When Rong Huang was very young, he learned to take the jade slip and send text messages to his father.

Father's reply was always very slow, and Xiao Ronghuang stayed in front of Yu Jian, waiting from day to night before he could wait for an extremely brief reply.

Each time, he counted the hours with his fingers and comforted himself that perhaps his father was busy and he didn't see his message for a while.

Until a family dinner.

When the whole family was eating together, Rong Huang clearly saw that his father's jade slip was always in his hand. And he would also lower his head from time to time and read the message a few times.

It was impossible for him not to see the text message he sent. Moreover, it should be the first time it can be seen.

However, he did not reply. After an hour, he took his message out of the corner and processed it as if he had suddenly remembered something.

Therefore, there is no information that cannot be seen, only whether it is worth replying.

himself, after his official duties, after socializing, after entertainment...... After life.

"Mother, why doesn't my father seem to love me?" Rong Huang also asked his mother with teary eyes, "Does he not like me?"

At that time, my mother said something that she couldn't understand.

"Silly boy...... It's not that he doesn't like you, he doesn't like our family......"

Did the mother regret it at that time? regret that she got this man by unscrupulous means, but she couldn't get his heart. He gave her the name of husband and wife, and kept his promise never to take a concubine, but abandoned her in this luxurious villa and let her spend her life tasting this cup of self-brewed bitter wine.

All he left her with was a gorgeous tomb.

Let her bloom here, and let her wither here.

Why are the parents in the news report affectionate, why are the parents who attend a high-end banquet together loving, and why are the parents who are only in front of themselves like two strangers?

All the confusion began to have an answer as Rong Huang slowly grew up.

One night, when my father had said that I was going home for dinner, my mother was so happy that she took out all the expensive cosmetics, sat down at the dresser, and spent several hours applying grease and powder, creating a mask of the utmost delicacy and perfection. But while she was fidgeting at the table, she was told by the maid that her father had received an order and had gone to another country to negotiate business.

The table full of delicacies seems to have become unpalatable.

That night, my mother was still sitting at her dresser. This mirror bears witness to her beauty, but also to her haggardness. She removed her makeup little by little, and the heavy fat powder was sometimes stained with tears, leaving deep and shallow stains on her face.

There was not much grief in her expression, and all the grand, rotten despair was precipitated in her eyes like a cold pool under an iceberg. She looked at herself in the mirror, this lady in fine clothes, this pathetic woman, in the mirror she was smiling at herself, but there was endless mockery hidden in her smile.

Rong Huang cowered in front of her, pinched a small handkerchief, and stood on tiptoe to try to wipe her tears.

When he carefully touched the delicate face with his handkerchief, his mother suddenly moved him into her arms.

"Huang'er, you say...... If I no longer prevent your father from taking a concubine, or even ...... Let him bring back the wild children outside to raise them...... You say, will he be the slightest bit willing to go back to this home?"

The expression on her mother's face when she said these words was something Rong Huang had never seen before. She looks so humble, so compromised, very different from the strong woman in the shopping mall, the lady who is always extravagant and extravagant.

"Mother, what are you talking about?" Rong Huang was still in his ignorant heart, and for the first time, a kind of fear was spreading, "Dad...... Does he have women out there, and wild children?"

Mother shook her head with a wry smile and stroked his hair: "It's just an assumption." ”

"Over the years, maybe it's really me pushing him too hard. I deprived him of his normal rights as a man, made him treat our home as a cage, and made him want to run away when he saw me......"

"If he really has a home outside, and I asked him to bring back his wife and children outside, two families, and one family, then ...... Even if it's to see them more, he should come home often, right? That way, I'll have a chance to see him more......"

The more Rong Huang listened, the more shocked he became, he understood his mother's pride, and his own pride was in the same vein as his mother. Now that his mother had gone to such a step to keep his father, he felt that there was a lot of confusion in his mind, which made him frantic and make him struggle.

But in the end, the unquenched pride prompted him to answer.

"No! If you want to bring people from outside back and your father is willing to go home, then he will go home for them, not for us! So what's the point? Want us to ...... Watching them in our house every day is affectionate and loving? Mother, can you really bear it?"

"It's them who did wrong, why should we leave the bitter fruit to bear? Is this fair?" Rong Huang slowly crouched down, trembling and holding his mother's shoulders, "Mother, we should be born noble, we are born with noble blood! Why do we bow to the third party outside and give way to them?"

"If you don't accept him as a concubine, your father will always be your husband alone...... But if he really has three wives and four concubines, he will no longer belong to you alone, and you will not even be qualified to be jealous!"

This sentence seemed to suddenly wake up her mother.

"yes...... Whether I bring the new person back or not, he won't love me...... I don't get his heart either...... He doesn't let me be happy, so why should I make him happy? It's a big deal, no one wants to be happy, everyone just tortures it together......

After saying a few words, she wiped her tears as if panicked, and raised her head to look at Rong Huang.

"Huang'er...... Mother's words just now are just assumptions, your father did not betray our family...... He usually doesn't come back much, just because the business is too busy, you must not hold a grudge against him......"

Is it assumed that in Rong Huang's heart, there is already a scale.

Although he was still young at that time, he had already deeply felt the harm of "infidelity".

A person's heart is only so big, and if he has already installed one, how can he pretend to be another? In the future, I will only marry one woman, be good to her wholeheartedly, and let her be the happiest woman...... However, trust is mutual, and she must not betray me...... Otherwise, otherwise......

After that night, his mother never confided in him again.

