Chapter 192: I Can Overcome This Storm!
Hearing others say this, Bullock realized: it turned out that this was the song "My-heart-will-go-on"!
In recent times, it has been almost the most popular and popular song in the whole of America, and even if Bullock has been a little lost lately, and he doesn't have the heart to pay attention to any good songs that he used to, he has heard of it.
It's just that he hasn't been to the cinema for nearly two months, so he hasn't seen the supposedly "epoch-making" and "great" romance movie.
"Maybe I should have a look sometime, maybe he can help me get out of this situation. Brock thought subconsciously.
And just as all kinds of thoughts were spinning in his mind, in the stereo of the café, the voice of the Titanic girl from China gradually became high-pitched, and this was the first time that Bullock listened to it seriously.
It's a good song, it's great, there's no doubt about it.
But when you hear that sentence -
love-was-when–I-loved-you,
(Love is how I feel when I'm in love with you,)
one–true-time-I–hold-you。
(I hold on to that real moment.) )
He subconsciously pulled out a cigarette and was about to light it almost subconsciously, just as the waiter Baker came over, "Mr. Bullock, your black coffee." ”
Bullock took a deep breath, put down the cigarette in his hand, handed him the money he had prepared on the table, and barely squeezed out a smile, "Thank you, Baker." ”
"Happy to serve you, sir. Baker smiled, put down his coffee, put away the money, and walked away.
The coffee was hot, but Bullock took a big sip of it, feeling as if his entire mouth was about to be burned by the coffee, he inexplicably felt as if he was relieved, and swallowed it with a grunt, he pursed his lips, smiled, and muttered, "Good coffee!"
"It is said that in the movie, the male protagonist dies in the end!" he thought to himself, "So, love will make people die, won't it? And I am a person who loves life, I don't want to die! I don't want to sacrifice everything for any **** love!"
In the café, when the strongest voice gradually became quieter, the eyes of the two girls sitting next to him were already a little red unconsciously, and the black buddy not far away couldn't help but sigh, "Thank God, let us mortals walk on this road, we can be accompanied by such a great musical work all the way." Oh my God, I love her so much!"
Bullock shrugged his shoulders and thought sarcastically: If your prayers were heard by God, He would be furious!
Brock took another gulp of his piping hot coffee.
Fortunately, although the temperature of the Americano is also very high, it does not burn his mouth.
However, Bullock began to regret that he had stayed - the girl from China seemed to be willing to sing about love!
Love is beautiful, but your own love is dead!
At this time, the girl with exquisite makeup next door couldn't help but say during the song: "I really wish there was a Jack who came to me and was willing to die for me! That kind of love is eternal!"
Bullock was about to get up, but when he heard this, he couldn't help but pout, "That's because he was already dead at that moment, so of course it's eternal! If he doesn't die, you let them live together for three years, or, five years? I don't believe they can achieve so-called eternity!"
"There is no such thing as eternal love in this world!" he muttered.
The girl next to her turned her head, her brow furrowed slightly, and she had a "Are you talking to me" expression, "What? sir? Are you talking to me? ”
Bullock was stunned for a moment, then squeezed out a smile, "Oh...... I'm sorry, I'm ...... Uh, you know, when you're alone in a daze, you can't help it...... Talk to yourself!"
The girl smiled, nodded, and turned her head away.
And at this point, the next song has already begun.
The freckled girl looked excited, "Ahh ”
At the beginning of the song, to Brock's surprise, it was actually an R&B-style composition.
"Wow, this Chinese girl is so versatile, she can actually cross three styles in one album!" Brock thought to himself.
And then...... It's a really good song!
Moreover, the song appears to be particularly inspirational. This kind of inspiration is no longer just love, it seems to be ...... It seems to be a ray of sunshine that splits the dark clouds, and it is the happiness behind the sunshine that can be seen by all.
Bullock unconsciously had some curiosity about this girl - it is not unusual for a singer to be able to span several musical styles, but it is not a simple thing to cross multiple styles in an album, and each style can achieve the current level, have a unique charm, and can fully move people's hearts!
This Chinese girl is called ...... LIAO!
In a very small voice, he stiffly pronounced the slightly awkward spelling twice, and nodded vigorously.
Then, he picked up his coffee again and took a big sip.
