Chapter 238: Next Year Today
Wei Qing sighed and said, "If you want to take off your clothes, take them off." ”
When she said this, Lao Tan didn't dare to move, and after half a ring, she opened her eyes, looked at the dark ceiling, and said with some embarrassment, "I can't guarantee that I can control my mind and body in such an environment, so it's better for me not to move." ”
She hummed slightly, and stopped talking.
Lao Tan couldn't sleep, so he stretched out his hand and fumbled for a while on the bedside table before touching the remote control, and turned down the temperature of the air conditioner, which was much more comfortable.
"When are you going back?" Old Tan turned sideways and pulled the quilt apart.
Wei Qing also turned sideways, his eyes were right on him, although he couldn't see clearly in the dark night, he could hear the sound of breathing close at hand, it was so rapid, inexplicably magnified in the night.
“…… Tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow. Wei Qing did not give an accurate reply, it should be said that she was also a little dazed, and there were some things that could not be dealt with by memorization just by studying.
Lao Tan opened his mouth, his brain was a little unconscious and confused, his lungs seemed to be filled with air, and the words he wanted to say came to his mouth and swallowed back, such as the sentence I like you, but I can't say it. In the past, when he was in junior high school, he may think that sentence is very important, and he thinks that even if he can't say it for a lifetime, at least he has no regrets, but when he looks back and thinks about it, what difference does it make if he says it or not, some things are destined not to change.
So, after a long silence, the words became, "Then can I say goodbye to you?"
She nodded, "Yes." ”
Then there was a long silence, and the two of them had their own thoughts, and they didn't know what they were thinking.
Just as Lao Tan wanted to say good night, Wei Qing's bed sank.
She moved her body with difficulty and leaned over, through the bed quilt could touch the soft body, although through the restraint of a layer of clothes, she breathed rapidly, tremblingly stretched out her right hand, grabbed Lao Tan's hand, the palm covered his hand, the cold temperature passed through the fingertips, the palm pinched Lao Tan's little thumb, the voice was low, but very powerful, through this night, "I will not forget this night, I hope you don't forget ...... either"
Lao Tan was caught by a weasel like an embarrassed reed chicken, and surprisingly this charming weasel didn't eat him, but said that he wanted you to remember what happened this night, this kind of second-rate plot like a dog's blood drama, but it really happened in front of him, only the body fragrance from the depths of the white hair told him that none of this was a bizarre dream.
The two embraced each other gently through their clothes, and there seemed to be light in their eyes.
Yes.
At this moment, the softest place in Lao Tan's heart was hit.
From his sensible to the best years of sixteen, no matter whether he is sad or touched, ordinary or prominent, tears or laughter, it has nothing to do with him, he is so ordinary, and on this unforgettable day, accompanied by the girl's deep body fragrance and soft waist, it seems to be mixed into an unforgettable part of his life, not to mention unforgettable, but also forever forgotten.
The two hugged each other briefly, and then quickly separated, sticking to their distance, never crossing that line.
If he had been a little more daring tonight, or a little braver, a little more beastly, would it be a different result? This girl who was within reach of him would be the whole of his life, not a distant storm.
It's just that Lao Tan is not Su Can, nor is he Fang Ning, if he is that beastly guy, then he is no longer him, and Wei Qing will no longer look at him differently, he will only think that he is no different from other despicable people in the world.
For Lao Tan, although what is happening in front of him is real, it is still too illusory, or he is actually inferior in his heart, in his heart he feels that he is not worthy of Wei Qing, he is not strong enough, and he is not good enough, Wei Qing is waiting for many excellent people in the future, but it is not him, although it is a little sad to think like this, it is also the most realistic status quo.
After all, reality is not a fairy tale, and there is a huge gap between the two of them, which cannot be bridged by this night alone.
Maybe this is a beautiful and fragile dream, no matter how good the dream is, there will be a day when you wake up.
Lao Tan took a deep breath, snorted his nasal voice, and forcibly held back his sadness, "... It must have been too deep in the dream to meet you. ”
"Is this a dream? Who can tell if it's true or false? Wei Qing was awakened by Lao Tan's words, and soon recognized the reality clearly, and returned to the girl who was like the proud girl of the sky, and sighed faintly, "I'm sleepy, go to sleep." ”
"Hmm. ”
So they stopped talking, and the distance they had just narrowed was suddenly in the sky in an instant.
After a long time, the two gradually became sleepy, Wei Qing lay flat, the sound of calm breathing came in an orderly manner, and the vibration of the sound spread along the Adam's apple to the chest, and finally overflowed into his eardrum.
The sky is faint, the pedestrians on the road are in twos and threes, and the fog has not yet dispersed on the streets.
The two parted at the new station, Wei Qing looked indifferent, as if there was no trace of the snow yesterday, Lao Tan bought a lot of things in and out of the breakfast vendors and small shops, and asked her to take them on the road, nagging like an old grandmother, but it made her smile suddenly, but the person concerned didn't see it.
"I don't have to buy much, I can't eat so much for breakfast. ”
Old Tan stuffed her with a bag of things and explained, "You can take the rest of the snacks home and eat." ”
"Well, thank you. Wei Qing nodded, thought of something again, and said, "You can come and see me when you have time." ”
"Okay, definitely!" Old Tan was very happy.
At this time, the bus was already urging, and Wei Qing couldn't ink anymore, so he could only say goodbye for a long time.
"Goodbye!" Lao Tan waved his hand, smiling very easily, but also helplessly.
After sending Wei Qing away, Lao Tan said in his heart that it was false not to lose, but the more reluctant he was, the more he understood the gap between himself and her.
There is an infinite barrier between the two, or it can be described as a 'boundary', but he is not like Su Can and Fang Ning, who has a tenacious soul, is familiar with the direction of the future generations, and wields a war knife to cut off that boundary, in the end, he is just an ordinary person, although fate played a big joke on him, and the girl also favored him once, but in the end, the wheel of history will still roll back to the original trajectory.
Looking at the bus in the distance, Lao Tan sighed and walked home in despair.
That night, he didn't finish what he said to Wei Qing.
The sentence 'It must have been too deep to meet you', in fact, there is another sentence at the end, "In the end, my dream woke up, and you were gone." ”
Only now did he understand the story of Eason Chan in the playlist.
Chen Fatzi said that today next year, there will be ambushes on all sides, falling flowers and flowing water, and I won't see each other for a long time, and it's better not to see each other.
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Okay, the story of Lao Tan and Wei Qing will come to an end here for the time being, although it is not so perfect, but their lives are still very long, so long that I have to slowly spend time to carve them, and their stories are not lackluster, and they will continue to be told in the future.
The above stories are by no means made up, they are all real people and real stories!