More than 1.2 million words.

I've wanted to write about it for a long time, but I don't have much room for it. I don't know if anyone has found out that this book was quietly pushed by mosquitoes last week, and the effect is ...... There is no same.

I guess I won't recommend it again (laughs)

Let's talk about the book.

I don't write well, so I admit that I don't have good grades. With this street performance now, I also feel a little guilty. Because it's not well written, I'm sorry for the people who are still chasing books.

The first is the issue of emotional drama.

There are a lot of controversies about emotional dramas, including those who think this is one of the few highlights of the book, and many opinions that there are too many emotional dramas that are boring.

I would like to apologize to the person who gave me my opinion.

On the issue of the heroine, Xiaohui's failure can roughly prove that I am not very suitable to write about this kind of young girl.

It's Ayako.,Actually,She's just a whim at the beginning.,A character added casually.,I didn't plan to write her in detail at first (I should have felt it from the sloppy appearance in the early stage),As a result, in the process of writing,,Instead, I unintentionally inserted willows.,Wrote a plot that I was quite satisfied with.。

As for the spring, I said once in the group before, the most important reason why she was chosen as the heroine is:

Her life stays before the point where she is aging, so no one has ever seen what she looks like after aging, and she will not be disillusioned when she is chosen as the heroine.

Moreover, her own sense of mystery also makes this character more free to describe.

For example, Xiaohui, I wrote that she was a 16-year-old young soft girl, and she received complaints about acting in dramas, because her role in "Extreme Fresh Master" is too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

Of course, if you mention the plan to play with the light source and raise a little Lori as a wife or something, then when I don't say anything, this bar can't be lifted.

As for the fan mentality, these three female characters, I'm not a fan of Megumi, and Ayako also Izumi just listens to songs. Among them, I have been in contact with ZARD for a long time, probably for a few years, but that's all.

So, I don't think I'm writing with the mentality of a fan YY idol.

That's how my style is now.,Even if the heroine isn't a spring.,It's YUKI or Takahashi Mirei.,It's anyone.,It's like that.。

But on the other hand, there are celebrity texts with real people, and within Japanese entertainment, whether it is an actress who writes big things or a Showa female idol, or 48 and 46, they are essentially YY.

Even if you are not a fan of these celebrities, you can write about Japanese entertainment, and you have a lot of interest in the Japanese entertainment industry, and if you don't like it, you have to write it...... I don't understand.

After all, this is an unpopular category that can't survive without love.

If that's what I'm writing about, I'm also writing a fan article. It's just that I'm a fan of "Japanese entertainment". To be more precise, it's Japanese music.

Writing a book is boring, more boring than when I take a piece of wood and spend the day digging there.

But that's not all that bad. The worst part of online writing is that there is no way to go back, and there is no way to correct what you have written in the past, even if you regret it.

If I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't have written it in many places, but since I wrote it, even if it was rotten, I could only watch it rot to the end, and then find a way to make an ugly patch and round it back.

As I said before, this book is almost 100,000 words before I signed the contract, so I am ready to go HIGH. It is also for this reason that I accepted all the opinions of the few readers in the early stage, and the outline was changed three times.

Although the early readers have basically left now, and I am reaping the consequences of this infirmity, many places do not like it, and I can't come back.

Writing is also something that requires giving up on oneself.

My views in the article do not represent my personal opinions, and similarly, if the plot proceeds to a happy place, even if I happen to be unbearable in reality, I can't break it willfully.

However, I did come close to the brink of collapse once.

It was the time when Koba and Ayako went to Akita. At that time, I really wanted to let go of myself, but in the end I held back, so I had the chapter "Limitation of Contracts".

That was actually a re-written plot that I had prepared temporarily.

At the end of the day, although it is very uncomfortable to give up oneself, it is also a basic morality of writing essays not to bring personal emotions into the book.

Regarding the end of the Xiaohui line, I actually thought of another plan, Ayako's side, originally wanted to involve Sachiko, but a lot of foreshadowing ended up being useless.

At that time, I received a lot of comments like "romance" and "boring", so I canceled it. Even so, the results have not improved at all.

Because I'm so bored to write.

So I didn't have any idea about the results from the beginning of the shelf.,I think it's okay to write it down slowly.,Occasionally I see interesting things in this chapter or comments.,It's good to have a good time.。

Then again, if this is romance, it's probably the least popular and nowhere to put it.

was complained about in the male frequency, and when it was changed to the female frequency, it is estimated that female readers will not like this tune. It seems that I did write a very failed book (laughs)

But even so, even though it sucks, I still want to finish it.

I opened "A Little Strange" when I was Carvin before, and many people said that it was better written than this "Dongying". Of course, I wrote it after absorbing the experience of hundreds of thousands of words in "Dongying".

However, since it's better than this one, it can be considered that I've improved.

Finally, I thought about it and explained why the protagonist had the surname Ye.

HA HAS A WAY OF PRONOUNCING KANAU, WHICH MEANS "TO FULFILL (WISH)", WHICH CAN BE REGARDED AS A JOKE. It is not the author's surname Ye.

I don't know why I suddenly said this, just like a stinky, long leave note.