the chance, you should beg her to let you out of the palace. Concubine Yue is a nice person, I think she will agree to your request. When the time comes, find a good family and live a good life. ”
Mi Li'er was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't hear his words clearly, although her heart seemed to be splashed with a bucket of ice water, she still thought that he might be embarrassed to say that he wanted to be with her, so she said it so euphemistically.
"I know you've been good to me, and if it weren't for what you did last time, I think my master would have agreed to us being together. ”
"It's just that these are not problems, the master is kind-hearted, and if I ask for it, she will agree. Just ......"
There was a trace of inferiority in her eyes, "I'm afraid I don't deserve ......"
Lin Xuanbing gaged her at the right time, and he smiled bitterly, "You will find someone who is many times better than me." ”
His hand visibly felt her body tremble, and at that moment he patted her shoulder vigorously, like an elder comforting a little sister.
At that moment, Mi Li'er seemed to understand something, and she pushed his hands away and broke free from his comfort.
"You're not going with me?"
She looked at him in horror, and the anticipation and expectation in her heart were like a raging fire being extinguished by cold water after he said those words.
He doesn't love her?!
Mi Li'er felt as if she was being teased and stripped naked, and then the man said, you are too ugly and too bad!
"Why?"
Mi Li'er's tears burst out of her eyes, and she didn't have time to cover it up at all, and she couldn't control it.
"I'm sorry for you. ”
"You've been using me, you've been using me, you've been using me, you don't like me, why are you giving me the illusion. Why?"
At that moment, love was gone, self-esteem was gone, and Mi Li'er was like crazy, tears welling up.
Hatred, disgust, all welled up at that moment, but why, why did he keep being so good to her, making her think it was love.
"Mi Li'er, I know that it is my fault that I used you, and it is because I don't want to deceive you and hurt you in the future that I chose to tell you the truth. ”
What Lin Xuanbing said, Mi Li'er couldn't listen to it anymore, she just cried, and then suddenly became very calm.
She stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked at Lin Xuanbing coldly, "I know, Childe doesn't need to say more." It's my whims, how can I, a slave, be worthy of you. It's my shame to have such thoughts, and Mi Li'er will never think about Lin Gongzi again in the future. ”
After speaking, she shook off Lin Xuanbing's hand and came to grab her, and walked without hesitation......
Lin Xuanbing's hand stopped in mid-air, awkwardly stopping there.
He had completely broken a girl's heart, looking at her thin back, looking at her tears gushing out like bursting water, looking at her back, his hands clenched into fists.
He also knew that Mi Li'er liked him, he used to be good to Mi Li'er, but he really regarded her as a friend, even if he used her last time, but he definitely didn't have a heart.
Originally, when he received Ouyang Heyue's invitation, he was full of joy, thinking that Ouyang Heyue wanted to see him, but when he heard Ouyang Heyue tell him about Mi Li'er, his heart had nowhere to rest.
All the feelings are misplaced, he and Mi Li'er are poor people, so he can't give that stupid girl any more hope, and he can't hurt her anymore.
Even if she hates him to death in her heart now, even if she is in tears in her heart now, even if she ......
He didn't want to be emotionally cheated.
Love cannot be transferred, it cannot be charitated, it cannot be exquisite, and it cannot be deceived...... (To be continued.) )