Chapter 383: Parting is always silent
Half a month later, City A.
Gu Mingyan was quietly basking in the sun in the Gu family's garden, holding a cup of milk tea in his hand, the afternoon sun was shining on his body warmly, and it was comfortable to make people want to sleep.
A large shadow fell overhead, Gu Mingyan's slender eyelashes trembled, his eyelashes did not open, and he said lightly: "Fang Qian, you are here." ”
"Blue Enchantress, give it to you, do you like it?" Fang Qian was holding a large bouquet of flowers in his hand, and there was a deep affection hidden in his eyes, "I also bought a lot of things, and I have already helped you put them in the refrigerator." ”
The man's voice was gentle and penetrated into his heart, Gu Mingyan raised his eyes to look at Fang Qian, as handsome and gentle as before, as if there was no change in time.
"What are you doing looking at me like this?" Fang Qian subconsciously touched his cheek, thinking that there was something on his face.
Gu Mingyan chuckled lightly and pointed to the opposite position, "Did you come to say goodbye to me today?"
"Mingyan, I'm not—"
"Fang Qian, there will always be a time in everyone's life that is difficult to let go, but we have no choice but to move forward. Gu Mingyan didn't give Fang Qian a chance to finish speaking, and laughed lightly, "Feelings without results always have to be given up, those who can't have them should forget, no one can stay where they are and wait for anyone, and feelings are not the whole of life." ”
Fang Qian's heart felt a fine and dense pain, not too sharp, but it was difficult to ignore, he looked directly at the woman who was half lying there with a lazy expression: "What about you, can you really forget?"
"Four years ago, I thought I would live with hatred for the rest of my life, but now I am relieved. There is no eternal pain in life, and no matter how rotten the wound is, it will eventually heal slowly with the passage of time. Gu Mingyan did not dodge Ren Fangqian's inquiry, and his voice was light, "Time will heal everything, so I'll give time a little time." ”
Fang Qian looked away almost embarrassedly, he couldn't see the slightest liking on her face, he had to admit that time really changed everything, the little girl who once trusted him completely had grown to a point beyond his reach.
Gu Mingyan pursed his lips and smiled helplessly: "I'm really good, I can take care of myself alone, you don't have to come over every day, and this doesn't have a good impact." ”
"Xiaoyan, even as a friend, it is only natural that I care about you. Fang Qian looked at her with a smile in his eyes, the depths of his eyes were undisguised affection, and he smiled darkly, "Are you afraid that Mu Zeyu will misunderstand?"
"Of course not, I just think that even if men and women are friends, they should keep a proper distance, especially if you have a girlfriend and I am married. Gu Mingyan pretended not to understand the emotions in his eyes, and smiled lightly, "I heard that your girlfriend has a good personality and a good family background, Fang Qian, everyone has to look forward, you can't live in the past because you once owed me and feel guilty, so I will be very stressed." ”
She didn't mind saying something ugly, as long as she could dispel the thoughts in Fang Qian's heart.
Fang Qian was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't expect her to use his girlfriend as an excuse, and was silent for a while before he spoke: "Xiaoyan, are your methods of rejecting people so straightforward and sharp now?"
Gu Mingyan shook his head, looked at him with black and white eyes, and said in a soft voice: "If this can make you recognize your heart, I don't think there is anything wrong with it." ”
Fang Qian's expression was obviously injured, and his dark eyes overflowing with affection were full of loss.
"When you broke up with me, in addition to being able to help you in your career because Cheng Xiao's father is the mayor, you also liked her to a large extent. Seeing that Fang Qian was about to speak, Gu Mingyan's lips curled softly, "I can return to City A, you have indeed helped me a lot, but Fang Qian, you are not the clear young man with clean eyebrows and eyes, and I am not the eldest lady of the Gu family who can only see you in my eyes, we are all different." ”
"I know that both men and women will be particularly unforgettable for the first person they like, especially those who have touched their hearts when they were young, the reason why this is so is because the separation time is too long, and memories will always beautify people, the reason why you are now haunted by the past may not be that you really like me, you have to be with me. ”
Fang Qian listened to her finish a long sentence without any expression, only feeling that the expression on her face was the biggest mockery of her sincerity. The bottom of my heart was overflowing with self-deprecation, but I said lightly: "How can you be sure that I am like this, the eldest lady of the Gu family in my memory is willful but cute, arrogant but kind and soft, has a small temper but will not be angry at others, will only hold it in my heart...... Xiaoyan, you think I am automatically beautified because of memories, but if I say that I have never forgotten you, do you think it is particularly ridiculous?"
Gu Mingyan didn't speak, he sat up slowly, his expression was slightly constricted, his eyes were a little distracted, and a smile slowly appeared on his face.
Fang Qian looked at her steadily, and didn't speak again after saying that.
For a while, the atmosphere was silent, half of the sky was gradually shrouded by the sunset, the west was red, and the clouds on the horizon were rolling, which was very beautiful.
"Fang Qian. ”
Just when Fang Qian thought she would avoid this question, he heard her soft and slightly cool voice sound, "I don't think it's a ridiculous thing to not forget the beautiful feelings that used to be, many people will miss the past after a few years, but since it is a matter of the past, it is nothing to miss it occasionally, but if you often miss it or even fall into the mud of the previous memory, I don't think there is anything good." ”
"In order to avoid the end, you didn't even give you a chance to start?" Fang Qian laughed bitterly, he had long expected such an answer, and when he really heard her say it, some irrepressible sourness came out of his heart.
He once naively thought that as long as he hid her in a corner of his heart, when he stood in a high position and had the ability to protect her, he would stand side by side with her and meet the eyes of the world's admiration or jealousy.
But later, he finally understood that love is not the norm, there is always someone who teaches you to grow, and then leaves quietly, without even alarming you.
"Fang Qian, don't get stuck in the past, and don't feel that you owe me much, then you will never be happy. Gu Mingyan gently stroked his abdomen, "I just want to raise the fetus in peace now, if you still want to come to see me as a friend, it's best to dispel those thoughts in your heart." ”
In the last sentence, Gu Mingyan said it extremely cold and resolutely.
"Okay, I'll go back. Seeing her frowning, Fang Qian immediately explained, "On the day you left, Mu Zeyu almost searched the entire Jiangcheng, and all the exits that could leave Jiangcheng were checked, which made people panic, and in the past few days, they have been looking for your whereabouts everywhere."
Hearing such news, Gu Mingyan's face was also faint and expressionless.
"You have a good rest, call me if you need help, don't carry it alone. ”
There are still a lot of things to tell her, so that Fang Qian is not at ease in the house that has been empty for many years, but he can't do anything other than this.
Gu Mingyan knew that he had really let go this time, and a smile appeared on his face: "It's okay, you don't have to come over, I will contact my former friends, and I will ask my aunt to help after a while, you can rest assured." ”