Chapter 368: You and I Will Grow Old Eventually

If the affairs of Su Can, Cheng Keshu, and Su Xiaoxiao are written, then Su Xiaoxiao must be the one standing at the corner of the story.

There is enough tacit understanding, and there is also a liking, but why can't they come together?

Su Xiaoxiao didn't figure it out, and she will never understand.

In the past, she always thought about gains and losses, all the things in this world that cannot be forced can be described as fateless, but she is not such a girl who gives up easily, others do not hit the south wall and do not look back, Su Xiaoxiao does not look back when she breaks the south wall.

Many years ago, on the pontoon bridge where the fireworks bloomed, Su Xiaoxiao took Su Can's hand and made a promise, that is, in the future, she wanted to be admitted to his university after the college entrance examination and live in the same city as him, if she was really not together, it didn't matter, it would be good to be able to see him.

When Yu Xiaoban and Su Xiaoxiao walked out of the restaurant, music suddenly sounded.

Zhou Bichang's years of thieves resounded melodiously behind them:

Time is something that catches people off guard

It is sunny and sometimes windy, sometimes rainy

I can't fight for the day and think about the past

stole the green silk but kept one of you

Time is a journey with no return

The good and the bad are the scenery

Don't blame me for being greedy, I just don't want to wake up

Because you want to be with me only for you

Look at the clouds and the wind is light.

Su Xiaoxiao's pace slowed down, and he looked back frequently, but he didn't know whether he was reluctant to make music or reluctant to anyone.

But he still resolutely looked back and walked away in silence.

Yu Xiaoban and Dou Yonghong didn't know why, the bridge of their noses was inexplicably sour, and they always felt that they couldn't spit out in their chests with a suppressed breath, but they couldn't say it, they understood that Su Xiaoxiao was proud.

Like many years later, many people look at this girl through the sea of flowers, she is gorgeous, on the water side, the final result is not to be submerged in the ordinary sea, but still like the brightest star.

Yu Xiaoban sighed, the most Su Xiaoxiao's best friend, she is actually the most qualified to comment on Su Xiaoxiao, and said to her boyfriend Dou Yonghong with some melancholy: "If I were Su Can, I would definitely choose Su Xiaoxiao." You say, what the hell does his head think, why doesn't he like such a good girl, but chooses to hold the hand of another girl?"

Dou Yonghong was stunned and stunned, lowered his head, and said with a wry smile, "Maybe another girl loves her more than her." ”

Other than that, there is no explanation.

So, Yu Xiaoban said disdainfully, "You men, you will always be the same, don't marry him!"

"Isn't this a stick to kill someone?" Dou Yonghong looked at Yu Xiaoban, who was walking quickly to keep up with Su Xiaoxiao, and became inexplicable.

Su Xiaoxiao really made up her mind for a long time before calling Su Can.

To be honest, she didn't want Su Can to think that she was pitiful and a child that no one wanted.

But she really missed him.

This feeling was not real before, after all, at that time, they were still very ignorant, and they only had a good impression of each other, not the kind of love that they would love for a lifetime, and later, as she grew up, her feelings for Su Can became stronger and stronger, especially more than a thousand kilometers away, and the sense of longing that could not be seen or touched was almost bursting out of her chest.

But then, there was a sense of guilt and self-shame, and she became more and more unsure whether she liked the realistic Su Can or the imaginary intact Su Xiaocan.

In the past, she could use the college entrance examination to avoid this problem, without thinking about it or facing it, but after the college entrance examination is over, how should she face him without an excuse to escape.

Su Xiaoxiao, who was holding the admission letter of Hunan University, sat under the banyan tree sprinkled with light spots and thought for a long time, but did not come up with a clue.

In those years, their agreement under the pontoon bridge was also a little vague in front of Su Xiaoxiao's eyes.

I also began to be more and more unable to distinguish whether the romantic scenes that flashed in my mind were real memories or fictional dreams woven out.

Girls are always emotional, and they will always reluctantly remember the little things for many years, but they have never been first, maybe the people who said those words back then have long forgotten them.

After so many years of hard work, is it worth it?

No one has been able to give her an answer, just as no one has been able to give her a strong hug for so many years.

Su Xiaoxiao, who didn't meet Su Can, wasn't Su Xiaoxiao, but Su Can, who didn't meet Su Xiaoxiao, was still the same Su Can, because the substitute was Fairy Cheng.

In the few moments when Su Xiaoxiao lost her mind, the phone was connected, and the voice from the other side was familiar and unfamiliar, which made her even a little overwhelmed, not knowing whether to say hello or say something that she hadn't seen for a long time.

"Tiny. Su Can's voice was not very high, but it still made Su Xiaoxiao's heart twitch.

Then there was a long silence for both of them, as if they didn't know how to speak.

In the end, it was Su Can who spoke first, "Long time no see." ”

Su Xiaoxiao was stunned, the bridge of her nose was a little sour, she twitched her nose and sighed, "It turns out that it's been so long, I haven't noticed it at all." ”

Su Can didn't know how to react, if he was in front of her, would he not be able to help but step forward and hug her.

But he still held back and asked in a low voice, "How are you doing, how is the weather, by the way, I forgot to ask you last time, the college entrance examination should be very good, how is it, I should have got the ideal university admission letter." ”

He said it in one breath, as if he had finished saying everything he hadn't said before, and his verbose appearance made Su Xiaoxiao finally find a familiar impression, Su Xiaocan, still nagging like that, like a little fool.

Su Xiaoxiao said half-jokingly: "I used to feel that the persistence of those years was because of you, even if it was far away, I wanted to be closer to you, a little closer, so I thought about persisting for so long, but later, I realized that in fact, it was not because of you that I insisted on it for a long time, but it just became a habit, and habit is a very terrible thing." ”

Su Can said bitterly: "Like and habit are not contradictory......"

Su Xiaoxiao didn't let Su Can finish speaking, she said, "Su Can, you listen to me." ”

"Well, I'm listening. Su Can gently waved the mobile phone in his palm, felt the subtle breathing coming from the other side, and didn't dare to make a loud sound, for fear of missing a word.

"During my time in high school in Shanghai, I met a lot of people, made a lot of friends, and a lot of boys chased me, but I didn't look at any of them, maybe it was the first impression of moving in, those boys in the big city will never be as good as you, you will always be the most brilliant boy in my heart. I've told a lot of people your story, the story of our threesome, the happy times we had, and I can't finish it for three days and three nights. Su Xiaoxiao said softly, in that casual tone, but unreservedly opened her heart to the person she liked.

"And then, those people asked me, is that Su Can your favorite person? I said yes and no, because you are just my friend, not my anyone, and some people have asked me, what happened to you and him later? Well, even if there were, I would always be the one standing in the corner. ”

They all felt very sorry and asked me, "Do you two still have a relationship?" No, no, you're doing well, and I'm doing well. Su Xiaoxiao paused, "Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered a sentence I had seen. ”

"What's that?" Su Can asked subconsciously.

"You and I will grow old separately, just like we say, but we are separated. ”