Text Text_Chapter 186 Shen Fengdao's life
At night, the moonlight shines on the beach like a holy glow.
Situ Ling'er caught a few fish and came up, and Luo Jun lit a bonfire.
On such a night, it was as if the crowd was camping on the beach. It's just a pity that what fills everyone's hearts is a lingering threat of death.
The fish was grilled quickly, and although there were no condiments, it was still fragrant.
The fish is delicious.
Luo Jun first handed one to Situ Ling'er, then to Qin Lin and Mo Wu, and finally began to eat it himself.
There are eight fish in total.
Two per person.
So at the moment, four more grilled fish have been moved to the next shelf.
Just when everyone was eating with relish, Shen Feng suddenly appeared over there.
He walked over this way.
Luo Jun immediately shouted to Situ Ling'er to stand up.
Treating Shen Feng, Luo Jun didn't dare to be careless. Although the two sides have already made an appointment to fight, what if Shen Feng sneaks in?
Even if he died, there would be no place to reason!
Qin Lin and Mo Wu were sitting, and the two of them also looked at Shen Feng vigilantly.
Shen Feng under the moonlight, the black clothes are cold, giving people a supreme sense of oppression.
Shen Feng slowly approached, and finally came to stand three meters in front of everyone.
"Can you give me a fish?" Shen Feng glanced at the four grilled fish next to him, and suddenly said to Luo Jun.
He only has Luo Jun in his eyes, because he feels that only Luo Jun is the opponent.
Luo Jun was slightly stunned, and then said, "No problem." ”
After he finished speaking, he reached out and picked up the grilled fish rack, and threw it towards Shen Feng with the grilled fish.
Shen Feng took it. He said coldly to Luo Jun again: "As soon as the morning dawns, it is the time for us to fight each other to the death." But there is no deep hatred between us. So why not sit down and talk about it right now?"
After he finished speaking, he sat down first.
When he sat down, it was tantamount to exposing his biggest flaws and empty doors to Luo Jun's eyes.
It can be said that if Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er launched an attack at this moment, then Shen Feng would die nine times out of ten.
But Shen Feng did this, but it showed his honesty.
Luo Jun was slightly surprised, he naturally would not take the initiative to attack Shen Feng.
Luo Jun's character is that people respect me for a foot, and I will pay you back. If anyone does not offend me, I will not offend anyone, but if anyone offends me, he will repay tenfold!
Afterwards, Luo Jun and Situ Linger also sat cross-legged.
Shen Feng silently ate the grilled fish, and after a while, a grilled fish was finished. He said to Luo Jun again, "Can you give me another one?"
Luo Jun didn't say anything else, grabbed a rack of grilled fish, and threw it to Shen Feng again.
Shen Feng took it.
Soon, he finished another one.
Luo Jun smiled slightly bitterly and said, "If you want it again, then there will be no more." ”
Shen Feng said lightly: "I'm full." ”
Luo Jun and everyone also ate it.
Mo Wu and Qin Lin ate one and then stopped eating, and they wanted to leave the remaining two for Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er.
Luo Jun and Situ Ling'er were not polite, and soon ate the last two.
After eating this grilled fish, Luo Jun felt warm in his stomach and very comfortable.
Then, Luo Jun looked at Shen Feng and said, "You didn't come here just to eat grilled fish, right?"
Mo Wu and Qin Lin also looked at Shen Feng curiously, they were also very curious about Shen Feng's intentions.
Before, Luo Jun and the others had the impression of Shen Feng as cold and murderous.
But at this moment, everyone felt that Shen Feng was also a person.
Shen Feng suddenly said, "Luo Jun, in your eyes, what kind of person am I, am I a good person or a bad person?"
This is a strange question.
Is Shen Feng a bad guy?
He did everything to kill so many people, it should be said that he was a bad person.
But he is following the rules of the knockout round, how can this be called a bad guy?
Is that a good guy?
Obviously, I can't say either.
Luo Jun glanced at Shen Feng more, and then said, "Why do you ask that?" Shen Feng said lightly: "Ask casually." Luo Jun asked, "Do you care what other people think?"
Shen Feng said: "I don't care. It's just a little curious. ”
Luo Jun said: "I think you are a good person. ”
Shen Feng was very surprised, he glanced at Luo Jun more, and said, "Oh, why?"
Luo Jun said: "How to distinguish between a person's good and bad? Doing good deeds is a good person? Doing bad deeds is a bad person? I think that in the eyes of the biological chain, if human beings want to eat them, then human beings are absolutely bad people, and they are extremely vicious and evil people. But in the eyes of humans, they are nothing more than food, so humans do not think that those who kill chickens and sheep are bad people. ”
Shen Feng said: "Your statement is very fresh. ”
Luo Jun smiled faintly, and then said: "So, I think you are a good person. At the very least, you follow your heart's desires. Well, for yourself, you are a good person. ”
Shen Feng said: "What about you, do you think you are a good person or a bad person?"
Luo Jun smiled slightly bitterly and said, "I'm not a good person. I have a lot of ideas, but I can't do any of them. Because I have a moral outlook within me that binds me. At least, I'm not a good person to myself. ”
"But, so what?" Luo Jun said lightly: "Good guys, bad guys, gentlemen, villains, etc." I don't care about these titles, no matter what other people say, I don't care. ”
"Have a clear conscience, a gentleman is open!" Shen Feng said, "You are indeed a person who doesn't care about other people's opinions. ”
Luo Jun was indeed like this, so at this moment, he just smiled faintly.
