Chapter 395: The Power to Make a Decision
"Didn't Ye Jun already know?" Fuji Ayako's mood became happier when he said this, "I'm a difficult woman. ”
Just looking at her appearance, she seemed quite happy to be able to cause him some trouble.
"That's too bad. Ye Zhao smiled and blamed.
Fuji Ayako asked again, "So, what kind of song is it?" Ueno-san said that Ha-kun asked him to play the shamisen into the taste of the song of love. ”
"Then, it's the so-called song of love......" Ye Zhao said vaguely. Feeling Fuji Ayako's hand quietly reaching out to him, he shrank back before explaining, "Actually, it's because I thought of you that I thought of that kind of song." ”
"Me?" Fuji Ayako greeted without reluctance.
There's no escape.
Ye Zhao said slowly: "When I went to see the performance planned by Kitajima-san, I happened to be next to Sachiko's seat, and at that time, I also thought about some things, so I thought of such a song." ”
"It was a year ago...... "Ayako Fuji whispered.
"Yes. ”
"I knew from the very beginning that it was useless to be immersed in such a relationship. ”
"Caizi-san also thought so, right?" Ye Zhao asked.
It's just that such a question is not so much asking her as it is seeking recognition.
"But in the end, it became the way it is. Fuji Ayako sighed.
"I think it's because the mind is always half a beat slower than the body. Ye Zhao held her hand and stopped her from continuing, "So, when you realize it, you will already be a sacrifice on your altar." ”
"Sacrifice?" said Ayako Fuji, as if she had heard something new.
"It's not very like. Ye Zhao stretched out his arms and lay on his side, and deliberately said a little mischievously: "Saying that you have taken strength from me to make yourself strong or something, don't you just treat me as a sacrifice." ”
Fuji Ayako laughed, "When you say that, I feel like some kind of wicked person." ”
"Compared to the wicked," Ye Zhao put his arm around her shoulders, slowly slid his hand down her back, and said with a smile, "I will take people as sacrifices to enjoy them, but I think this kind of Caizi-san is more like a monster." ”
"It's so annoying, that's the kind of thing that is. Fuji Ayako frowned, and slapped away his hand with a little forceful backhand that seemed to be looking for the tail that the youkai had secretly hidden.
After being beaten, Ye Zhao was even happier. Satisfied, he withdrew his hand, "Don't say that." "Being with Fuji Ayako like this always makes him fall into that honest and defenseless state unconsciously.
"Is Ye Jun getting along well with his girlfriend?" At this time, Fuji Ayako suddenly asked about it.
Ye Zhao, who was still trapped in the defenseless atmosphere that Fuji Ayako had built for him, subconsciously confided his true words at this time, "To be honest, now is a very confused period. Some don't know how to proceed. ”
"What?" Fuji Ayako stretched out her spiking tentacles.
When she got the answer that he and Yukie Nakama didn't have a smooth relationship, she showed considerable interest. This look, unconsciously, also exposed her jealous ugliness.
"I have someone else I like and want to date. Ye Zhao said to her. What you can't say to Yukie Nakama, but you can say it to Ayako Fuji without hindrance.
"Really......" The expression on Ayako Fuji's face disappeared, and the tentacles of the spying fell. However, the next moment, another poisonous thorn quietly stretched out, "Since you have such an object, it would be better to pursue it......"
The person she used to be deeply jealous of fell into the same situation as her the moment Ye Zhao said this. As if in revenge, she released the venom in her heart with a little pleasure.
However, while feeling happy, looking at Ye Zhao, who was hesitant to consider Yukie Nakama's feelings, another kind of jealousy rose in Fuji Ayako's heart. Jealousy was like a wave that came up in layers, enveloping her.
She shrank as if to protect herself.
"Then it won't work. Ye Zhao sensed the malice coming from her at this moment.
However, she didn't feel that she was hateful because of this, on the contrary, she felt deep sympathy for Fuji Ayako who fell into jealousy.
"You can't do this," Ye Zhao hugged her, "If there is one more person to be hurt, the same mistake can't be made a second time." ”
Fuji Ayako did not speak, lying quietly in his arms.
Ye Zhao didn't expect to get a response from her, and said to himself, "I still remember Caizi-san who was in pain at that time, because I remember that, because of you, so I choose restraint and patience." People should not get along with each other with arrogance. …… This is what Ayako-san taught me. ”
At that time, when she first took the initiative to mention Yukie Nakama to Ye Zhao, her burning jealousy protected Yukie Nakama and Sakai Spring in turn.
"So I'm the only one hurt......" she said as if to wail. Breaking free of Ye Zhao's embrace, he pounced on him like a lioness who had escaped from the cage, and his slender fingers stuck his neck.
"I really hate you very much. ”
"I know. Ye Zhao grabbed her hand.
"I heard that if you are a lover, even if you are jealous, you must let yourself learn to be patient. Fuji Ayako looked at him condescendingly, "But I can't learn anything like this." ”
"That's fine. Ye Zhao met her gaze, "When Caizi-san felt jealous, I felt a little relieved because of this. Otherwise, it will be even more cruel to you. ”
"It's cruel enough now......" Ayako Fuji sighed. With this sigh, even Fang Cai's energy dissipated. Ye Zhao took the opportunity to take her into his arms and took away her chance to break out again.
"This kind of untimely gentleness will only make people think that you are hateful. It's really annoying. Fuji Ayako, who fell back into his arms, said.
Noticing that he wanted to speak, he stopped talking and coldly threatened: "If you say 'I'm sorry' to me at this time, I will really kill you." ”
"I see. Ye Zhao agreed.