She seems to have decided to choose a different way of life.

"I don't want to be the woman behind him anymore...... I put down all the entertainment just to get back home and wait for him...... In exchange, I want to age in this mansion day by day!"

"No...... I'm going to get back to where I belonged...... I'm going to get my family business back on the ground...... If one day, I can be on an equal footing with him in the mall, maybe he will be willing to give me a second look...... Just like ...... back then"

At first, Rong Huang was very relieved that her mother had finally figured it out.

However, the busy days of both parents only made the family more and more dead day by day.

If it is said that the child is the crystallization of the love of the parents.

So what is it?

The father may simply leave a child to his wife out of his husband's responsibility...... And the mother also wants to use herself to hold back the footsteps of the father...... In the end, however, their hopes were in vain.

What is the value of staying in the world if you are not expected and cherished......

Although he also met many, many girls later, they screamed around him, they handed him love letters, and they said they liked him.

But who sees themselves as the only one?

All they value is their money, their appearance. They don't love themselves, they just feel that it will be more face-saving to walk with them.

Rong Huang played with them, drank with them, and listened to them say hypocritical love words, but his heart was always empty.

"I just want to find a girl who doesn't want my money...... If she fell in love with my money at the beginning, then she would never really fall in love with me! Money, what I have, what I lack is a heart, a heart that money can't make up!"

"If I can find a girl who loves me with all her heart, she can take all my money!"

For so many years, Rong Huang has been stubbornly pursuing a uniqueness.

If it's me who you want, you can't have anyone else.

Your idols, your relatives and friends, and your ideals will all occupy your heart...... I just want to find one that can hold my heart completely......

So when he first entered the school, those "two fans" who liked both him and Rong Xiao seemed to him to be a very disgusting existence and an insult to himself.

"You always complain that your parents are too strict with you, which makes you feel breathless, but you don't know how much I envy you and care so much about your parents. Rong Huang sighed and leaned back in his chair, "I also wish I was just a child from an ordinary family, listening to my parents' nagging every day, and my every move could attract their attention...... At the very least, they need you. ”

"Growing up, I tried to be the best I could be, and I wanted them to stop and take a look at me. But...... Maybe they just think I'm sensible and don't need them to worry about it, so they don't even bother to ask about my daily life. ”

"Maybe it would be better if I could be a little naughty...... But gradually, I found that I was used to playing the aristocracy, and I had lost the ability to be a bear child. I can't make the mistakes that my peers make, and I can't discredit my image with my own hands...... I'm like a puppet, even if no one is holding the lead, I won't move on my own......"

"A bad child, when he slowly corrects, the whole world will tolerate him. But a child who is used to it, when he slowly learns badly, the whole world will blame him. I don't have a chance to be a bad boy anymore...... From the very beginning, I lost this opportunity. ”

"In order to get their attention, I even ......" Rong Huang's emotions suddenly became excited, and he sat up sharply, and even his breathing became short. But his desire to talk came to an abrupt end at this moment, and in the end he just squeezed out a sullen voice: "...... Never mind. ”

Something seems to be something that he still can't talk about.

Even when he was at his most emotional, there was still the only reason left to remind him that he could not say it.

Said it...... What will happen?

Yi Xin didn't know, and she didn't dare to ask rashly. Because Rong Huang immediately smiled bitterly and said something of unknown meaning.

“…… I don't have a heart anymore. ”

"That's why in the academy, I often bullied you, even in some ways that you hate...... I just wish someone would notice me, someone ...... You can stay with me. ”

"I don't know why, I seem to be childish in front of you, I will tease you, I will be angry with you...... But only in front of you, I don't have to play the aristocrat I played from childhood to adulthood. I know that you are special to me, and I want to cherish you, but I am afraid, and I am afraid that you will betray me like my father betrayed my mother. ”

"That's why I'm going to have a lot of gains, I'm worried that you're going to like someone else, I'm worried that you're leaving me when I've given you all my might...... I'm so scared, so I always want to confirm your sincerity, and I've hurt you for it......"

"If it weren't for you today, I don't know when I would have had another meal with my dad. ”

"Anyway...... I want to thank you for being with me today. ”

Yi Xin listened to his heart-wrenching confession, and a wave of sympathy suddenly surged in his heart.

If his childhood was spent in such a loveless environment, then all his sensitivity and suspicion have been explained so far.

Because he had experienced the pain of being abandoned, he didn't want to experience it again, so he grabbed his girlfriend almost pathologically, regardless of making both of them scarred.

Today, he had to bring himself to see his father, not because he wanted to make things difficult for himself, but only because he hoped that he could become a bond that resolved their father-son relationship. His love is so humble and so sincere.

I didn't expect that the enviable rich man would have so many troubles behind him.

"Young Master......" Yi Xin was emotional, and gently held his hand, those hands were cold, and she was eager to warm him, "I will accompany you well in the future, I will not leave you, let's start again, but...... Can you trust me a little more?"

Rong Huang was stunned for a long time, and he also grabbed her violently.

"Xin Xin, I promise you, I will only marry you in the future......! As long as you don't betray me, I will never betray you!"

When he told his mother that he was going to marry Yi Xin, she also only replied "If you like it, it's fine".

In hindsight, she was able to agree so readily, maybe she was planning to let Yi Xin be her side room. As for the main room, it is naturally up to them to choose a girl who is the right person for themselves.

At that time, he will definitely fight.

He is even looking forward to the day when he will have to argue with his parents over the matter of marrying a wife...... In this way, isn't it a bit like an ordinary family?

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