After being silent for a long time, Luo Jun said: "I really can't imagine that we can have a moment to sit down and talk." ”
Shen Feng's eyes were like black ice, but at this moment, the ice in his eyes melted a little. "I've never had any friends," he says. It's the first time I've spoken so much to someone. ”
Luo Jun smiled slightly and said, "It seems that I should feel very honored." ”
Shen Feng said, "Are you interested in hearing my story?"
Luo Jun was slightly stunned, he was very curious about Shen Feng's experience. Now that Shen Feng is willing to say, he naturally wants to hear it.
Including Mo Wu and Qin Lin, they are the same.
It's Situ Ling'er, she doesn't have any emotional ups and downs. just quietly snuggled up to Luo Jun, like a well-behaved little daughter-in-law.
Shen Feng fell into memory, and he said: "I am an orphan, and I have been on an isolated island for as long as I can remember. On that island is an organization called the Tenno Revival Society. They adopted a lot of babies and then raised them to be killers. Among my peers, I have the highest qualifications and the most valued from above. As a result, my training was extraordinarily harsh. ”
"When I was six years old, I got a pit bull. I named the pit bull called Kiki. At that time, Qiqi was the comfort of my life, no matter how hard the training was, how many scoldings I received, and how many beatings I received. At night I would be able to hold Kiki, who would comfort me and lick my wounds. It can be said that we are dependent on each other. ”
Speaking of this, Shen Feng paused, and he said, "Luo Jun, I believe that I can also guess what happened later." When I was nine years old, the instructor who trained me in the Heavenly King Fuxing Society asked me to kill Kiki with my own hands. If I don't kill him, he will torture Kiki to death little by little. I had no choice but to kill Kiki in the end. However, this is not the most brutal. They kept me and Kiki's bodies in a cage for a month. This month, I have no water, no food. So I had to eat the blood and flesh of the Tibetan mastiff raw, and persevered. ”
Shen Feng's account was emotionless, but Luo Jun and the others could imagine what a nine-year-old child would encounter in such an environment, how cruel and tortured it was.
Shen Feng continued: "In the Heavenly King Fuxing Society, if you want to live, you have to be like an animal, and you can't talk about feelings. You can't be soft-hearted, you can't resist. In addition, it is worth mentioning that all along, it has been a beautiful aunt who takes care of our diet and daily life. We all call her Aunt Lan. Aunt Lan treats me exceptionally well, but I don't dare to rely on Aunt Lan. I'm afraid that the people of the Heavenly King Revival Society will let me kill Aunt Lan. ”
"However, I was only nine years old at the time. As time went by, my feelings for Aunt Lan became deeper and deeper. In my life, only Aunt Lan has ever given me care and a smile. I feel like Aunt Lan is like my mother. I also told Aunt Lan that one day, when I am strong enough, I will definitely take Aunt Lan out of here. ”
There was a rare softness in Shen Feng's words.
Obviously, his feelings for Aunt Lan are much deeper than those for the pit bull Qiqi.
Luo Jun even heard that Shen Feng had a dependence on Aunt Lan, a son to his mother, and also like a lover.
In that kind of living environment, it is obvious that Shen Feng's feelings are a little deformed.
Shen Feng continued: "When I was eighteen years old, Aunt Lan died. I killed it with my own hands. ”
Luo Jun, along with Mo Wu and Qin Lin, were all discolored.
"Why? Because the people of the Heavenly King Revival Society forced you?" Mo Wu on the side couldn't help but ask.
"It was Aunt Lan who begged me to kill her. A trace of unspeakable pain flashed in Shen Feng's eyes.
As soon as this remark came out, everyone was puzzled.
Shen Feng said: "At first, it was my instructor who called me over, and he gave me a dagger and told me to kill Aunt Lan. I was stunned to hear the news, and I threw away my dagger and swore to die. In my heart, I can kill all the people in the world, but I won't kill Aunt Lan. I yelled at the instructor with blood-red eyes, "If you kill me." ”
Later, the instructor gave me a cold look and did not speak. In the evening, when I returned to my room, I saw Aunt Lan. ”
Even after so many years, Shen Feng recalled the situation at that time, and his face was still painful. "I saw Aunt Lan being ruined by ten big men in turn. The ten big men looked at me with a sneer, and I went up and fought hard, and they kicked me away with one kick. Then, the big men left. I went to see Aunt Lan, who was covered in scars, and she cried and begged me to kill her. ”
"Xiao Feng, kill me, kill me!" Shen Feng closed his eyes in pain, he then opened his eyes again, and said, "This is Aunt Lan's words begging me before she died, her voice was full of pain and despair. So, I strangled Aunt Lan with my own hands. That day, I cried all night while holding Aunt Lan's body. The next day, I wiped away my tears and told myself, Shen Feng, from now on, you don't need to have feelings for anyone anymore, and don't shed a tear for anyone. ”
Luo Jun, Mo Wu and Qin Lin couldn't help but feel sorry for how cruel and cruel Shen Feng's experience was......