Chapter 1: Brainstorming in Adolescence I

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I've graduated from elementary school, and the junior high school era has come!

I was admitted to Dacheng Middle School. Dacheng Middle School, yes, my innocence stopped here and began to understand the world of adults.

Well, the first thing that surprised me was that I entered the key class, the second class of the first grade of junior high school. What do you say? I don't know how to say it.

Life in junior high school is very different from life in elementary school. I want to own a bicycle and come home from school every afternoon to shower and eat, and then go to school again, which is called half board. That is, eat at school at noon and go home to eat in the evening. It's going to take me a long time to get used to this rhythm.

The homeroom teacher who taught me at that time was a very old grandfather-level teacher. For some reason, I forgot his name.

He was the first teacher to say that my handwriting was too square, and he thought that my handwriting should be softer. Indeed, the characters I practice are square and well-behaved, as if my character does not know how to be tactful. After some training in his handwriting, my characters began to soften a little in Taifang's strokes. In other words, my personality is starting to be a little slicker.

The math teacher is a female teacher in her thirties, and although she loves to dress up, she still looks like she is in her thirties. She was terrible in the minds of many of her classmates, and of course, I was afraid of her. Because, she is indeed terrible!

English teacher.,Originally, it was a male teacher.,After teaching for a short time, I changed to a female teacher.。 Unexpectedly, this female teacher turned out to be the wife of my sixth-grade physical education teacher. It seems that it is a bit of a relationship.

The junior high school curriculum is more than the primary school curriculum, with more politics, history, geography, and biology. Oh, and English too, I didn't learn English in elementary school. It's not that I didn't learn, but when I was in the third grade and promoted to the fourth grade, I didn't start teaching English in the third grade, so I didn't have to learn. I don't even know if the students who repeated the third grade at that time were considered lucky.

I don't understand these new lessons, they are all learned in a story-telling way.

The road to learning is still bumpy!

My English is so bad! The English teacher asked me a very simple question in English, which was to answer what color the chalk she was holding in her hand. But I won't......

The whole class stared at me, it was so uncomfortable, it felt like my ears were burning terribly. Again, I'm sluggish...... If you haven't been in contact for a long time, you won't understand it so quickly. It's like some of the problems in the fourth grade math, I didn't know how to do it until the second year of junior high school. Think about it, how many years have you been sluggish?

My math grades were not high in the key classes, and I was often called by my math teacher to the grade room for enlightenment. I cried every time, and I was a child who cried easily. But if I put my math scores in a regular class, I would be considered excellent.

It seems that the mood is also very different depending on the positioning! The math teacher always compares our class with the class next door that is also a key class, and in the end it is always our class that is poor. To be honest, the first class is really powerful enough, after all, the girl I liked later was in that class. In the first year of junior high school, we didn't know that there was a mutual party.

The physical education class in the first year of junior high school completely showed me how bad my physique is. Due to my frail health, and when I was in the fourth grade of primary school, the school wanted to build a new school building, so the playground was closed, which caused me to lose several years of physical exercise. Therefore, can my physique not be bad like this?

I ran 50 meters in 10 seconds, and the slowest boy in the class ran a solid ball, which seemed to be less than 4 meters, but someone was connected to me with the same disease, and the class was very good at studying at that time.

He also looked skinny, just like I was then, a little squeamish. Looking back now, in fact, he is quite like Yang Mi. If he wears a wig, I can guarantee that he will be a little Yang Mi. Just kidding! But it's really like that!

Something new, something new, something new, began to slowly soak into my mind.

The day has come for me to change my mind! I will no longer be completely simple!

Youth will tell you what a little evil is.

I don't want to grow up, don't change anything, how good. As a new adolescence, I always thought so.

Why don't you want to grow up? Because of the feeling of being protected, the feeling of being pampered is very happy. I don't want to lose that happiness, so I don't want to grow up.

Of course, there was another effect that made me not want to grow up. In what regard, what is written below may involve a topic that everyone is a little evasive and a little embarrassed. If you don't want to touch on these topics, it's best to stop looking down.

Well, yes, the physiological side effects.

