What can you do in the middle of the night? Mood swings are very large during this time period, and it is easy to fall into a situation of sentimentality. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Well, a sad love song rang on the phone, and then, the memories were clear again......

I miss it! I miss the time when I fell out of love in college.

Am I a psychopath? Who misses the time of falling out of love, doesn't they all miss the time of falling in love? Well, yes, I'm a weirdo.

I miss that time of falling out of love, not because of that relationship, but about the self who was alone in the time of falling out of love.

I miss the class where I didn't pay attention to the lecture and only focused on writing songs;

I miss the self who was in the cafeteria and felt lost watching a couple show affection;

I miss the self who only went to the 400-meter sports field at night to listen to sad music and run;

I miss the self who stupidly asked myself about fate at night and shot a basketball to verify;

I miss the self who likes to be alone around the lake on campus in the evening;

I miss the sad self who always chooses the most remote corner when I go to take the bus;

I miss the backpack and go on a small trip everywhere unfamiliarly......

Why should you miss that self?

Because that self made me have antibodies to "broken love", I no longer feel like the first time I fell out of love, I only saw the hurt in my heart, but I didn't feel the love around me.

Everything I went through at that time was led by that person.

In the shadow of a broken love, he started his first personal trip, and fell in love with it. Over time, after accumulation, I will go down to that country and see a different life due to various factors.

Without the beginning of a small trip, there would be no flight for me.

In order to heal his wounds, he kept adding hobbies. This is really a good medicine to save me, which is why I said that I have antibodies to "broken love".

Gradually, I saw through it, the real fate is not based on my feelings to think that it is right, but also needs to be affected by a lot of uncertainties......

It's not terrible to fall out of love, it's terrible to lose yourself.

There is a Cantonese lyric: It turned out that there was none, never did, teach me to be empty and happy, and my heart beats for so long......

Time goes on.

At that time, it was before the holiday, it was a very idle time, and it was a time when I was already drunk......

The holiday will start the next day. After deducting last year's leave, I can take eight days off, which is enough for me to digest.

Because the Cambodian New Year is approaching, the employees of the factory do not go to work very much on that day, and almost all of them are playing. Every year.

As an expatriate in that country, I still have to go to work. If anything, I need to go to the factory and find someone to help......

That morning, I wasn't supposed to have to go to the factory, but it seemed that God was going to arrange a small mistake for me to go to the factory.

Whew, okay, let's go......

I had something to do with the big sister in the factory warehouse, but as soon as I entered the warehouse, I felt like I had entered a whole new world!

The dimly lit indoor environment is pregnant with the joy of drinking and eating spicy food under super high music, and that happiness is so powerful! All of a sudden, I have to worship......

The first thing I was given was talcum powder that an aunt smeared directly on my face, haha, and a happy smile.

Although they were hi, my work still had to continue, and I asked them to help me find an excipient.

Since you don't know your face, you naturally have to accept the consequences of not knowing your face.

Well, drink!

They took a large glass and poured it full of beer, put a few ice cubes down, and handed it to me to "enjoy".

I don't like to drink, but how can I spoil my fun when people are so happy?

Well, then drink it. Sven ordered, and it was good to finish this cup.

One or two came to me with a smile and toasted me, and before I had even half of the wine in my glass, they immediately filled my glass with beer! I couldn't hide from it......

If I hadn't put ice cubes in the beer, maybe I could have swallowed that half of the glass in one gulp. But the lovely people of that country like to add ice when they drink food. For me, who is not used to drinking ice, having to drink half a glass of beer in one gulp is equivalent to making me ride a bicycle for three kilometers in a row!

Okay, then drink it slowly and consume it slowly......

Then, the wonderful show began!

You deserve to be ugly!

Although I like to dance, I am quite shy to dance in front of a group of sisters and sisters.

Don't you dare, you have to jump!

Pull me right between them, and they start writhing around me. It's already in the most prominent center point, and if I still stand dumbfounded, I'm so sorry for myself!

