Chapter 1254 The First Step 654

It's all wonderful, but I can't enjoy it.

The characters are all just twisted, just spinning in and out of what "I think".

I don't understand why it's so hard for me to discard the distortion in my head, I already know that thinking is a piece of shit, but I'm always afraid that I will die without a place to die without thinking.

Let's die, the character will naturally not continue to think after death.

There's nothing to say, I've said too much, too much, and there are already too many repetitive things for so many chapters of slashing.

Although in my opinion, these are like slashing bosses constantly, slashing here and there, instead of cutting off hands and feet.

The characters are not qualified to survive, everything is around the characters, is this madness really called life?

To kill the character, to destroy the character, too many things to divert attention, too many things to pretend to be important.

It's all.

Fear makes me regret it, I keep fantasizing about it, and I keep arranging for the future.

It's all just fear, it's all just "what I think".

The most important thing is that all this has nothing to do with thinking, just a direct presentation of the elements of the picture.

Fear descends, and it seems that other feelings will go away, and that ease will naturally become clenched suddenly, and the tension in the heart seems to dare not let something happen at all.

And the state of feeling perfect for all this will also dissipate as fear comes, as if you don't understand why all this is perfect.

It's like being in a state of "it's all perfect" and you don't understand why you're afraid.

The twist in my head is still struggling, and I want to pull there through the content of "I think", which boils down to thinking that the role is important, that is, thinking that the role is not abandoned.

None of this is true, what else is there to discuss, what is there to talk about life, what is it to talk about.

I'm not looking for feelings, not how I should feel in life, or how I should see things.

The opponent is not fear, but false.

I'm just going to kill the falsehood, destroy the unreal, and as for what will happen to you, that's not something I need to worry about.

Just like traveling, I'm only responsible for walking, and it has nothing to do with what kind of scenery will appear.

Want to pretend to be real, sorry, I don't allow it.

Whether it's a twist in the mind to pretend to be real, or simply think that the world is real, it's not allowed.

It's all just characters, it's all just what you're aware of.

Even though I don't see it all the time now, a lot of the time I'm still stuck in the role, and only occasionally react, and that's just what I'm aware of.

That doesn't mean anything, the constant trapping of characters only makes me disgusted, and those fears are.

No matter how real and easy it is to happen, it is all bias, speculation, and it is just "possible".

Without cause and effect, I don't know exactly what would have happened.

To infer the future from the memory in my head, I must first determine the authenticity and correctness of the memory, but I can't prove it.

It's just a bet, a bet that my memory is correct, a bet that everyone says it is true.

Moreover, the so-called memory is correct many times, which is also nonsense.

I can't say, although I don't know if the memory is correct, but it seems that every time things are happening according to the patterns of memory.

This statement itself already assumes the correctness of the memory, and at this moment, I just remember that "many times the memory was correct", and this content itself belongs to memory.

Time is the best weapon, and it is more convenient to overturn science with "the laws of science do not necessarily last forever" than to remove it altogether.

The so-called observations, the so-called experimental records, these are only the things that are perceived at the moment, and they are not real at all.

It's so extreme, it's like seeing assumptions clearly, it's so honest to the point of cruelty.

I don't know why I want to think about my mother, but no matter how I try to be filial to my mother, it's "I think" filial piety.

In other words, it is "I think" that such filial piety can be called filial piety by others, and it can enrich the character attributes.

It's just for myself, and all other rhetoric is nonsense.

The point is, it's not real, mom is not real, it's just what I realized.

I'm not real, I'm just what I'm aware of.

Words and deeds are all pulled, and the character attributes seem to be not harmed at all.

Bullshit, look at how I kill myself, it's suicide, there's nothing to say.

is not to make the character more relaxed and natural, but to destroy the character, kill the character, and let the character of Yuan Changwen disappear directly.

Of course it will be hard, and of course fear will come to me to hold on to the character.

It's like, if I ruin the character like this, what will I do in the future.

Like, what should I do if I do this, I don't have a job and no money in the future.

These questions all seemed realistic, and I didn't know how to answer them.

Luckily, I don't need to answer questions, just destroy them.

These things are not real, there is nothing to say.

It's so unreasonable, it's just for killing.

The character pulls me again and again, with my future with my career, with money with my mother, anyway, they just want me to continue to hold the role.

What else can fear do when I know it's just to get me to hold on to the character, when I know that fear is just a self-written and self-directed storm.

It must be admitted that when fear comes, fear is still fear, and that bewitching woman still has infinite charm.

It's like pain, even if the world is not real, even if I finish killing, the character feels pain and it's still pain.

These visual elements don't change, and they don't stop hurting because I'm done slashing.

The twist in my head is such nonsense, I always knew it.

The fear is so intense, and I know it.

However, these are only the content of awareness, no matter what Yuan Changwen's role is, no matter what the world is, it is still the content of awareness.

Fear can only pull the character, and the distortion in the mind can only affect the character, and this pull and influence is only what is realized.

That awareness, that awareness, is the truth.

The picture elements are presented, one part of Yuan Changwen's character can't stand himself, and the other part is trying his best to catch himself.

At this moment, I haven't finished the killing, no matter what, I'm fake, I'm the role of Yuan Changwen, after all, it's just thinking.

If it's not real, you have to throw it away, as for how to live, that's a later story.

Die, die completely, shatter completely, the characters don't matter at all.

Since fear can pull me unreasonably, then I can also kill falsehood unreasonably.

The distortion in my mind keeps emphasizing the reality of the world, so I can also see the reality of the world without stopping.

It's just a character anyway.

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