I don't know if it's my delusion, but I always feel that that week is very different from the previous three weeks, as if my errand running career is starting to step into the prime time......

Of course, it may just be an illusion. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

From the third day I worked there, I dreamed almost every day after that third day. Moreover, the dream is very real and very close to the real characters. For example, my colleagues at work, I often dream about them, so sometimes I can't even tell if I'm dreaming or living in reality......

I don't know if it's really "thinking about it every day and dreaming at night", after going to Cambodia, I think her feelings are even stronger than I feel about her at home! I dreamed twice that she came back to me, and I seized the opportunity to give her my first kiss.

Her smile, her voice, as if it were real, was true. I was completely intoxicated! However, when the alarm went off and I was woken up, I realized that it was a dream......! It's all because the dream is too real, and it deceived me again......

Actually, what does writing this have to do with my errand career? Well, yes, it has a lot to do with it.

This just shows that she still has a great influence on me, I thought that the feeling she gave me would be greatly diluted after I arrived in Cambodia, but I didn't expect it to be even stronger!

In that way, I will be sentimental in many quiet and lonely moments, and when I am sentimental, there will be a lot of things in my spiritual world that I want to do. Slowly, indirectly, I was allowed to grow......

It's no wonder that many people say that first love is unforgettable, indeed, very memorable. The more lonely, quieter, and more mature you are, the more you miss your first love...... Of course, if you have a new partner, it's hard to say, because I haven't experienced it at the time.

I don't know if I'm stupid, she said she wouldn't give me hope. But I always feel that she has always had my place in her heart, and she has always had it, but there seems to be a hurdle between us. No one can cross it, she doesn't give me hope, and I don't have the courage either. Because it seems that if I accidentally fall into the bump, it is very likely that it will be broken forever......

It feels like I'm thinking too much about myself, it's stupid, but I like to be a fool. Even if she told me that she didn't have me in her heart at all, I wouldn't believe it......

Like, the string of the kite is broken, but there is still a knot that flies in the heart of the kite......

Is it really good for me to be like this? I live in such an inner world and don't want to extricate myself. Forget it, I brought it all on myself. Because I'm a pig......

Phew, in addition to dreaming of her, I also dreamed of other girls I used to like, but the feeling was not so deep.

After almost four weeks, dreaming every day has become commonplace. It's just that it affects the quality of sleep a little bit. I would easily wake up at 4 or 5 a.m. because my head would be a little dizzy......

At that time, the season in Cambodia was the rainy season, and it would rain heavily from time to time. And I, as a new errand runner, also need to run the factory from time to time.

A lot of the time, the sky outside looks like it's already overpowering! But I have a task ahead of me, and I have to go to the factory to finish the task and rush back to the office. Therefore, I still braved the possibility of getting wet in the heavy rain to rush to the factory to do the task......

But the sky there is very similar to the sky at home, and it seems to be kind to me. I rushed back to the office after completing my tasks at the factory, and I had just stepped into the office. A heavy rain that seemed to have been endured for a long time fell all at once, and at that moment, my heart felt so warm!

At that time, it was much more natural to go to the factory than before, because many workers had already seen it. After all, I'm so "bright"! Whew, just kidding......

Many local aunts in the factory would laugh when they saw me, because I laughed too. Then, all kinds of half-clear exchanges were interesting, and I was able to make friends with them, learn some local language and complete tasks. That's a really good feeling!

One evening, I had a mission to go to the factory. Workers there generally start work at 7 a.m. and leave work at 4 p.m., and work overtime until 6 p.m. After that, if you're busy, someone will work the night shift.

When I went to the factory to do a task, I noticed that I had never seen the faces of those workers, so I guess they were on the night shift. Sometimes, some of the aunts in the day shift may not be very cooperative with the tasks I have to do because they are afraid of trouble. But some of the girls on the night shift are different from their aunts, and when they see me, the first thing is their surprised expression. When I laughed, they laughed too. Some of the girls are really beautiful and have a good body! You can see from the smiles on the faces of those girls that they think I'm funny, and of course, handsome! Wowhaha, I'm sorry, I'm narcissistic again......

They will be happy to cooperate with me and let me complete the task quickly. Whew, if I learn to speak the local language in the future, I'll make friends with them, leave a phone number or something, there's nothing in it, don't think too much. It's just that I never learned to speak the local language......

In the office, there are no days when there is no boss, everything is fine. The pace of learning is just acceptable to me, and the mood is quite natural......

Sometimes, running errands is a lot of fun.

It's just that half of my hair is white......

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