Chapter 1302 The deeper the hatred, the deeper the love
Thinking of Lingsha, Ye Shuo took out the jade slip and sent her a message.
"Have you had lunch?"
The chat interface is neat, and the messages are almost all concentrated on the right side. On the left, the reply bar that belongs to Lingsha, is empty, and only occasionally a punctuation mark can be swiped.
Now, my morning and last night's inquiries are still stuck in the latest news interface, and there is no response.
Even if every message is like throwing a pebble into the sea, and not even a cluster of water splashes it, Ye Shuo knows that if this relationship does not rely on his own persistence, there will be no one to maintain it. At that time, he and Lingsha will really become two parallel lines, going farther and farther, and that is not the ending he wants.
Lingsha no longer has a father, no familiar brothers, and now she is in this world...... She only has herself!
No matter how indifferent her attitude was, Ye Shuo could understand her, he tirelessly pressed the screen and sent another message.
"Baby, no matter how busy you are, don't skip meals, it will be bad for your stomach, I want to see a healthy baby!"
While reciting the lines and waiting for a reply, Yan Xuemeng also sat next to him with the line book in his hand, and saw everyone on the stage playing and fighting, with a gentle smile on his face.
"Ye Shuo, if you are an emperor in real life and have a huge harem, then which one of our girls here will be your favorite?"
The male protagonist played by Ye Shuo is a hero who started from the rebels and finally ascended the throne as the emperor. When he was at the end of his life, he was taken care of by the heroine and made promises to each other, but when he was officially called the queen, he abandoned his promise to the poor girl in the past, he accepted the harem, caused wars, and finally even annexed the heroine's country, and was a complete negative person.
When the heroine held the token of the past, waiting for him to return stupidly, and wept under the candlelight, the male protagonist enjoyed the song and dance of the warbler in the harem, and chased and played with the favorite concubines. The contrast between the two extremes is even more sad and lamentable.
Except for the heroine Shen Antong, as well as Jin Siqi and Qiao Xiying, who play her two good sisters, most of the female characters in this drama are almost the emperor's harem. Yan Xuemeng plays the role of a foreign princess who married him, noble and graceful, backed by the entire powerful country, and at the beginning of the marriage, she was canonized as the queen of the main palace without objection.
However, this is also a woman with a tragic fate. She was beautiful and dignified, and received the best education from an early age, so that she knew a series of the most elaborate etiquette, and could recite the most moving poems with her mouth. But in the traditional society where men are inferior to women, even if you are a princess, it is just a tool to maintain the stability of the royal family. She has been taught since she was a child not to have her own thoughts, not to have her own temper, as long as she will always be a gentle woman and serve her future husband well.
And her performance is also in line with the expectations of the royal family. Every time, she did whatever her father asked her to do, she never loved anyone, and she didn't understand the taste of love, so she was easily assigned to a "potential stock" by her father and became his queen.
In order to stabilize the royal family behind her, the male protagonist didn't dare to treat her badly, but such a good thing is just a kind of good on the scene, a kind of hypocrisy that can be seen through at a glance. They respect each other like guests, participate in various festivals together, and are affectionate and loving in the eyes of the world, but when the queen is sick and falls on the bed and tosses and turns in pain, as a husband, he ignores it and only cares about having fun with the harem concubine.
Yes, because he never loved himself, how can he really be "good" to himself? His own temperament is too different from those charming and charming concubines......
Over the course of countless desperate nights, the princess gradually came to see the nature of the marriage. She married a pillow man who shared the same bed and had different dreams, and married a luxury woven by fame and fortune. She wears gold and silver jewelry, eats delicacies from the mountains and seas, and seems to have everything in this marriage, but there is no emotion.
I thought it through, I saw through it, but I couldn't change it. This scene still has to be sung after all.
Dressed in luxurious gold and silver robes, he showed the most beautiful smile and smiled like a perfect puppet.