He thought he might have to buy a CD of her when he passed by the video store one day, and even though her songs were so heartbreaking, they were really good, weren't they?
As if he was deliberately reversing his train of thought and suppressing a certain restlessness in his heart, at this time, he couldn't help but emphasize again in his heart: "Anyway, I must go to see that movie when I go back." Love movie!"
At this time, the previous song has come to an end, and then, another song begins.
At this time, whether it was out of the appreciation and admiration of this girl and this album, or to deliberately suppress a certain emotion that was spreading in his mind, Bullock was full of anticipation for this girl's next song.
However, when he heard the first sentence of this song, he was stunned for a moment, thinking in his heart, "Is it still a male and female chorus", and then, when he heard the lyrics clearly, the coffee cup in his hand couldn't help but stop in mid-air-
Over-and–over-I-look–in-your-eyes,
Again and again, I look into your eyes,
You-are-all-I–desire,
You are everything I aspire to,
You-have–captured-me,
You have captured my heart,
I-want-to–hold-you,
I want to hug you,
I-want–to-be-close-to-you,
I want to be close to you,
I-never-want–to-let-go,
I never want to leave you again,
I-wish-that-this-night–would-never-end,
I hope this night will never end,
I–need-to-know,
I need to know,
Could-I-hold-you-for–a-lifetime,
Can I spend my life with you,
Could-I–look-into-your-eyes,
Shall I look into thy eyes,
Could-I–have-this-night-to-share-this-night-together,
May I share the joy of tonight with you,
Could-I-hold-you-close–beside-me,
May I get closer to you?
Could-I-hold-you-for–all-time,
Can I be with you all my life?
Could-I-could-I-have-this-kiss–forever,
Can I keep this kiss forever, forever,
Could-I-could-I–have-this-kiss-forever,forever。
Can I keep this kiss forever, forever and ever?
…………
At this moment, since hearing the first lyrics of this song, Brock felt that his heart was finally beating violently uncontrollably, and at that moment, he actually felt that his nose was a little sour, and it seemed that even his vision was blurring.
Some thoughts that had been suppressed for a long time came to me at this moment, drowning everything like night!
He shuddered, clutching the coffee cup in his hands before lowering his head, his shoulders trembling slightly.
Yes, we once promised each other that we would go through this life together.
Yes, I've looked her in the eye countless times, and she's looked me in the eye, and we kissed, and we said to each other over and over again, "I love you, darling, and we're going to be together for the rest of our lives!"
But when did you start to hate the feeling of two people together, or rather, the feeling of not being able to find love?
…………
After a few moments, he forced his head to look up, feeling the warmth on his face, and he quickly raised his hand to wipe away the hot thing, then picked up the coffee cup and took a big sip, "F!
Inadvertently turning his head, he found that the two girls sitting next to him were looking at him, and subconsciously shrugged, "What's wrong?"
Both girls looked at him, the girl with delicate makeup pursed her lips and did not speak, but the freckled girl said sincerely, "You are crying, sir." ”
"What? No...... No!" Bullock shook his head and laughed a little insolently, holding his coffee cup in one hand and gesturing with the other, "You know, bitter coffee, it's so bitter, oh my god, I can barely bear it!"
As he spoke, even he felt that it was not enough to justify himself, and subconsciously said, "Uh...... Did I cry? Oh my God, my mom must have laughed at me like a child!"
The girl with delicate makeup shrugged her shoulders perfunctorily and said, "yes...... Child. ”
But the freckled girl stared at Bullock for a moment, and said, "There's no shame in shedding tears, sir." Because you're sad. ”
Bullock shrugged, squeezing out a smile that he thought was bright.
When the girl finally turned her face away, he pursed his lips, picked up his coffee cup, and gulped down the coffee that had begun to be lukewarm.
"It's hard!" he muttered to himself this time.
"Yes," he thought, "maybe it was because of that time, in anger, I was a little unscrupulous, so I scolded her!"
But soon, he thought, "She should understand me, I just lost my job, she should understand me!" But after a while, he couldn't help but curse in his heart, "Damn it, you scolded your beloved woman, you called her a bitch!"
didn't apologize, so he had a cold war, and then experienced a short reconciliation, but he knew that at that time, he had just found a new job and was under a lot of pressure, so he ...... Damn it!