So, I finally jumped! Wow! soft snake hands, small sliding steps, handsome turns......

Screaming and shouting! Phones snapped! They must have been shocked, because I had been quiet in front of them, and I wasn't like that at all......

After that, I was also shocked! Their aunts danced energetically, not as gentle as square dances, they twisted with a kind of humor, a kind of personality, and a kind of sexiness. Whether it's an aunt or a sister, as long as they twist it openly, it's really tempting. It's kind of like a dance bar on TV......

It's really hard to imagine that in such an economically backward country, the sisters and sisters who usually dress very conservatively will have the feeling of a sparrow turning into a phoenix once they dance! That really makes me feel amazing!

Finally, after finally secretly drinking the glass, I ran away! I couldn't continue my work, and although I didn't succeed, they let me go......

Whew, that glass contains the soul of a few cans of beer. I was already fluttering when I walked, and I was drunk......

The atmosphere they had was very good, and they really had a New Year's feeling. Even though I wasn't from that country, I was also drunk by the atmosphere of welcoming the New Year......

At that time, I thought about it, and I could almost feel all the important festivals in that country before I returned home. In other words, even if I didn't stay in that country for a year, it seemed like I had stayed for a year.

I don't have a share of the Spring Festival holiday in China, but I can feel the New Year holiday in that country!

The next day I'm going to a place, a place I want to go and struggle with whether to go. That place, I heard it is beautiful, but it can also be potentially dangerous. After struggling for weeks, I still chose to go. Because, I believe in my luck!

Also because I'm going to that place, I may not be able to get on the Internet for a few days, of course, just guessing.

My luck will always surprise me, although there will be disappointment before I surprise ......

I've seen a sentence similar to this: all boys really feel that they will not break their promises when they swear, and they really feel that they can't do it when they regret it, so the oath can't measure loyalty, nor can it judge right or wrong, it can only prove that at the moment of speaking, each other was sincere.

At the moment of speaking, be sincere. I love this one.

At that time, I had two relationships, and the ending was that they found happiness, and I had to continue to look for it.

They are my luck and my scars.

When I am with them, I feel that my happy love has finally come, and even think that they are the right half of my life. So, I'm very happy! I really want the whole world to know that they are the right people in my life, and I can't wait to give them everything I think is good, such as writing songs that are exclusive to them, painting pictures that are exclusive to them, and writing stories that are exclusive to us......

But, I was wrong. Because what I think is good is only what I think is good, not what they want.

My beauty is not real at all, it is all illusory, and I can't touch it at all......

They are my luck, and I am lucky to realize that the joy of love is so silly but beautiful. They are my scars, and they are all childish children in their hearts......

First love is beautiful, and it is also the closest to love, but it should not be nostalgic. Because, she is married, and she should not be bothered by the cruelties of the past.

The second love was beautiful, I wanted to enter into marriage, but I lost to my childish heart. It's good that she has a new beginning, but if it were me, I wouldn't want to entrust my future to a child who is hesitant about the future.

In my first love, she and I looked forward to many bits and pieces of the future. In my second love, I expressed in my journal and in the songs I wrote that she was the person I wanted to wait for, and the right person in my life.

In the end, time gave me a few hard slaps and told me, you are too naïve!

Yes, I was so naïve. Because I was naïve, I still didn't learn how to love others.

Although I ended up being a passerby with them, I was serious when I wrote songs and painted for them. How similar the painting is, it proves how deep that person is in my heart.

I will not change the songs I write about them, nor will I delete the pictures I draw about them. What it was like when it was written, what it was like when it was finished, what it was like when it was finished, those are the memories of youth, the memories of old age.

I was lucky not to choose them to go with me, maybe because they were luckier than me.

Phew, it's just three things, I hope the next love can wait for her. If she hasn't been able to show up so soon, then ask my luck not to let my third relationship start so soon.

I could have waited a little longer, but I don't want to recognize the wrong person......

The next day starts, so let's have a nice trip!

As a Sagittarius who loves to travel, run to the far place you want to go!

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