On the third day of the first lunar month, because of the sacrifice and prayer for the New Year, the rice is not eaten, there is no fire to cook at home, there is no smell of fireworks, all the dishes eaten are cold, and there is no banquet for relatives to gather, which looks cold and lonely.

After surviving this season, Fang Ning's family hurried back to their hometown to worship their ancestors and sweep the tombs, followed by all kinds of relatives, and relatives are indispensable to feast on big fish and meat, it is not enough to eat Haisai, but also to accompany the elders to drink, in addition to this, they have to face the interrogation of the seven aunts and eight aunts at every turn, as if the nagging all year round is concentrated in these few days, chattering, Rao is iron body is also tossed and exhausted, willing to finish the relatives early.

On the sixth and seventh days of the new year, my sister fell down from exhaustion, and a timely typhoid cold made her avoid the trip to her grandmother's house, so she could only recuperate at home.

Fang Ning only hated that he was usually diligent in exercising, his body resistance was too strong, and the wind and cold external evil could not make him fall, so he could only helplessly follow his parents to the north of Yuezhou Dayun Mountain Scenic Area.

When he was a child, his grandmother's house was the place Fang Ning didn't want to go to, not because he didn't like his grandmother, but because the road over there was relatively far away, and it was in the mountains, the road was rugged, and it became muddy when it rained, and the road was even more difficult to walk, and then the accommodation and sanitary conditions of his grandmother's old house were extremely poor, so in addition to the New Year's holidays, Fang Ning rarely went to his grandmother's house.

But as he grew older, Fang Ning's mood became different, and when he saw his grandmother's family again many years later, his grandmother's old face contrasted with the embarrassing living conditions, although he understood that his grandmother didn't need to let them support his old age, but he still felt a little inexplicable sadness in his heart.

Compared with those relatives at home, grandma is much better, as the so-called no comparison, there is no gap, grandma is kind and kind, the eldest uncle is also happy to give a big red envelope, and the aunt also made a table of good dishes to entertain Fang Ning and his parents, and the dinner at night is very happy, warm, and then a bunch of people around the fire wall that is rare even in the countryside crackling and roasting the fire, the parents chatted for a short time, there was no interrogation of various achievements, there was no elder-style teaching, only personal care, which made people feel the family affection that blood is thicker than water。

Although he only stayed at his grandmother's house for two days, Fang Ning had a strange feeling of reluctance.

But he also understands that such a beautiful day is very short, everyone has their own life, and we can't stop at the present, but also look forward and work hard towards a better life.

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2013 is fleeting, 2014 is coming in the blink of an eye, time really flies, so fast that before he has time to reminisce about it, he has already become a teenager.

However, everything that has been experienced still seems to be yesterday.

Those times that can't be returned, those unattainable futures, those opportunities that want to be seized, and those unforgettable stories seem to have been confused by the passing years.

The Spring Festival has just ended, and it will not be far from Fang Ning's start of school, after all, the senior party does not have many holidays, and what awaits them will be a war with no way out.

During the Chinese New Year, everyone did not control their appetite, and when they went to relatives, they let go of their belly to eat, and they ate seafood, coupled with the lack of exercise in winter, they inevitably gained a little fat.

Although Fang Ning tried his best to restrain his calorie intake, he still inevitably ate a lot, coupled with irregular work and rest, he had been visiting relatives in winter, and he had no time to run to lose weight, and this weight had also increased a lot unconsciously.

Fortunately, when he himself was growing taller, it was the key point to take in nutrients, and although he gained weight, he couldn't see much difference from his appearance

Because he has developed the habit of exercising since he was a child, and he has the consciousness to exercise, after the Spring Festival, he made a plan to exercise and began to exercise according to the amount of exercise for one hour every morning.

One morning, Fang Ning took advantage of the fact that the air was relatively fresh in the morning and the riverside was light and hazy, so he began to run in a warm long-sleeved cotton coat, all the way from Lusu West Road around the academy community.

After the run, I ate a bowl of egg noodles sprinkled with chopped green onions and fried golden brown in the noodle restaurant opposite No. 1 Middle School.

Fang Ning walked to the New Martyrs' Cemetery, taking advantage of the last two or three days, if he didn't hurry up to hang out, he would have no time when school started.

He stood on the zebra crossing waiting for the traffic light, and stood diagonally opposite three or four office workers with a briefcase and black circles standing on the platform waiting for the train, his face was full of tiredness, and he didn't seem to have recovered from the Spring Festival holiday, yawning for days, complaining that he went to work too early.

Before Fang Ning could speak, he saw two boys riding bicycles all the way down from the uphill slope of the North Academy Road, just here was a green light, unimpeded, whistling by, talking loudly, that vigorous appearance, so that the office workers were dumbfounded, and then shook their heads, feeling that the years were a pig-killing knife, and they had been killed before they had grown.

The new martyrs' cemetery, peach and plum blossoms, red flowers and green leaves, full of trees and colors, in a high and low sun particles, the tourists in and out of the cemetery set off the liveliness of the cemetery.

Most of the people who come to the cemetery are here for spring sightseeing, but there are very few people who really come to worship the martyrs who sleep under the tomb, Fang Ning bought a jar of wine, bought some memorial coins and burning paper, and poured wine under the tall monument in the cemetery with countless names engraved, and by the way, there was a little less paper money, which was regarded as a tribute to the heroic souls who died generously.

It's a pity that it didn't take long for two security guards to stop Fang Ning's behavior of burning paper money when they heard the news, and educated some by the way, the weather is dry, don't light a fire in the grass at will, be careful of a fire, and you can only burn paper money in a specific place if you want to worship.

Fang Ning replied twice and followed the marble steps to the top of the Martyrs' Mountain.

Standing halfway up the mountain, Fang Ning tiptoed into the distance, the river around the city is like a blue blue belt, straight office buildings and brightly colored commercial residences are interspersed among them, countless billboards and fluorescent dazzling people, a hustle and bustle of commercial flavor pavement.

Fang Ning, who was still thinking of 'last year's today, in this door, the peach blossoms on people's faces reflected the red verses', suddenly looked like a leaky ball, and walked back quite decently.

In fact, in his subconscious, he always thought that he had jumped out of the Three Realms, but in essence, he didn't.

It's like in a nest of ants, an ant has a human soul, can think about problems and explore the origin of the world, but in essence it is still an ant, you are no different from other ants in body, the same fragility, but you will know what it means to be afraid and fear before the moment of death comes than other ants.

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If I wrote it later, because there was a previous chapter about politics that was written about the river crab, it was rewritten.

After writing a few chapters, I was always dissatisfied, and I overturned and rewrote it.

It's very slow, a lot of things have been forgotten, and I don't have the same passion as before, but I will continue to write.