At this moment, a thought suddenly popped into the deepest part of his mind, and he couldn't help but think over and over again, "How is Alice doing? Is she okay?"
After a pause, he smiled self-deprecatingly.
She...... It should be good.
She is so beautiful, so gentle, so cute, only a fool like herself would divorce her!
She should have a new boyfriend now, right?
She should be snuggling up to her boyfriend, and when she laughs, the world must be bright.
Because, her smile is so pure, so beautiful.
F!
Brock clenched his fists, if this wasn't a café, he knew he would definitely punch the table hard!
After a moment, he sighed, picked up his coffee, and took a shallow sip.
It was at this time that a new song began to sound.
Brock pursed his lips and listened to the music with a blank face, listening to the Titanic girl start singing-
When-you-get–caught-in-the-rain–with-no-where-to–run,
When you are trapped in the wind and rain, there is nowhere to escape,
When-you\'re-distraught-and-in-pain-without–anyone,
When you are distraught and have no one to accompany you,
When-you-keep-crying-out–to-be–saved,
When you've been crying and waiting for redemption,
But–nobody-comes,
But there was no one to lend a hand,
And–you-feel-so-far–away,
You feel so lost and helpless,
That–you-just-can\'t-find-your–way-home,
So much so that you can't find your way home,
You-can-get-there–alone,
You can get to the other side alone,
It\'s-okay,what–you-say-is,
You have to believe that you can do what you say.
I-can–make-it-through–the-rain,
I can overcome this storm,
I-can-stand-up–once-again-on–my-own,
I was able to stand up again on my own,
And–I-know-that-I\'m-strong-enough-to–mend,
And I believe I'm strong enough to fix it,
And–every-time-I-feel-afraid-I–hold-tighter-to–my-faith,
Whenever I feel fear, I hold on to my (heart's) faith,
And-I-live-one-more-day-and-I-make-it-through-the–rain,
As long as I survive one more day, I will overcome this storm.
…………
Brock's fist clenched tightly again.
Yes, I can overcome this storm, I can repair it, I can get back everything I have lost and am losing......! I'm still in love with that girl!
…………
The light rain outside the window seemed to have stopped at some point, and a couple of lovers were arguing on the side of the road, and the boy angrily threw away the umbrella and roared loudly at the girl.
"Don't quarrel, man, trust me, and especially don't lose your temper with her, or you'll regret it, trust me!" Bullock said silently in his heart.
The next moment, he took a deep breath and seemed to stand up, but he hesitated.
"I ...... Can it work?" he asked himself in his heart.
And the most important thing is that he is especially uncertain and extremely frightened: does she still love her?
But no sooner had this thought come to him, and he immediately took a deep breath and said to himself in his heart, "No matter what, I should go and apologize to her, for the unkindness and unlove I have ever given her, for all the painful things that have passed, right?
Thinking of this, he stood up.
The tears on his face should have dried up a long time ago, a little itchy, he raised his hand to wipe it, and then picked up the coffee that had basically been cold, and drank it all - the coffee was so bitter that he frowned deeply.
Then he got up, with a smile on his face, and said to the freckled girl next to him, "Excuse me, ma'am, do you know where there is a flower shop near here?" I think I need a flower and go see the girl I love." ”
The two girls next to me turned their heads in surprise, and after a moment, the freckled girl laughed, "Of course, sir, go out and turn left, and at the first intersection, you will see a flower shop in no time." ”
After a pause, she added, "I wish you success!"
Bullock shrugged his shoulders in a dashing manner, thanked him, and took two steps, but he turned back and said sincerely, "Thank you for the music, ma'am, I think they saved me." ”
The freckled girl raised an eyebrow and laughed.
Bullock smiled as well and strode out of the café.
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Please forgive me for having to post the lyrics at length, and they are in Chinese and English together, because this is an English song after all, because the lyrics are closely related to the content of the article. And, believe me, even if you can reproduce the lyrics in large quantities, this chapter will take far more effort than the usual chapters!
Finally, let's ask for a monthly pass, I hope you don't get annoyed, because I'm about to be squeezed out of the top 20!
Ask for a ticket! Ask for a ticket! Ask for a ticket! (To be continued.) )