"That's good. Fuji Ayako's arm passed under his armpit, hugged him tightly, and closed her eyes weakly.
Ye Zhao hugged her body, and in a trance, he felt that he had received some kind of decisive power from her. What he had been hesitating about until then had been answered at this moment.
Giving up, maintaining the status quo, and even repeating the old tricks, continue to talk about a hidden love, all kinds of glorious and dishonorable thoughts, when he realizes that he should give Sakai Izumi an explanation.
People are selfish, so they instinctively avoid things that are not good for them. So, after realizing that he had a deep affection for Sakai Spring and wanted to overcome this situation, he instinctively kept silent about his relationship status.
But there is no way to deceive this kind of thing forever.
Although when he first came to this world, he once had a very arrogant idea, and saw hugging left and right as an easy thing to achieve.
Because of this thought, Fuji Ayako fell into the whirlpool of jealousy and couldn't extricate herself, and Yukie Nakama was constantly hurt by the knife of betrayal and the fire of jealousy without knowing it.
If malice could be turned into a physical entity, I'm afraid she would have been killed by Ayako Fuji's jealousy, just like Aoi Hime in "The Tale of Genji".
Fortunately, this world is just an ordinary world. But again, he's just an ordinary person.
Not only is he an ordinary person, but also Ayako Fuji, Yukie Nakama, and Sakai Izumi, they are all ordinary people. Since he is an ordinary person, he has a desire for exclusivity, jealousy, and all kinds of emotions.
Even if he is caught in a triangular relationship, no one is willing to endure for him.
Even Fuji Ayako, who fell into a state of being unable to extricate herself, her extreme love did not turn into patience, but into crazy jealousy. And those who can't have a physical jealousy will only end up eating back on himself.
He lowered his head and looked at Ayako Fuji, who had buried her face in his arms, she seemed to be asleep.
However, just turned off the bedside lamp, in the dark, she suddenly opened her mouth and asked in a low voice: "Can Ye Jun tell me, who is the person you like and want to date?"
Ye Zhao was silent for a moment, and did not answer directly, but subconsciously raised his hand and pointed to the ceiling, "She lives upstairs." ”
"Really?" Fuji Ayako's tone was calm, "So, the reason why you decided to move here is also for her?"
"Yes and no. Ye Zhao said, "I was indeed taken care of by her when I moved, but when I moved here, I didn't expect it to become like this." ”
"If the distance is shortened, I will think about other things. Fuji Ayako sighed softly, "So, there is already a more intimate relationship?"
"Not really. Ye Zhao denied, "Because it's the object of my heart, I firmly remember the pain that Caizi-san endured, and I desperately restrained myself from doing something like that." ”
Fuji Ayako smiled sarcastically, but she couldn't be noticed in the dark, "What has become of me?" ”
"If I say that, Ayako-san will probably be angry. Ye Zhao said, "Ayako-san is my teacher in every sense of the word, teaching me a lot of things that I couldn't understand in the past. ”
"I hear you say that I am the one who was sent to the altar and made a sacrifice. Fuji Ayako rolled over and pressed her cheek against his arm, "Just enjoy me as a sacrifice." ”
"I'm sorry, Ayako-san. Ye Zhao apologized to her.
"Didn't you say it before, if you say 'I'm sorry' at such a time, I'll kill you. Fuji Ayako brought up the cold threat again.
"Even so, even if you get stuck in the neck again, you still have to say I'm sorry. Ye Zhao insisted on saying, "I really offended you." If you can make up for it, you can do everything for you. ”
"So, is it okay to die for me?" asked Ayako Fuji.
Faced with this question, although the answer was immediately determined, Ye Zhao was silent for a while, thought about it quite seriously, and then slowly replied:
"I don't think I would have resented you in my heart if I had been caught in the neck by you when I was defenseless, or if I had drunk the tea you had poisoned, because I had died like that. I just think it's my fault. ”
"However, if this is the case, I'm sorry, I won't die for Ayako-san. Ye Zhao said.
Fuji Ayako listened to his words quietly, and suddenly asked, "You can't die for me, the person you like deeply and want to associate with her, if it's her, is it okay?"
"That's not okay either. Ye Zhao replied without hesitation, not to mention that he is not the kind of person who would commit suicide for love, the most important thing is that "I like her to the extent that she can die, on the contrary, I want to live well for her, and live more seriously than ever." ”
Not only do I want to live well for Sakai Spring, but I also want to protect her so that she can live in good health.
"That's nice. "In this way, it seems that we already know which side will win." …… However, I am the one who loses anyway. ”
She smiled and repeated, "Say yes first, don't say 'I'm sorry', in the relationship, the party who accepts the apology is too shabby and too pitiful no matter what." ”
"What is the relationship like...... she muttered to herself, "I think Ye Jun and I are thinking about the same thing." If you were strangled to death like that, I would feel very happy, but in such a situation, I would not die for you anyway. ”
"Even if I want to kill you, I feel that in that case, when I am arrested, my name and you will be tied together forever. Even if you live in prison, you will draw strength from it, and then try your best to survive. ”
"So, lying with you like this, in fact, lying on the edge of life and death, because you could be killed at any time when you are not prepared. ”
However, after listening to her words, Ye Zhao not only felt terrible, but felt a burst of warmth from inside.
"I also know I won't kill you. Fuji Ayako touched his face, "Because, just by staying with you like this, I already get strength from you." ”
"Now these powers are enough. She whispered.
Ye Zhao once again felt the extreme love from her from Fuji Ayako. He thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Caizi-san, there's something I want to discuss with you, is it okay?"
"What's the matter?"
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