Time is ticking, ticking and ticking, can you hear the sound of time passing?

How do I know that after this breath, I will have the next breath?

It may seem like a stupid question, but are there fewer people who die in an instant?

Would I really like to let the rest of my life be controlled by the characters, deceived by self-definition, and then hide in the shackles of fear and dare not move?

After hiding for a long time, you naturally don't feel the restraints, and you can also publicize "why don't always look at the dark", "we still have sunshine" and the like.

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered a cartoon about two people drawing in prison, with sea water outside the iron fence and islands in the distance. One of them directly painted an island outside the iron fence, while the other person did not paint an iron fence, and only the sea and beautiful islands were in the picture.

Now that I think about it, I used to be like that. Ignoring their real situation, they use various means to whitewash and cover up the truth, distort the whole world and create various self-definitions.

I don't even dare to face the truth, what else is there to say?

The former self desperately used emotions to cover up, denying "selflessness" and firmly grasping self-definition. It's a pity that although I understand it now, I haven't let go either.

Even if he leaves the empire, even if he is alone in the dark universe, his mind still keeps tumbling, as if he really has so many things to do.

If he wasn't the first person in the empire, who would have come to listen to his blind comparison, and then worship himself very much?

In your lifetime, can you really kill a character?

Yuan Changwen recalled that in the past, there was nothing about the people and things he had experienced, and there was nothing that was not in the role of fullness. And now he wants to kill the character, can he do it?

There are always worries, there is always a sense that something is very important, there is always a role to grow. Whenever you worry about something, you recognize the existence of those things, but do they really exist?

Constantly fantasizing about achieving certain achievements, or fantasizing about the career in your hands suddenly reaching the peak, when you fantasize about yourself, you are recognizing and providing energy to the character.

How many times have you fantasized about being a hero, about defeating the villains who bullied you?

It's all the deception of the character, and the fantasy state of self is naturally in a comfortable and refreshing mood, but it's not real. It's just fear pushing behind, fear putting on a casual show.

There are many things that are more important than killing, and he pretends that killing is his only goal.

It's ridiculous!

Pretend to be slashing, pretend to be angry, pretend to be on the path of truth.

It's just a puppet of the character.

Pathetic!

Yuan Changwen, you are really pathetic!

is obviously a fake character, but is manipulated by the character, and then pretends to resist and cooperates with the character to act in a play.

Hehe, you're really there!

Cowards, idiots, fools!

What else could be more important than slashing?

Saying that, the most important thing is to kill. And his own behavior has repeatedly shown that the killing is a joke, and everyone should not take it seriously.

If it's really the most important thing, where do you still have the heart to make coffee?

If you are alone, you can be killed? It's just showing others, "Look, how good I am, you must have friends, and I can live alone." Come and worship me, envy me. ”

There are always others in their minds, and there are always other people's influence.

Dealing with people, I am originally a human being, and I still need to learn how to be a human being?

Characters, all of them are characters!

I have to think about other people's roles because this is one of my character attributes!

"I'm a talker", that's my self-definition, so I have to be thoughtful and show that I have a high level of emotional intelligence. The so-called being able to speak is to make someone else's character comfortable.

Why should I care about someone else's role?

Why do you have to talk? Why do you have to have friends? Why do you have to follow these bullshit rules?

It seems that after entering society, a series of things that are very complicated are required.

Shit!

"Others must envy me", this is the most fundamental role requirement, and I have never escaped this.

"If there is no envy of others, then you have to imagine the envy of others", the character never misses any opportunity to affirm self-definition.

"If you can't imagine it, then try to show off, show off your knowledge without money, show off your experience if you don't have knowledge, and show off your experience if you don't have it. ”

Disgusting!

"If you really can't do it, then recognize your own misery and gain recognition with sympathy. ”

I'm such a thing, I can't help but show off to others, and I'm always proud to see others adoring me. Think about other people's introductions, "This is Yuan Changwen, amazing, what kind of personality, what kind of knowledge, what kind of person." ”

it!

Now that I think about it, it's just a piece of!

That's how I've come over all these years, and I think it's great!

Poor man!

Played with by the characters, deceived by falsehood, the only truth cannot be revealed, so it is said that false identity is real.

How do I know my current memories are real?

If my memory is replaced, and then all the things in the world are arranged according to the memory, will I doubt it?

Or, like many people, be skeptical once in a while, and then get pulled by all sorts of things. It seems that there is never a time or event that allows oneself to seriously think about "who I am".

Most often, there is an understanding. But these realizations are also not free from falsehood, and they are also some realizations about the characters.

In other words, it's just a matter of letting the character lose some of the messy and unnecessary self-definition. But the characters are still in control of their lives, and even after major events, they cling to those new realizations, which causes another round of emotional pulling.

Moreover, my sense of the world comes entirely from this flesh.

Anyone who has been on a roller coaster for a day will feel this way. Even when I go home and lie in bed at night, it seems that my body is still in a state of roller coaster. It's not obvious, but you can feel the difference from your normal experience.

So, what if this feeling is always present and always exists? Do we think that this is the way the world is?

What else is real?

No, there is nothing but "I exist".

Yuan Changwen sat on the seabed, and because he was motionless and used his spiritual power to isolate the seawater, many fish surrounded him. I can't get close, but I just like to be around him.

What are you doing?

Can you hear the passage of time, can you see the embrace of death?

Only death is the best companion. Ignoring death, that's my biggest problem. Over the years, it has always been customary to push death away. Even if you already know that death is the best companion, you still subconsciously push away death.

Ha ha!

It's the character pushing away, it's afraid of death.

Sorry, I'm not afraid!