Ever since I was a child, I had a desire for perfection that extended to my physiology. Because I don't grow up psychologically and like to be a child for the rest of my life, I don't want my body to change. That is, I don't want to grow up, I don't want to grow taller, and I always stay the same. When I was a child, I imagined that when I was in junior high school, if my body was still like a child, people would say, "Wow, you are in junior high school at such a young age, so sharp!", and I was intoxicated by this fantasy for a long time......

How does the psychology of perfection affect my psyche?

When I was back in the first grade, Uncle Ah had to work in the fields every day and sweated a lot, so Uncle Ah usually didn't wear a shirt. When I was napping, Uncle Ah liked to sleep with the palm of his hand behind his head, while I would watch blankly from the side. What are you looking at? It's not about my uncle sleeping, it's about the hair under my uncle's armpits. At that time, my curiosity was very strong, and I looked at it carefully for a long time, and then gently plucked it twice with my hand.

Then, he opened his clothes and looked at his armpits, and asked Uncle Ah suspiciously: "Uncle Ah, why do you have hairs under your armpits? ”

Ah Uncle replied a little sleepy: "You will have it when you grow up." Then he went to sleep.

I don't want to grow up!

The pursuit of perfection is a bit crazy because, alas, even his good Chinese brother doesn't want to grow up. Because I found that when many boys wear leggings, that part will highlight some shapes on the pants. I don't like it very much, don't look at me stupid at the time, conservative ability is never lower than that of girls.

I will not let go of the slightest possibility that others will find out about the physical flaws, and I will pay attention to the image. For example, there are many girls who pick up things, and they bend down directly to pick them up, that is, they don't squat down. This action may make people see what they don't want people to see, but it also lacks beauty. Girls pick up things like this, it's good to have no image. When a girl picks up something, she should squat down gently and bend slightly to pick it up.

I don't know if I noticed it myself from the TV, or if my sister taught me. Anyway, when I pick things up, I usually squat down to pick them up. So, I'm a very conservative person. As a result, the psychology is a little unable to accept the changes in their physiology. Of course, when I was a child, nothing changed, and my mind would slowly change as I grew up.

Even if I didn't want to grow up, I went to junior high school. Huhu, biology class is a magical course that changes a lot of my thoughts, and it is also a course that many students in the class find embarrassing.

The biology teacher is a new handsome guy, he teaches biology, which is a bit calm, but the embarrassment will still find him.

I remember that when I opened the diagram of the human reproductive organs in the biology textbook, I was shocked and quickly closed the textbook.

There are two reasons, one is because I am afraid that after watching it for a long time, others will say that you are lustful, and I love face, how can I be said like this? The second is because ninety percent of female classmates have closed the book.

Yes, that biology class was all about male and female reproductive organs. At that time, there were many male classmates laughing and amusing the female classmates sitting next to them, and the female classmates almost avoided that page. Because that page happens to have a diagram of male and female reproductive organs, there is no pagination. Therefore, there are many female students who either don't read books and only listen to the teacher, or take a book to cover the male reproductive organs.

I think it's funny. And what about me?

Sneak a peek and look at the blackboard. Take a look at the blackboard and sneak another look. And so on until the curiosity is satisfied.

Through taking biology classes for a while, I learned a lot about physiology that I didn't know before. Whew, the mind needs to be reformed!

It turns out that girls will also have hairy under their armpits. The moment I knew it, I was devastated!

Since I was a child, I thought that women were the most beautiful and pure stunners in the world, without any flaws. Because I saw on TV that some women in off-the-shoulder outfits had no hair under their armpits, it was assumed that all women were like this. However, the biology class gave me the truth, and I couldn't accept it.

Little by little, the psychology of perfection began to fall apart. However, the thoughts of childhood can only represent childhood. Again, the mind will slowly change as it grows.

At that time, I only knew about physiology, but I hadn't verified it yet.

Adolescence is also driven by this knowledge, which makes the brainstorming more intense!

My vision began to change angles, with analysis, imagination, and flavor.

began to explain a phenomenon - how the pervert is raised.

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