In fact, Yan Xuemeng can understand half of the mood of this character. Because since she was a child, she has been deeply bound by the various cumbersome rules of Tianxiao Pavilion. All she can do is to work hard to cultivate and maintain the status of the upper crowd, as for any freedom and love, it has nothing to do with her.
She can realize that she is like the little princess at the beginning, she seems to have everything on the surface, but in fact she has nothing, her heart is empty, and she can't be satisfied with more pursuit and glory. But in the second half, the queen who guarded her hopeless marriage and sat in the grave day by day waiting for death was difficult for her to replace now. She can't play the kind of sadness that is like ashes, and it is difficult for her to truly integrate with this role.
In this play, there are many characters, both male and female, and each of them is a tragic character. The male protagonist, the female protagonist, the queen, including those beautifully dressed favorite concubines, none of them are happy.
This also reflects the theme of the times, in that era of war, the fate of the individual was drowned in the torrent of time, like gravel floating in the ocean, with no place to return. They are all insignificant, but even these people who are too small to be mentioned have also lived a real life in that era. Their joy is real, and so is their grief, and they used to live like all human beings, flesh and blood, before they became a symbol on a tombstone.
In terms of the theme of the script, everyone unanimously recognized that it is good after reading it, and it does have the style of an "epic blockbuster". Especially when they heard that the play reported by the group next door was only the simplest campus drama, they had even more confidence in winning.
The only thing worth worrying about is that this background is indeed too big, and the requirements for acting skills are also very high, in the limited time of a drama, whether you can really finish such a magnificent story and perform it well, this is a difficult test for everyone.
But Ye Shuo didn't expect that Yan Xuemeng, thinking about the role, would suddenly come to him and ask him which one of the girls present he liked the most...... Sure enough, when there are more women, competition is indispensable, and they all hope that they are the only focus of men's attention, even a heavenly lady like Xue Meng is not exempt from vulgarity......
"Well, I didn't think about it. Ye Shuo cleared his throat and replied honestly, "I have a fiancée in my hometown in Yixiguo, and I really love her, so ...... No matter how good other girls are, it has nothing to do with me. In my heart, she is the only one who is the best. ”
didn't get the expected answer, Yan Xuemeng nudged him on the shoulder with some complaints.
"Ye Shuo, you are too sincere, how can you say in front of girls that you care about other girls the most?
"Why can't you say it?" Ye Shuo immediately asked, "I really like her, and I am proud to have her, this is not something unseemly, I dare to say it to the whole day! What is the use of pleasing others besides her? If you are obedient to this one today and obedient to that tomorrow, leaving a bunch of spare tires for ambiguous play, isn't it also very irresponsible for the person you really like?"
Yan Xuemeng didn't expect that just a few words of persuasion would be exchanged for a serious lesson from him. Sighing a little helplessly, he shook his head and turned his gaze back to the crowd. It seems that it is not so easy to make Ye Shuo's papaya head open......
"Hey, Ye Shuo, come here, it's time for your play!" At the other end of the stage, Zhen Ke raised his voice and shouted at Ye Shuo.
But now Ye Shuo is staring at his jade screen with straight eyes.
After he had just talked to Yan Xuemeng about her love for Qi Lingsha, she finally replied to herself.
But what she replied was a message that caused his blood to flow backwards.
Sasa: You, don't, bother!
word by word, like a person gritting his teeth and bursting out words.
How impatient is it to be with yourself that such disgust will permeate between the lines?
Those three words, together with the punctuation, were like sharp nails, which were deeply nailed into Ye Shuo's heart.
His face turned pale sharply, ignoring Zhen Ke's call, he staggered to his feet, and walked out of the door in despair.
Sad, it turns out that it will really "break" the heart. Now, he can clearly feel the sharp pain in his heart.
……
Qi Lingsha, who was far away in the Dingtian Mountain Range, was also extremely crazy at this time.
She stared at the jade slip screen, her five fingers tightened fiercely, and the edges and corners of the jade slip hurt the edge of her palm. But she seemed to be unconscious, her eyes were wide open, and her eyes were full of confusion and hatred.
Just now she was surfing the Internet here, and she happened to see a chicken soup article, which put forward a point of view, "The deeper the hate, the deeper the love." ”
"Hate between lovers is based on love. The deeper the love, the deeper the wound, and the deeper the hatred that eventually transforms. As the saying goes, 'Love must transcend life and death, and hate can destroy the world.' If there is no love between lovers at all, then even if the relationship between the two is good, they are strangers and cannot become hatred at all. ”
"The opposite of love is not hate, but numbness, which is left to its own devices, and there is no intersection with each other. It doesn't matter if he is down, happy or happy in front of you, he has nothing to do with you. His life and death can't stir up any waves in your heart. On the contrary, if you still grit your teeth with hatred when you think of the TA you used to be, it means that you still love TA deeply. ”
"When you finish reading this article, the first person that comes to mind, whether you love or hate him, he is still the first person in your heart. ”
"No...... How is this possible...... I don't believe it!" Qi Lingsha stared at the screen, eager to burn those words to ashes with just her eyes. She refused to admit it, but she was deeply aware that she had to. This entanglement of contradictions broke her down and made her hate herself and hate ...... That person.
"How could I possibly still like him...... I hate him! I want him to die! I hate him so much!!" Qi Lingsha muttered frantically, but the more she reminded herself, the more the words "the deeper the hatred and the deeper the love" repeatedly scaled in front of her eyes.
Chu Tianyao...... This person who has loved with all his youth...... Now she should indeed hate him, it was he who betrayed the Xuantian Sect and killed her father and all her senior brothers, he betrayed their feelings and ruined her life, she should indeed hate him......
She also thought for a while that she really hated him. Every time she thought of him, she gritted her teeth with hatred, even in her dreams, she would slash at him one by one, and only when she saw him wounded and bleeding could she feel a pleasure of revenge.
In the micro-space, she blocked him as soon as he found his homepage, but after that, she would still go to his homepage from time to time, see his latest news, and see the comments all praise the merits of the Nine Venerables, thinking that all of this was obtained by him betraying his master, she wanted to grit her teeth and scold again.
She has always interpreted this feeling as hate.
Only hatred can sustain her to live.
But this article I saw by chance completely subverted her long-standing cognition.
She hated him...... It's just that because she still loves him all along, she can't forgive him for using and betraying him, and she hates even more that there is no future between them.
However, when she wishfully complained about this negative person, how much of this affection was purely for him to subvert the hatred of the teacher?
No...... How can it be...... How can I still love a demon...... The demons who indirectly destroyed the master's sect! The heavenly spirits of my father and all my brothers will never forgive themselves!
"I don't love you...... I hate you! No, I don't hate you, I don't want to see you again...... Why don't you die...... Why don't you just die!Why do you still swagger on the Internet as the Nine Venerables, why can't you let me be out of sight...... Ahh
Out-of-control thoughts have created a huge soul breakdown. Qi Lingsha was already crazy, she drew the soft sword she carried with her, and swung it violently, and the surrounding rocks were cut into pieces by the powerful air current. Flowers and plants were uprooted and turned into pieces of debris in mid-air, and the scene was sad and memorable.
Even so, Chu Tianyao's shadow still lingered in front of him. No matter how much she tried to erase him, in the bottom of her deepest heart, he was getting clearer and clearer.
"Why do you want to pester me again, since you have never loved me, why can't you let me go......" Qi Lingsha hugged her head and cried out sadly. The spiritual power like a drain collapsed in all directions, impacting the entire secluded garden to pieces again.
At last, she fell to the ground in embarrassment, crying until the sky was dark.
"Tianyao...... Chu Tianyao...... I hate you! You know I hate you......"
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